#steve x reader x bucky

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Time

Soulmate!AU/Reincarnation!AU. Female!Reader lives in a world where alien invasions and hordes of death robots occur and past lives and soulmates are very real. Like most people, she gets brief glimpses of her past. although a person’s past lives and their current life may have little to nothing in common, soul mates tend to transfer between lives, the core of a person staying the same throughout the eons.

(Complete) Time: Chapter 1//Chapter 2//Chapter 3//Chapter 4//Chapter 5//Chapter 6//Chapter 7//Chapter 8//Chapter 9//Chapter 10//Chapter 11//Chapter 12//Chapter 13//Chapter 14//Chapter 15//Chapter 16




A Night to Remember & Us Against the World

Vampire!Steve and Hunter!Bucky Fics. It’s the spookiest time of the year, and your boyfriend, Steve Rogers, has decided to surprise you. However, darker things lurk in the shadows.

(Complete) A Night to Remember: Part 1//Part 2//Part 3//Part 4//Part 5//Part 6


A year since you discovered Steve was a vampire and met Bucky, all in the same night. A lot has changed since then, but you wouldn’t have it any other way. With the world out to get you, you take each and every day with the two men as a blessing.
Even if one is a bloodsucking immortal vampire and the other promises to put a bullet in his skull if he hurts you.

(WIP-Continued on AO3) Us Against the World: Part 1//Part 2//Part 3//Part 4




The Terrigenesis Incident

What would happen if the reader developed some… interesting powers unexpectedly? Reader works in the Avengers base in upstate New York. After accidental terrigen exposure, reader undergoes terrigenesis and develops inhuman powers. Scared and confused, she flees to the Avengers base and seeks help from them. Little does she know her new powers awaken more base instincts in those she finds attractive.

(NSFW) The Terrigenesis Incident (One Shot)

Days Like This (Avengers+Bucky x Reader)

I skipped to another song as I layed back down on my sunbed, enjoying the sun warming my skin. It was a good day. We rarely had good days.

Tony had bought a yacht and he convinced us that we all should take a break to go on a little vacation. Everyone agreed, and I hadn’t seen any of them this happy in months.

Steve, Bucky, Sam, Peter and Thor were racing to see who could swim the fastest, Tony, Rhodey, Natasha, Clint and Bruce were at the bar preparing cocktails, Wanda and Vision were in the back of the yacht, watching the view. I was being me, laziest person in the team, laying down sunbathing with my earpods in.

“Thanks.” I said to Tony as he brought me a drink.

“You’re welcome,” He said as he threw himself on the sunbed next to mine.

“This is amazing.” I said as I took another sip from my drink.

I chatted with Tony for a while until Natasha called us to the water.

“Come on.” Tony said as he got up, everyone was now in the water, waiting for us to join.

“No-uh, I think I’ll stay here. I am getting really tan.”

“Come on (Y/N)!” Natasha shouted for me from the water.

“You can work on your tan after a swim, just get up.”

The reason I didn’t go in the water was that I actually didn’t know how to swim. When I was a little girl I had fallen into the neighbor’s pool and ever since that I would never go into a pool where my feet didn’t touch the ground and that I couldn’t see the bottom of. I knew it would sound ridiculous, I was a member of The Earth’s Mightiest Heroes but I couldn’t swim.

Tony kept insisting, “Tony…I- I don’t know how to swim.” I said quietly.

“What?” This is embarrassing.

“I-I am scared. It’s just that I almost drowned when I was a kid so-“

“That’s okay! This is the best chance you get to learn! We’ll teach you and you can overcome your fear. A good thing to cross off your bucket list.”

“I am good here. Thanks though.”

“Alright, no pressure.” He left and joined the others.

I put my earpods back in, laying down again. I closed my eyes, trying to relax, Just when I was about to fall asleep, I felt someone standing above me, blocking the sun.

I opened my eyes to see Bucky. He had just gotten out of the water.

“Hi honey-“ I noticed he had a evil smile on his face, and the others were silent, watching us. They looked like they were trying not to laugh.

Fuck. He was going to grab me and bring me to the water. I knew it.

