#shifting log
Shifting log #2
So this morning I woke up and was too lazy to get up so I decided to try and go back to sleep again. This is where it got strange. Usually, when I start to fall asleep, I can feel myself slipping into a semiconscious state, and the moment I become aware of it I wake up again. This time it was as if someone put me underwater or filled my ears. I could tell because my family was talking in the next room (the walls are thin and you can make out everything that is said) but now I only heard them faintly and I couldn’t make out what they were saying. And suddenly I thought “Oh, let’s shift to this DR”. Ans suddenly I felt like I was between both realities, in some kind of “empty space”, if that makes any sense. But for some reason I couldn’t tip over to my DR, because despite being aware (to some extent) of what was happening, I wasn’t conscious enough to focus and repeat affirmations. I think I panicked because I couldn’t remember my script (even though it isn’t mandatory, it’s a kind of anchor that helps me navigate my thoughts) and I haven’t finished the script for this DR either. So I probably woke up due to that.
But I’m super excited nonetheless! I haven’t even tried for at least à month now and suddenly this happens. I’ll try again, but I’ve had an allergic reaction recently and everything itches, so we’ll see. But this is so encouraging!
Shifting attempt log #1
So yesterday I started feeling…weird, kind of detached, with passing momentary headaches and gott very tired. So I was like okay, I feel good about shifting tonight, so I’ll listen to a shorter subliminal and go to bed.
So I went to bed at around 21:00. I tried focusing on my breathing to get into a calm and peaceful state of mind. Of course there were auditory distractions, like my sister talking loudly in the room across, then exclaiming loudly when entering the bedroom. She also turned on the light, but I got used to it.
I didn’t shift, but what I didn’t realise is that I was conscious, but in a timeless like state? In a way? Like I wasn’t fullyconscious, but I was aware of myself. I was also aware of the light turning off, which I thought was fairly soon after my sister turned it on. No. Turns out it was almost 1,5h later. Like, my sense of time was warped.
I also had really vivid and half conscious dreams, too. My mind might be playing tricks on me, but I swear I wasn’t half asleep. I really wasn’t.
Anyone has any idea on what might have happened?
