#semisuspension

Everytime i tie i try to learn something.
Not in the midst of it, of course.

I like to go with the flow, listen to my bunny and do exactly what he/she wants in a way he/she doesn’t expect.
If I know the bunny loves to see himself in a futomomo then he will definitely end up hanging from one. It’s the right punishment from being so vain about a certain part of his body. The reward will be the pride of having fought the desire to run from that pain and call the tie off. The reward will be knowing that he is strong enough to hold that beautiful pose for how long I decided.

In this session what I learned was very simple: I didn’t listen enough.
He wanted to play, I stopped in fear of giving too much. My desire of being cautious and not letting myself fully go got in the way of my session.

People sometimes think that the bunny opens up completely to the rigger, get swept away by the tides of pain and pleasure, exposes himself to the rigger and to everyone who’s there – which is completely true – no one ever thinks that the rigger is about equally exposed, in my opinion. That’s what I feel when I tie. But this will be for another time =)

Oh, there are also a lot of technical mistakes here. They’re pretty obvious.
Still I don’t think they are as important as the rest*.

Keep on learning.

*this being said keeping in mind that no technical mistake here could potentially hurt M. Even the rope around his neck, as chaotic as it was, was fully under control.