I jumped up screaming, “No! Don’t you dare- Bucky I SWEAR TO GOD NO!” I tried to run from him but he caught me by my waist, wrapping his arms around me and picking me up. As he walked towards the edge of the yacht, I kept screaming and asking for others to help. He held me down and jumped inside the water, with me in his arms.

Luckily, I managed to inhale before we hit the water and hold my breath, but I was still terrified as fuck when the cold water hit my warm skin. When we got on surface again, I wrapped my legs around his torso and hugged his head, not knowing what to do. I started freaking out, there were even fish and all.

“Oh god-OH GOD! GET ME OUT, I-“ moved around in panick, splashing water all around me including his eyes. He tried to hold me steady, “Calm down babe, hey,” He held me gently and I just hugged him, I felt like my heart was about to pound out of my chest.

“I would do this sooner if I knew you would be all around me like this,” He said with a smirk.

“Now is no time to joke Barnes! I hate all of you.”

Everyone tried to calm me down and saying it was okay. They insisted that they could teach me how to swim, I really just wanted to go back to safety in my sunbed. But they wouldn’t let it go, so I had to say yes.

Natasha and Sam showed me how to move my legs and arms, I listened like a little kid.

“Okay, now try it. I am letting go.” Bucky said but I panicked, hugging him tighter, “NO!”

“Ssh it’s okay. I am holding you-fine.” He put his hand on each of my body, and I practised how to move my body.

“You’re ready. Just try to swim towards Steve, I’ll get you if something is wrong.” Bucky said after a while of me practicing.

Everyone cheered for me as I tried to encourage myself. Steve opened his arms, he wasn’t even that far but in my eyes it was really scary.

“Okay, here I go.” I said and Bucky let go. I moved my arms and legs fastly in panick, trying my best to swim towards Bucky.

Sam, Natasha, Clint, Tony and Thor clapped for me as I did my best to swim as fast as I could -I was ridiculously slow-.

When I finally reached Steve he let me hold onto him, I was out of my breath and my heart was pounding. After I rested for a minute.

“Okay now, swim towards me!” Natasha said and I did, hugging her.

I swam towards everyone so I could practise.

“You’re doing great!” Wanda stated when she let go of me and I swam back towards Bucky.

I had gotten tired and he must have realized, he swam towards me too and pulled me in his arms.

“Thanks guys, this is not so bad, I guess.”

We hanged out for a while in the water, then everyone except me and Bucky went back in the yacht.

He swam a little further from the yatch, to a spot no one could see us.

“You trying to take advantage of me, Mr. Barnes?” I asked playfully before resting my forehead against his.

“You caught me.” He said with a smirk before locking his lips with mine.

It was a slow, passionate kiss, I ran my hands through his wet hair as his hands rested on the back of my thighs.

We were really enjoying that moment before our team mates, the actual 5 year olds decided to splash cold water at us from the yacht with a big water gun.

I screamed after we pulled away, “TONY I SWEAR TO GUN I WILL FUCKING KILL YOU WHEN I GET BACK UP THERE!”

After that, the water fight began, and it lasted pretty much our entire vacation. It was a huge mess, but we all loved it. Those couple of days were the kind of days I would just look around and think to myself; I am happy. I love this family, I am happy with my life. Our lives always had been tough, but dayslikethis lighted it up.

A/N: I hope you like it. Let me know if you wanna read the rest.

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“Want some breakfast?” I asked Bucky, breaking the silence, which made me feel uncomfortable.

He looked up at me, his blue eyes had confusion in them at first, he was really tense.

“No, thanks.” He answered before turning his head back to the notepad Steve gave him.

Steve had written little notes from their past for him to read so he could remember his old life better.

It had been a few months since Bucky started staying with us at the tower. He would go on missions with the team, other than that he would be with Steve. He didn’t really talk to anyone else except ‘good mornings’ and ‘thank you’s.

We all knew what he had been through so none of us knew how to act around him. He was always serious unless it was Steve and him. When he first came a few of us tried to start a conversation but then gave up eventually.

I just felt weird around him. I don’t know what words I could use to describe the feeling I had when he was around.

