#sasuke uchiha imagines
“Blind,” Sasuke x Reader
Ship: Sasuke x Fem!Reader
Summary: Your blind love for Sasuke was far too dangerous but your devotion for him didn’t stop you from making sure he was alright even if that made you get caught up in the Akatsuki and Orochimaru.
Warnings: none
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The day Sasuke had left you behind was a day that remained at the top of your head for years. You can recall every little detail of it, every word of the conversation you two had and the tears you shed as he turned his back to you and dismissed you so coldly when you found out about his plan to leave.
You had tried convincing him to stay but his mind was made up and it made you more paranoid about when he’ll leave and if you leave his side, would he take that chance to run away. So, you tried to stay beside him as much as possible.
Even forced him to stay in your room to talk like you two usually do when something was on your mind that bothered you too much to keep in.
In his head, he thought what he was doing was best suited for him and his revenge to kill his older brother Itachi, even if that meant leaving you behind. Obviously he didn’t want to, he fought himself a few times about whether or not he should continue the cold attitude and hurt your feelings so you wouldn’t come after him.
It hurt him to see you so upset, to see you in pain and it hurt him to slip those strong sleeping pills in your water to make sure you wouldn’t wake up and chase after him in the middle of the night.
He watched over you as you slept peacefully even though once you wake, it’ll be far from peaceful. Your friendship with Sasuke has always been up and down since you two met after he became the very last of his clan.
He was very sad and lonely at first, making you sad and want to keep him company as he sat by the water and bottled up his anger. At first he would push you away, tried to be mean and have you leave him alone but you were always stubborn.
It didn’t take long for you to always be side by side, even though you two were opposites. He was always cold, mean attitude and kept to himself. You were the social one, always laughing but could have an attitude if needed.
As time slowly progressed, your feelings for him had slowly blossomed. You were never scared to show or admit any emotion towards him, it’s not like he could hurt your feelings anyways considering you were so used to his cold tone and harsh words.
So the flirting and teasing you did towards him did nothing but entertain you to get a reaction out of him even though deep down your feelings were there and evident.
After you had woken up from your deep slumber, you found out from Naruto about Sasuke’s disappearance and him running off to seek more power and get his revenge.
This sent you in a spiral as well, you two became a pair and without one, the other would be out of place and not themselves. That’s exactly how you felt for years, you felt like a robot, working solely as a machine to become the best Ninja you could be.
You only trained and when you were not training, you were gathering information on Sasuke and his location which always led to dead ends. The years of being alone made you crazy, love crazy even.
You would do anything for him, even if that meant ditching the Leaf village and becoming a rogue ninja like he did. You were devoted to him and Sasuke knew that, it was only a matter of time before you would catch up to him and come hunt him down.
But It made you feel stupid that he left you behind so easily, it made you feel stupid for believing he’ll actually stay behind for you so just like he did, the anger bottled up, the betrayal.
You had made sure to gather everything you needed to be confident in going out on the search mission on your own. It was an easy mission to do, you made sure to lie and tell everyone you didn’t feel good- it’s not like they would possibly come over and check on you and you’ll most likely only be gone a few days.
Everything had to be perfect. The time being three in the morning, the only time the guards were half asleep and not as alert as any other time which made it perfect to sneak out of the village with no trace of where you’ll be headed.
It wasn’t long till it was the following day, the sun beaming down on you as you stood in the middle of a desert where it was suspected to be Orochimaru’s many hideouts. You sighed to yourself, your feet hitting down on the dirt and rocks as you tried to find an entrance.
Kabuto had noticed an alert that signaled somebody was passing out the hideout which led him to you. He had kept his distance at first, staying hidden as you find the entrance and not hesitate to walk inside and become trapped when he stepped inside behind you.
“Now, what are you doing here?” He spoke up, amusement written all over his face knowing his master would have fun toying with you.
You didn’t even bother turning around to make eye contact with him, you knew who it was and you weren’t all that bothered. You were confident you could take him on but it wasn’t exactly on your to do list, you were set on finding Sasuke first so you started to move your feet down the long hallway full of doors.
“I asked you a question.” He was growing impatient, quickly grabbing your upper arm and that made you quickly turn and hold a kunai up to his throat but his reflexes were just as the same as yours.
The both of you stood there, knives pointed at each other practically having a stare off until Orochimaru heard the exchange happen and appear on the other side of you.
“What do we have here? Another toy.” He had a nasty grin on his face, forcing you to drop the kunai on the floor and huff out a breath.
“I’m only here for Sasuke.” Was all you said, did you need to say anymore? No, that’s the only reason you were there.
You couldn’t care about the other two nor could you care about getting in a fight with them but you knew it was going to happen but will you start a fight or give up and hope Sasuke would turn up.
“And why would I let you near my most precious Sasuke?” He asked, almost dumbfounded that you thought you could walk in here so easily and demand the one person he would kill anyone for.
“Y/N?” You heard his voice before you could even answer Orochimaru’s question, your eyes instantly moving to meet his.
He looked different, older obviously but different in a good way. It actually made your heart pound in your chest and when you tried to step towards him, both of the men quickly held a tight grip on you.
Sasuke was confused but not surprised that you found him, you were smart and a great Ninja, he knew it was going to happen eventually but he didn’t think it would be this soon.
His eyes scanned over your face, the memories of you two were now fresh in his mind. Your face reminded him of all the moments you two shared whether it was good or bad. He could see it in your eyes that you were in love with him, that you would get on your knees and make his every wish come true.
He could tell just how blind you truly were to everything, how your devotion for him could kill you so easily. You were asking to be killed just by coming here and yet here you were standing right in front of him.
