#sakusa kiyoomi angst
just thought about husband! sakusa kiyoomi who sees you gushing over these people on your social media who have the body-tight sleeveless turtleneck top on and he cannot tolerate it no longer.
so what does he do?
husband! sakusa kiyoomi asks the coach— thefucking coach— if he could change jerseys. not the number, not the colour, no. he wants to change those lousy and plain jersey shirts into those body tight sleeveless turtlenecks. and who is the coach to say no? so he does ask sakusa asks.
he never told you about it, of course he didn’t. he just waited until they came and he‘d wear them to the match and you‘d drool over him. he‘ll watch you rock your shit and try to keep yourself sane, try to stop everyone else from taking him and keeping him for yourself.
cut to a few days later husband! sakusa kiyoomi gets his jerseys in the changing room of the court. but when he tries them on he realizes it‘s a bit small—actually not a bit— it‘s a whole ass number size smaller.
instead of it being comfortably tight, it‘s just tight as shit. his abs are framed, you can make out the veins of his body, make out his spine, hell even see the way his nipples protrude against the fabric.
he gets flustered. fucking hell, he thinks. what is be going to do now? there’s no more time to change, the game is literally about to fucking start! oh well, yolo, is something he learned from you and he never thought he‘d be using that ever. yet look at him right now.
but he signed up for it. so like a real man, he sucks it up and goes out there with his muscles bulging. and as soon as he stands there in the starting line he can feel everyones— literally everybody’s— eyes on him. but he does not mind them, instead he looks for you and meets his onyx hues with yours. his eyes meet yours and he can see how you‘re licking your lips as you smirk, trying to keep yourself sane as you wear his old jersey that he told you to wear.
when the game starts, what you did not expect was to see was when he jumped to smash the ball to the ground is the way his jersey bailed out on him halfway, exposing his perfectly made abs. everyone swooned, yelled, some howled. literally. and you were no exception, but of course you did so with some class, keeping it together as you recite your twentieth prayer to the gods.
and by the time the game was done you could bet to hell everyone wasn’t even talking about how they won, they were all talking about how pro-athlete sakusa kiyoomi‘s abs make an appearance on the court!
however, before they could even ask about it sakusa kiyoomi was whisked away by none other than you. quickly driving him home and putting yourself on the menu for his congratulatory dinner.
and when the next day came, sakusa had once again showed up with that same body tight sleeveless turtleneck in white instead of black. not because he wanted everyone to savour his figure, but because something had to cover the amount of hickies you placed on him.
TRAITOR ࿔ 25 RXPOSED
sakusa had a new girlfriend exactly 3 hours 10 minutes and 55 seconds after you broke up. he moved on so quickly it’s hard to believe that he ever loved you, or that he wasn’t cheating thought your whole relationship. you heavily believed that he was, so you set out to make his life a living hell.
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TRAITOR ࿔ 24 ANGRY
sakusa had a new girlfriend exactly 3 hours 10 minutes and 55 seconds after you broke up. he moved on so quickly it’s hard to believe that he ever loved you, or that he wasn’t cheating thought your whole relationship. you heavily believed that he was, so you set out to make his life a living hell.
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TRAITOR ࿔ 23 BETRAYED
sakusa had a new girlfriend exactly 3 hours 10 minutes and 55 seconds after you broke up. he moved on so quickly it’s hard to believe that he ever loved you, or that he wasn’t cheating thought your whole relationship. you heavily believed that he was, so you set out to make his life a living hell.
a/n: okay the story is gonna start winding down from now on, so im sorry if it starts to get boring.
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Pairing: Sakusa Kiyoomi x fem!reader
Genre: angst
Warnings: implied alcohol use, timeskip
Word Count: 0.8k
Requested:@milktyama
Summary: Kiyoomi didn’t want you anymore… right?
A/N:you said hurt you with the angst so I did my best. hope you like rin, mwah
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Sakusa stared up at the ceiling.
He was laying in bed, trying to sleep, but he just couldn’t. He didn’t want to admit it, but he couldn’t stop thinking about you. What he had said to you all those days ago.