What he went through was unbelievable, the man himself was unbelievable. He was so strong, he was holding up fine, -well, doing his best- after all those years of misery.

I felt the urge to talk to him, I was curious about him. I wondered what he remembered of his old life, or if he remembered the things Hydra made him do. But of course I never asked.

Bucky and I always got up early in the mornings, I would often walk into the kitchen finding him reading the new pages Steve wrote, or with a book Tony gave him.

I offered him breakfast every time he was there, which was almost every morning.

He never said yes.

I finally got the courage to say something. I wouldn’t say anything back usually because I didn’t know how would he react.

“You are missing out on my pancakes, that’s a big loss, you should now.” I said with a small smile.

He looked up at me, directly into my eyes. I could see that he was surprised.

He took a moment to respond.

“Uh- I could have some I guess.”

I made chocolate chip and blueberry pancakes, we didn’t talk during that. He really liked them, and thanked me like 3 times.

That was the day we started talking. After that morning, I started making breakfast for two every morning.

We had small talks about what I cooked that day, it was regular things like how we liked our coffe or eggs. It became a thing, he would make the coffe and I cooked whatever we thought of that morning.

After a while, he started inviting me to his morning runs with Steve. With time, we started talking more. He never talked about himself, I was usually the one doing the talking. He would always listen with interest, and smile once in a while when I made stupid jokes.

The team started to notice it, Steve and Sam were happy about it. Steve even came up to me and thanked me, he thought I made Bucky happier. The others were not so happy about it.

I was their youngest, they felt protective of me I guess.

“You don’t know what could happen with him, (Y/N). He could-“

“Tony, no. I don’t think he is ever gonna’ hurt me.”

It wasn’t just Tony. They would come up to me and drop hints saying I should keep a distance.

I didn’t listen to anyone. When I looked at him, I saw a broken man. I loved talking to him, helping him catching up with the 21st century. I felt like he would be the last person to hurt me.

Months passed, we became really close. He still didn’t talk much about his self, but he became comfortable around me. I got to see him smile more. Being around him made me really happy.

One night, when I was laying on my bed with my notepad, sketching the view outside my window there was a knock on my door.

I was surprised, I didn’t expect anyone.

“It’s me.”

I knew I would recognize his voice anywhere. I sat properly, “Come in Buck,”

He walked in, he had his sweatpants and a black tshirt on. His hair was pulled into a bun. He was sweaty, so I guessed he was just out of the gym.

“Wha-“

“I need to talk to you.”

I got up quickly, “What-What’s wrong?”

He shut his eyes for a moment. He seemed he didn’t want to talk at all.

“I…I don’t think we should hang out anymore.”

I furrowed my eyebrows. That surprised me. I crossed my arms on my chest.

“What do you mean? Are you- breaking up our friendship?” I said with a nervous laugh.

“I am not good for you.” He said with a serious, harsh voice.

“What-that’s-“

“I am not even good for me. I am dangerous. That scar on your wrist is the proof, so don’t bother telling me otherwise.”

I had a scar on my left arm, because I woke him up from his nightmare the other day he still thought his nightmare was real and he grabbed me by my arm, pushed me against the wall with reflex.

“That’s ridiculous, Bucky how many times did we talk about this?”

“It’s not. Are you listening to me?..”

We got into an argument. I never get mad easily, but when I do, I can’t control my mouth.

I said things I would never say, and didn’t mean any word. But they did leave my mouth after all.

“…I done trying for you, you know what? You’re the one abonding me. It’s not like I am the one who needs you.”

I felt sorry the moment I said it.

Why did I always talk without thinking?

He looked at me in the eyes. I knew I had to say something.

I didn’t mean that. Of course I need you. I am not done.

When I took a step towards him, he turned his back and slammed the door.

I took breaths, trying to calm myself down. I couldn’t hold my tears back, I needed to talk to him. I knew he would be angry now so I decided to wait for the morning.

I tried to sleep, assuring myself we would talk next morning, it would all be okay.

When I woke up in the morning, it was even earlier than it usually is. I got up quickly and washed up, changed my clothes before rushing to the kitchen.

