#shifting attempt

First shifting attempt story

So this was all the way back in mid-September. One day, my twin asked me my thoughts on going to a different reality. Obviously I said “I wish” because I’ve been daydreaming about being in different universes pretty much since I’ve been a tiny child really invested in Winx (aka since around…7 years old? 6-7?). So she (very cautiously) started talking and explaining stuff about this thing called “reality shifting”.

I was very much intrigued, but a bit dubious ( because it really sounded too good to be true and kind of like magic, something just for “chosen ones”). So i was like okay, and how would I get to this desired reality of mine? Can it be anything? Soshe was like yes, there’s many ways, I just found out about it like yesterday, so I only know most people lay in a starfish position and probably focus on it (Obviously she was very greensand barely knew anything about it, so she really simplified everything and was wrong about a bunch of stuff. The method she was trying to describe was the Raven method,but simplified). So I just kinda said okay, sounds cool, I believe you.

So that evening, while knowing pretty much NOTHING ELSE except just laying in a starfish position and focusing, I tried to shift. I knew where I wanted to shift (aka my ATEEZ DR because I was super fixated on the group), so I laid in a starfish position, closed my eyes, and focused. I didn’t know what to focus on, so I just repeated some keywords like ATEEZ and my bias full name over and over, focusing really hard. For some context, when I usually try doing stuff like this, I start crying or get distracted. I don’t why I cry, maybe because I relax too much and some unknown suppressed emotions come up or something.

Surprisingly, I did not get distracted or start dying, I didnt even pay attention to the passage of time. I was just…calm. I think not too far in (max. probably around 15 minutes) I…no longer felt my body. I didn’t notice it atthe time, but looking back I was really detached from my surroundings to the point where I didn’t notice I felt numb. I suddenly felt like I was floating, everything was really dark. I felt like I was underwater, but I didn’t panic, didn’t even think why I could breathe. I “opened my eyes and realisedi was just under asurface of what seemed like a never ending see. I could see the water above me, even though I technically couldn’t see anything because there was no source of light. So I thought "Oh, I have to breach the surface to shift”.

So I tried. But something was keeping me right under the surface. I kept trying,but some force was keeping me from swimming up. After a last effort I breached the surface, only to see nothing but water and suddenly waking up in my room.

I realise now that I should have eitherswam downwards or kept on focusing, and the force that was trying to keep me where I was actually tried to help me. Ithink I wasn’t asleep,because I was aware of the water around me and i could “see”, but I wasn’t awake either. Maybe some sort of trance?

Anyway, this is what happened when I tried to shift with just basic knowledge and intention.

Shifting log #2

So this morning I woke up and was too lazy to get up so I decided to try and go back to sleep again. This is where it got strange. Usually, when I start to fall asleep, I can feel myself slipping into a semiconscious state, and the moment I become aware of it I wake up again. This time it was as if someone put me underwater or filled my ears. I could tell because my family was talking in the next room (the walls are thin and you can make out everything that is said) but now I only heard them faintly and I couldn’t make out what they were saying. And suddenly I thought “Oh, let’s shift to this DR”. Ans suddenly I felt like I was between both realities, in some kind of “empty space”, if that makes any sense. But for some reason I couldn’t tip over to my DR, because despite being aware (to some extent) of what was happening, I wasn’t conscious enough to focus and repeat affirmations. I think I panicked because I couldn’t remember my script (even though it isn’t mandatory, it’s a kind of anchor that helps me navigate my thoughts) and I haven’t finished the script for this DR either. So I probably woke up due to that.

But I’m super excited nonetheless! I haven’t even tried for at least à month now and suddenly this happens. I’ll try again, but I’ve had an allergic reaction recently and everything itches, so we’ll see. But this is so encouraging!

Shifting attempt log #1

So yesterday I started feeling…weird, kind of detached, with passing momentary headaches and gott very tired. So I was like okay, I feel good about shifting tonight, so I’ll listen to a shorter subliminal and go to bed.

So I went to bed at around 21:00. I tried focusing on my breathing to get into a calm and peaceful state of mind. Of course there were auditory distractions, like my sister talking loudly in the room across, then exclaiming loudly when entering the bedroom. She also turned on the light, but I got used to it.

I didn’t shift, but what I didn’t realise is that I was conscious, but in a timeless like state? In a way? Like I wasn’t fullyconscious, but I was aware of myself. I was also aware of the light turning off, which I thought was fairly soon after my sister turned it on. No. Turns out it was almost 1,5h later. Like, my sense of time was warped.

I also had really vivid and half conscious dreams, too. My mind might be playing tricks on me, but I swear I wasn’t half asleep. I really wasn’t.

Anyone has any idea on what might have happened?