The tight grip the two men had on you didn’t last long, you made sure it didn’t once you saw his face. You snatched yourself out of their grips and quickly walked over to where he was, making his eyes go wide in shock at how determined you were.
You stood in front of him, he was now much taller than you but that didn’t stop you from raising your hand and landing a punch straight to his jaw, making him stumble back and taste the blood inside of his mouth.
“I deserved that one.” He scoffed, licking his lips and rubbed jaw with his fingertips.
The emotions, the anger, the sadness, it all came bubbling up as you punched him. You wanted to scream at him, you wanted to cry, you wanted to hold him. Everything was overwhelming so all you could do is punch him then embrace him in a tight hug.
He groaned, his hands quick to try and pry you off, almost forgetting just how touchy you were with him when you two were kids.
“C’mon, we’re not kids anymore. Why the hell are you here? You could’ve gotten yourself killed, Y/N.” He eased up once he looked back into your eyes, the faint memories replaying in his head repeatedly.
“I.. I’ll do anything for you. Just don’t send me back to the village, let me stay.” He stared at you like you were crazy, he couldn’t imagine you were doing all of this just because you loved him so much.
“You’re fucking insane. Did anyone else come with you?”
“No, just me.”
“Sasuke, if she doesn’t leave I’m going to have to force her out of here. She could be lying and the hidden leaf could be outside waiting for us.” Kabuto spoke up, making Sasuke’s eyes dart to him, giving him a glare.
“I trust her, no one is here and no one is going to lay a finger on her.” He warned the both of them and even though he hated the fact you were here and he tried his best to pull the bad guy act, he still wouldn’t let any harm come your way.
“Orochimaru,” Kabuto began to speak to protest against what Sasuke was saying, they can’t afford to keep you here, they couldn’t even afford to keep you alive for knowing this much.
“Hm, I suppose we are just going to have to trust Sasuke on this but she can’t stay.” He hummed, restraining himself to want to somewhat toy with you and see why his precious skin suit is so invested in you.
Sasuke had nodded, grabbing your arm and started to lead you towards the exit doors but you were stubborn and you were set on staying beside him, even if that meant becoming rogue or fighting Orochimaru, you didn’t care.
“Please, I can’t go back.” You mumbled to him, his eyes looking down to meet yours and he sighed to himself.
“Then why the fuck did you come here? I left you behind for a reason, to actually have a good life without me there to fuck it all up, Y/N.” He started to get frustrated but the soft look in your eyes had made him feel sad for leaving you.
“I don’t know, I just.. I care about you. I love you.” You admitted, making him shake his head repeatedly and hold his hands up.
“No, no. Naruto is going to come looking for you. You need to go back.”
“Not without you, Sasuke.” You cut him off mid sentence, reaching over to grab a hold of his hand but he stepped back to prevent that from happening.
He knew he couldn’t say no to you and he’s always known that since you two were little. He always gave you what you wanted or else you’ll just constantly bicker until then.
He would be lying if he said he didn’t miss that but he couldn’t afford to miss this opportunity to take down Itachi, he even had a solid plan to kill Orochimaru before he became only a skin suit for him to wear and jump around in.
But you showing up made his plans a little more tricky and considering you won’t leave without a fight, he was trying to search his brain on how to work with you here.
“Wait for me at the edge of the forest, if I don’t come back in an hour- go back to the village. Promise me.” He started to say, making you shake your head but he gripped onto your shoulders and stared down at you.
“Promise me, Y/N. I have shit to take care of first, I’ll meet you there, I swear.” You sighed at his words, nodding your head.
You didn’t bother to speak as the sadness started to weigh down on you heavily. You wanted to trust him, you wanted to believe he would come back for you but it was hard to tell, it was hard to believe in the state he’s in right now.
You were lucky he didn’t kill you or whoop your ass right here for hunting him down when he specifically told you not to but you couldn’t just not search for him, you couldn’t stand in the village and pretend to be happy while he was out here drowning in his own anger, it was slowly killing him.
You turned to walk away towards the forest, but halfway there you had the gut feeling to turn back around and go back to him. It took you a few minutes of thinking about it till you decided to.
Your feet started to walk back towards the hideout but as Sasuke dealt with his Orochimaru business and got rid of it permanently, it had gotten a little more messy than he would have liked.
He got himself in a sticky situation that he wasn’t too sure how to handle it but he knew he would be able to. That is until you came in anyways, taking the kunai and plunging it inside of Orochimaru’s chest, making everyone freeze and stare at you in shock.
Your mind had went blank and your body was set in defensive mode when you had seen Sasuke stuck. You had dug the blade as deep as you could, Kabuto not wanting to even bother before he made a run for it for himself, his other plans needing to be attended to.
“I told you to wait by the forest!” He had shouted at you but in the back of his head, he was somewhat relieved.
And there it was again, the devotion and love you had for him written all over your face as you stood up straight and looked up at him. He felt a sense of sadness, like it was his fault he had screwed you up this badly. It was his fault you were like this and it was his fault that the years he left you behind, you became a machine that only granted his wish and kept him safe.
Deep down the emotions he had for you was buried inside of his chest, he tried to get rid of them, tried to not think about them but you appearing here in front of him today had made every little drop of emotion and memory he had for you fresh in his brain.
He had decided to let you tag along with him, he decided he needed someone to be beside him like a partner, like a sidekick. He couldn’t look at you and tell you to go back to the hidden leaf anyways, he would be too upset to watch you go so you stayed and now you both were labeled as Rogue Ninja of the Leaf.
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Idk how I feel about this one but whoever requested this long ago and ended up getting the draft and message deleted, hope it met the expectations omgggg