He wasn’t there. I made his favorite, bacon with scrambled eggs. Then I sat down, waiting for him.

When someone walked in, I quickly turned, thinking it was him.

It was Steve. Steve would wake up an hour after us, so it got me worrying he wasn’t going to show up.

“Good mornin’.”

“Mornin’.”

He grabbed himself a banana and some milk before sitting down with me.

“Um- Bucky didn’t wake up early today. Did you see him?” I asked him.

“Did you forgot?” He asked.

“Forgot what?” I asked with confusion.

“He moved out last night. Wait- you didn’t know?”

My heart stopped for a moment.

How come I didn’t know about it? He did mention it weeks ago, but he never even told me if he found a place.

I couldn’t respond to Steve out of shock. I was hurt, he left without a good bye.

I got up quickly, “Steve, you need to give me his address. I have to talk to him.”

“(Y/N), hold on-“

Natasha walked in with Clint and Sam.

“What’s going on?”

I walked out the kitchen fastly to grab my purse and jacket. I heard Steve telling them about it.

“(Y/N), maybe you shouldn’t go now.” Natasha said.

“What? Why?”

Wanda, Vision and Tony also walked in and started listenung to us.

“He-he seemed very angry. I just don’t think it would be the best-“

“Well it’ll be fine.”

I took the piece of paper Steve handed me, it was Bucky’s address.

When I was just about to walk out the door, Tony grabbed my arm.

“What’s going on?” I asked, everyone seemed weird.

“We think you should listen to Nat. He said he doesn’t want to see you.”

I took a moment to let it sink in.

“…but-“

“You should just give it some time.” Natasha said, and they convinced me not to go.

I sat down with them quietly. I felt hurt, regret. But I just sat down.

He didn’t feel the same way. He left.

PART 2

Hide Your Lies - Mafia!Bucky, Mafia!Steve x Reader One Shot (Smut)

Summary:Steve and Bucky run the mafia of the town, being with them gets anyone, anything they want. You catch their eye, and they want you. However, the three of you are hiding behind lies, waiting to be told.

Pairing:soft dark mafia!Bucky Barnes x Plus Size!Reader, soft dark mafia!Steve Rogers x Plus SIze!Reader, Stucky x Plus Size!Reader

Warnings: MINORS DNI, Mafia dynamics, shameless smut, werewolves, werewolf dynamics, dub con, angst, hurt/comfort, double penetration (not anal), p with plot, slight dumbification kink, authority kink, dom-sub dynamics, soft doms, aftercare, threesomes, bucky and his knife, edging, fingering, thigh riding, canon level violence, kidnapping of the reader, feral bucky and steve, marking kink, breeding kink, lovebites, badass reader, graphic descriptions of violence (none to to the reader), hair-pulling, hand kink, nipple play, possessive behaviour, some fat shaming comments are said to the reader by secondary characters, praise kink, food used in the bedroom (strawberries, i’m staring at Bucky and you will too, menace this man is a menace, i love him)

Word Count:9.6kDividers:@firefly-graphics

A.N:this my submission for @boxofbonesfic ‘s #Beastyoumadeofme22 challenge, honestly their prompts make me run wild with what I write. I’ve used The Hills - The Weeknd from the song list that was provided, the song was on repeat every-time I worked on this fic, so I think my spotify wrapped will be changing lol. Also please let me know your feedback and if I’ve missed any warnings so i will add them, happy (smutty) reading! (Also Bucky Barnes having a knife in his hand I almost went off a tangent and lets just say I may explore that idea later). Thank you for letting me participate!

Main Masterlist||My AO3

Now.

their eyes are on you. every movement tracked. every breath counted. every sip or bite of a morsel noted. 

“how is she fairing?” 

“limited eating.”

“we need her fed but weak enough.”

“i know.” 

the conversation isn’t unknown, same sentences every damn day, as clockwork. 

how long has it even been? a week? two? three? 

the small window in the top corner greeted the cold room with sunshine, illuminating the flecks of dust floating freely. 

a luxury in your eyes now. 

the men leave, you predict their imminent return at dusk. 

when darkness blooms across the window and the smell of the night blooming jasmines creep along the edges of the moonless night. 

the men return, a woman in tow. 

you keep your eyes on the small window, your visual gateway to the world once harboured. 

the clang against the metal makes you flinch, a powdery scent cascades as the woman seats herself on a folding out chair. 