When he told you to leave.
All my friends are drunk again / And I’m stumblin’ back to bed all by myself / Don’t need nobody else
“Omi, I want to talk.”
“What?” He had just got home, just got into the door and you were already up his ass.
“Can you please just listen?” You begged, stepping in front of him to stop him from walking away.
“Fine,” he glared down at you. “What.”
“You’re working yourself too hard, I am worried about you.”
“What I do is none of your business,” he seethed and pushed past you into the apartment you shared.
“Yes it is, I love you, and I am worried about you. You stay out all night practicing, you’re going to get yourself hurt. Have you ever stopped to think-”
“Have you ever stopped to think about how annoying your whining is?” Kiyoomi whirled on you, spitting the words like venom in your face.
“Omi, I’m just worried about you-”
“Yeah, well maybe you shouldn’t.”
You bit your lip. “What are you saying?”
“I’m saying you should stay the fuck out of my buisness.”
“I can’t do that as long as I am with you.”
“Then maybe you shouldn’t be.”
All my friends are drunk again / And I’m stumblin’ back to bed all by myself / Don’t need nobody else
The memory kept replaying over and over in his mind. He was stressed from practice, they had been on a losing streak and the whole team had been restless. Putting in more practice. Sleeping less. Their coach had warned them against it, but it was a moot point. They all breathed volleyball. So when it wasn’t going good, they weren’t going good.
He had been meaning to break up with you.
You had been harassing him for a while. It was about time he cut you loose. He just couldn’t stand your nagging, your worry, all of your pointless emotions. He wanted you gone. It was easier with you gone.
So why couldn’t he sleep?
I never have thought / When you’re gone / I’d find it hard to carry on
He was waiting. Alone with his thoughts. He couldn’t stand it.
If it could help him sleep at night, then it could get him through this… right?
He didn’t allow himself to think. He just grabbed the bottle and downed its contents.
And then it came.
The knock on the door.
On autopilot he got up and stumbled to the door. He opened it and couldn’t help the leap in his chest when he saw you. You were there, with one of your friends.
A guy.
Kiyoomi scowled.
“Sorry, I’ll be quick grabbing my stuff,” you said, and edge to your voice. It was a sarcastic apology, not a true one, and Kiyoomi knew that.
“I’ss fine,” Kiyoomi partially slurred. He stepped aside to let you in, but you hesitated. You raised an eyebrow at him asking a silent question. He didn’t want to answer.
You sighed and entered the apartment, your friend trailing behind you. Kiyoomi busied himself in the kitchen and pretended not to hear the man with you, slipping into a daydream.
And it’s probably ‘cause / I fell in love way back then / And I think about us when
You were asleep.
You two had been working on a project for school when you asked to lay down for just a minute. Well, a minute had turned into thirty into an hour. Kiyoomi was leaning up against his bed, your head in his lap, doing his best to keep still.
But as the time ticked on he started to worry about you walking home too late. So he attempted to wake you up.
He shook your shoulder gently and you looked up with bleary eyes. You smiled at him and Kiyoomi’s heart stopped. You said something, but Kiyoomi couldn’t make it out over the rushing in his head.
He loved you.
I think about us when / All my friends are drunk again / And I’m stumblin’ back to bed all by myself
“Do you want to talk?” Your soft voice stirred Kiyoomi from his thoughts. He looked over at you. You were alone.
“Where’s your boyfriend?” He spat without thinking.
You frowned. “He’s not… whatever. He’s at the car. We’re alone, so you can talk to me.”
“What about?”
“Omi…”
“Don’t call me that,” Kiyoomi snarled reflexively, taking a step towards you. You stood your ground though, not moving an inch.
“I am worried about you.”
“When will you stop? I am fine, okay? I don’t need you or anyone else worrying about me.”
You bit your lip. You thought for a second.
“Fine, I’ll go. Text me if you need me. I’m still here for you.”
Kiyoomi rolled his eyes and turned away from you.
The door shut.
He was alone.
I got nobody else
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