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“We are supposed to have freedom of speech!” says Andrea, who’s angry at some actors speaking freely.

#daily star #harry potter #jk rowling #reunion #hogwarts #freedom of speech #supposed to have freedom of speech #you can say anything you like #but you’re not entitled to be listened to #and free speech #is not the same thing at all #as consequence free speech #basically #if you’re a dick #don’t be surprised if people call you a dick #how dare they #how bloody dare they #andrea mate she’s never going to shag you #when the wokes speak #so much money #she gave an opinion #a series of horrible ones #see my earlier comments on if you’re a dick

@pointless-letters

Sat, 01 Jan 2022 19:05:39

dexdefyingstunts:

gotterhag:
This is an EXTREMELY blessed post! And accurate! When I first moved out I was so excited for my new place I slept on the floor and had my tv there and that was it. Loved it. You grow and you build and you gain and you lose. I lost that place and everything in it. Now I have a new place with new things and it’s very much home.
In the future, there is a small, quiet room that is just yours, where you are safe and you are free. In that room your shoulders will finally start to come down from around your ears. Nobody can come into that room unless you let them. In that clean quiet place, you will work and you will study. You will love and you will heal.
-Captain Awkward, “Should I Move Away From My Abusive Family?”

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#started on an air matress with a tv a laptop and a suitcase #the mattress was 80 and it was a scary purchase #so much money #but now im on the otherside and thriving

@Sans Patronymic

Wed, 11 May 2022 18:19:22

abowlofpetuniasandawhale:

honestly the worst thing about adhd for me is that a new hobby or hyperfixation is one of the greatest sources of joy, but its always haunted by the knowledge that it won’t last and i don’t get to decide or even know how long. I can’t count on being interested in anything long term.
it feels like theres a clock ticking above my head and i cant see how much longer i get to enjoy something. i can’t start big projects for fear of never finishing them. i have to hold myself back from anything that requires long-term commitments or consistency because i can’t rely on future-me to follow through.*
when i pace myself and try to casually keep up with something after the hyperfixation ends it just isn’t the same, the joy is gone. when i say fuck it and just let myself run, i end up trying to cram years of a hobby into weeks or months. i bite off way more than i can chew, burn out spectacularly, and spend the next month feeling guilty every time i look at the pile of expensive, unused materials that i sat down one day and never picked back up.
Theres a toll that years of it takes on your self-trust, it compromises your ability to make decisions without second guessing the most basic things. “What will I want?” and “what will I like?” aren’t any less opaque at six months from now than six years. I can’t count on what I want. In a way, I can’t count on myself and there’s a grief that comes along with that.
i see so much about dealing with adhd shame, but i dont think i’ve heard more than one person express the grief that comes with losing something you really love, not because it leaves you, but because your body simply decides without your permission to stop loving it.

#i feel like i don’t even give myself permission to mourn #because i wasted so much time #so much money #for what feels like nothing #which just makes it even worse