“you haven’t been eating.” she states. 

you lick your lips, the dryness upon them rubs against the flesh of your tongue, with hints of the metallic taste from the cut upon your bottom lip. 

“nor will you answer the questions.” she states again. 

“we have several ways to make you speak, if you continue this childish behaviour.” the man steps forward, a wicked smile gracing his greying features. 

“we just want to know about them.” the woman asks of you again. 

you sigh. eyes shifting to her. she tucks her blonde hair back, eager to see you might speak. 

you stare silently instead. 

the man stomps over to you clutching your hair pulling you up, tears prick at the ripping of strands. 

“speak or we can get you to speak.” he spits the words, throwing you back down. 

“they watch.” you murmur, giving them something. 

“what and who do they watch? you must tell us, we can keep you safe.” the woman assures, you begin to laugh, the cut on your lip stings as they extend into a smile. 

“they watch us all.” you keep the glee ever present as they exit heads shaking at the meagre information. 

your eyes return to the window, two sets of eyes watch you, one houses a grim expression, the other stares at you in concern. 

Then.

these roads were a one way ticket to success or to ruin. yet your steps echo in your ears as you traverse to the home rather mansion that resides upon the foot of the quaint hills. 

a floral scent lingers in the air, getting stronger as you draw closer to the short flight of stairs. 

the crescent moon watches over you, the music now louder, faintly the bass causes vibrations to the metal railing. 

the door opens to smoke, liquor and cheers of strangers. 

you smile at the drink offered upon entry throwing the hard liquor back, easing your nerves. 

two men stand upon the table as the music lowers in volume. 

“so those fuckers—,” the shorter haired brunette but built man sways as he speaks, a grin on his chiseled face. 

“those stupid fuckers, tried to put Barnes and Rogers behind fucking bars and watch us fall!” the brunette watches with elation at the uproar of rage in the crowd. 

the blonde haired man, having the larger chest between the two raises his hand the crowd quiets in the slightest. 

“but you know us, we never let anything of worth go, nor do we let our enemies walk away. raise your glasses, for we have expanded territory.” 

“to Steve” the brunette raises his glass towards the blonde man 

“and to James.” the blonde raises his glass to the brunette the crowd is in cheers once more. 

the uproar is louder than before, drinks sloshed, the blonde man grabs a woman and they share a kiss, she pulls away, with a heady grin. of course she just has the chance at all they promise. 

you watch on, after all they are the two you know who hold power in this city. 

the two disappear, your gaze searches for them, only to fail. 

you swallow the remainder of your drink, moving to the centre, bodies move against you as the smoke and haze create the illusion of a memorable night.  

you move with the man dancing behind you his hands on your waist, you turn, back against his chest. 

Steve catches your gaze, you raise your hands encircling around your partner’s neck, but your eyes remain on Steve as he watches, a smug grin on his face. 

he licks his lips, raising his right hand, two fingers curl, beckoning you closer. 

you comply. 

Steve has his bottom lip between his teeth, slowly releasing it when you come closer. 

“we usually do not let in new faces.” he guides your hand around his neck, you shift closer standing between his legs. 

you lightly tug on the strands of his soft hair. He hums. you wonder how it would sound if he was laying next to you in the quiet of the night. 

“why not make an exception?” you ask, gazing up at him.

“you’re here to get ahead aren’t you? more than half of them are, what makes you so different?” Steve’s other hand, pushes your hair back, fingers curving around your jaw, slowly turning your face as though examining an artefact. 

“what makes you oh so special for us?” James whispers, teasing goosebumps raise upon your neck at his warm breath. his hand on your left hip. fingers softly digging into the flesh. when did he appear you fail to realise. 

“you want me to plead my case?” you question, tilting your head to gaze at him. 

“something like that,” James’ nose brushes along your neck, his eyes on Steve, who nods, a smirk on his face. 

you whimper and tug harder on Steves hair when James nips at the base of your neck. 

“we aren’t very patient men, doll.” Steve reminds you of the impending question. 

“these people are fleeting, they’ll take once and give once. i’m willing to remain.” you voice your proposition. 

The music fades into background. 

“is that what you want?” James has a deep baritone as trails his fingers down your thigh.

“to be bound to us?” Steve moves the hand on your jaw as his index and middle fingers trace over the neckline of your outfit, over your breasts. 

He smiles appreciatively as your nipples harden. 

“by flesh and flesh only.” they speak in unison, their warmth making you glow, you’re flush between them, feeling their desire against your abdomen and back. 

their hands wandering over your needy skin. 

“we need an answer, sweetheart.” Steve chastises, continuing to explore your flesh. 

you find both of them are tracing your inner thighs. 

“by flesh and flesh only.” you repeat. 

“such a good girl.” Bucky praises. 

their middle fingers trace over the wetness pooling, your hips move, needy. 

“would you look at that Steve?” Bucky says in marvel almost. 

“so responsive, Buck.” Steve hums, you preen, feeling yourself turn slicker. 

the fabric of your panties tears at their mercy, Bucky’s fingers trace over your folds, while Steve circles your clit. 

they glance at each other, your hand shifts around Bucky’s neck, clutching at his hair. 

two fingers enter you, you tug on their hair biting back your moans. 

“we prefer to hear those pretty sounds.” Steve reprimands with a tug on your clit he plunges his fingers back inside, Bucky lazily moves his finger in sync with Steve. 

you let go of your bottom lip, your moans louder and needier as their pace increases. Steve circles his thumb around your clit, Bucky tugs on your nipples through the fabric of your dress. 

“we’ll make you feel so good, so full, you want it all don’t you?” Steve questions pinching your clit as your hips stutter. You nod, your words turning into moans. 

“you’re close aren’t you, doll?” Bucky’s fingers are thick and deep, tracing over your walls for that spot that will have you fall apart for them. 

You nod, their names tumble from your lips as a prayer it only urges them on to quicken their actions, 

“how do you think she will taste, Steve?” 

“oh we will have a taste once we make her cum all over our hands. You would do that for us sweetheart? look at her chasing for her release.”

“good girls ask permission to cum.” Bucky tugs on your nipples, you only whimper in response, the coil in your stomach tightening. 

“and when good girls behave they get rewarded.” Steve adds, through the haze of their movements you find your voice. 

“please, please let me cum.” your words choke as you moan when Bucky’s fingers graze over your gspot.

The brunette grins wickedly at Steve as he keeps his calloused digits brushing over your gspot. 

“Should we let her cum, Buck?”

“I don’t know,” Bucky’s tone is teasing as his fingers relentlessly keep hitting the spot, “I think we should.”

At his agreement, the coil snaps within you as you gush all over their fingers with a loud moan, their fingers continue to pump in and out of you riding out your orgasm. 

“so fucking pretty falling apart for us.”

“such a good little girl.” 

your eyes squeeze shut, breathless and all at once the music around you returns to full volume. 

The two of them hum in delight, curiously you open your eyes watching them lick their fingers clean. You feel your clit pulsate. 

“We’re just getting started, sweetheart.” Steve promises. 

From that night what bloomed and bound you to Steve and Bucky only had them even more so addicted to you. 

Everything you point at you were given and what you did not point to also kept within palm’s reach. 

The nights belonged to them, as they pleased. Either the night would never end or the bed would be cold by daylight. 

Leaving you only with reminders of where they’re hands were upon your skin. Marking you. Claiming you. 

By flesh and flesh only. 

You find yourself laying on your stomach the moon lazily gleams above from the window. The clock reads an early hour. The book you once held forgotten in favour of Steve’s hands moving over you.  

Bucky watches, eating the remaining strawberries that he was feeding you just moments before. 

“Oh don’t give me that look, poppet.” Bucky chides, your mouth parts as Steve’s tongue laps at the mess you’ve made dripping down your thighs. 

“She tastes sweeter than those strawberries, Buck.” Steve hums against your clit, your body arches, fingers gripping the sheets harder. 

“She looks something right out of a fantasy, full moon’s light falling on her, spread out between the two of us.” Bucky traces every curve of you and then Steve flips you over, slowly easing into you and Bucky begins his trace with the apex of the strawberry, circling it around your clit. 

You watch as the small fruit glistens, a moan leaving your mouth as Bucky bites into it. The juice of the strawberry coating his beard. 

“Fuck, petal.” Steve groans as he feels you clench around him. 

“Oh did you enjoy that, poppet? Making Stevie feel so good, you’re so good for us.” Bucky repeats the action with the next strawberry, bringing it towards your lips. 

“So fucking good.” Steve praises as he gives a particular thrust that has his cock brush against the spot you need him in, your lips part and you taste yourself mixed with strawberries and then Bucky’s lips meet yours, in a messy kiss as Steve picks up the pace of his movements. 

You cry out, falling apart for them over and over, even as they soothingly rub their warm palms over you. Your body jolts overstimulated. 

“Can you give me one more?” Bucky pleads, hands ghosting along your inner thigh. 

“Bucky.” Steve chides, then their eyes meet when you part your legs for him. 

Bucky’s fingers brush over your clit, his lips at the juncture of your neck and shoulder. Steve’s beard brushes over the skin on the opposite side, they sit you up. 

The three of you kneeling on the bed, you between them and their fingers inside you, the tightness in your bell returning quicker, you won’t last long, your hand grips Steve’s shoulder while the other is on Bucky’s forearm.

“Fuck, fuck,” You preen, grinding down on their fingers chasing the orgasm that will have you come undone for them. As the last of the night’s moonlight hits you three, just as you fall apart between the two larger men, they bite down on the skin of your neck, as you arch against them. 

Spent from them drawing out five orgasms from you. 

Your body slumps against theirs, Steve hushes you with soft kisses as Bucky retrieves a warm washcloth to clean you up, that night they don’t leave. 

Keeping you warm till you wake, eager to sink down onto their hard cocks waiting for your sweet cunt to milk them. 

you see them smiling and surrounded by everyone important. your friend and her acquaintance sits next to you, her eyes don’t leave the bite marks that frequent your skin. 

“Come on, just tell me.” The acquaintance insists upon knowing. 

“Why are you so intrigued?” Your friend asks for you. 

“Because she was all goody two shoes in college and now…” The acquaintance gestures to the visible markings with her hand, her blonde hair glimmers in the lights that change. 

James has his eyes on you, not enough to draw attention that you’re someone who means something to them. The whiskey burns his throat. He tries to satiate the burn he has to have you close. 

“Barnes.” Sam’s voice brings him back into reality. 

“Wilson.” He smiles. 

“You know I’ve never seen you this lost. Whose caught your eye?” Natasha enquires from her spot at the table. 

Steve gazes around the table as everyone’s eyes are on Bucky, he gives him a warning look. Bucky’s eyes shift to where you are, but they settle on the blonde instead as she stands in front of you. 

Then waves as she sees he has her in his view. 

Your best friend apologises with her gaze, as the acquaintance, whose name you don’t recall. Who probably did go to college with you. 

You know their little entourage stays through the night. Watching who they are with, who James and Steve share. How often. 

They hardly trust anyone. 

Maybe they don’t even trust you.

You shrug in response to her apology. 

“Where are you going, Shaina?” Your best-friend enquires as the blonde sashayed up the three steps to the higher booth. 

“Just caught someone’s handsome eye.” She calls out; making her way to the table. 

“Uh, you may want to not look there.” Your friend bites her lip nervously as you turn to watch her flirt shamelessly with James. 

Your jaw tightens. 

Your eyes flash to Steve, he doesn’t look your way. Always avoiding calling attention in public. 

A server comes to your table, 

“Yes?” You turn away from the scene Shaina is acting out. Bucky doesn’t like his arm touched without consent. He doesn’t prefer his collar fiddled with because he prefers the intimacy of undressing, exploring skin as it becomes visible, teasing the flesh.

You keep your opinions to yourself. 

Squashing the jealously that dares to flare into an inferno. 

Flesh and flesh only. 

But was the heart not a piece of flesh too?

“The gentleman, seated there has sent this for you.” The server points to a newer man sitting at the table Steve and James head. 

The blue eyed blonde man smiles, giving you a wave. 

Steve’s blue eyes finally fall onto you at seeing John Walker wave to your table. 

Steve’s lips press into a thin line, as you accept the drink from the server, raising it towards John and then sipping upon it. 

John smirks at you, the hand that rests on his thigh raised beckoning you closer. You exhale, almost rolling your eyes. 

“Is that a good idea?” Your friend’s tone is laced with worry. 

“I’m just going to say, thank you.” You tell her, smoothening your dress the one that was waiting for you on your bed. The deep colour bringing out your skin, the shape enhancing the curves you already have, you walk over to the table. 

“What a vision and all for me John Walker.” John gleams, his loud voice brings everyone’s attention.

Bucky’s nostrils flare, he grabs Shaina’s hand stopping it from inching higher up his arm. 

The blonde woman frowns, then rolls her eyes when she sees you. 

“Thank you for the drink.” You smile at John, his grin only grows tenfold. As his eyes rake over you, pausing over your hips and breasts you realise this drink has an ulterior motive. 

“I believe there are ways to say thank you.” John says as though trying to teach you manners, “I would appreciate those.” 

“Thanks as those warrant much different actions.” You smoothly reply, Natasha chuckles. 

Johns smile drops but quickly returns not wanting to lose face. 

“Come on, you’re here staying till late, you and I both know you’re looking for a fuck.” John barks out a laugh. 

“Damn, girl. You’re a whole whore.” Shaina laughs as well. 

You raise an eyebrow, “What did you just say?” 

“Well you clearly are hooking up and yet you want more dick? You really have changed from that meek little romance novel reading thing.” Shaina chuckles. 

Your hands grip your glass harder. 

“I can treat you like a whore too.” John grabs your wrist. Turning you toward him. You wince as his grip tightens. 

You can see Steve’s chest rising in anger, Bucky grows quiet. His eyes narrowed at John. The table silent. 

You try pulling you arm away but John relents. Then pouring the remaining drink on John’s head, you begin walking away. 

“Fucking bitch. Was doing her a favour by wanting to fuck her fat ass.” John hisses out loudly so you can hear. 

Your friend grabs your purse handing it to you as you both walk out of the club. Not a glance spared to either of the men who said nothing. Did nothing. 

“I don’t even understand who could enjoy fucking her?” Shaina looks at John, he shakes his head in disbelief. 

“Must be really needing to prove his manhood by wanting to fuck her.” John rolls his eyes. 

“Agreed. Now James where were we ah yes—,”

“Get out.” Bucky grits through his teeth. 

“What, what do you mean?” Shaina seems dumbfounded. 

“I said get out of my club and do not bother coming back.” Bucky pushes her hand away that was reaching for him again. 

“Are you serious? Because of that fat bitch—,” Shaina yelps shifting several steps back as Bucky stands to his full height, he raises his hand to the side gesturing the security to come forth. 

“Take the trash out, please.” He sits back down as the female security escorts Shaina out of the building. 

“Now where were we with my percentage discussion?” John talks once they settle back down. 

“Barnes, I think security forgot this is a piece of trash as well.” Steve says instead and John glares. 

“The fuck?” John slams a hand on the table, questioningly looking between the four. 

“Oh, we don’t deal with fuckers like you.” Bucky informs, “Assholes who have fragile egos and are disrespectful.” 

“All for a stranger?” John scoffs, “Big mistake.”  

“We’ll be the judge of that, now I know you know the exit.” Steve waves the man off dismissively. 

John walks out flipping them off. 

“Make sure no one buys from him.” Steve orders Natasha. 

“On it.” She retrieves her phone. 

“Are we going to address what happened?” Sam looks between his two bosses. 

“She’s a regular patron.” Bucky shrugs, “Helped Becca out a few times, she needed help with my nieces.” 

Sam nods, familial ties, explains the response. He shares a look with Natasha both are sure there is something further ongoing but they don’t say a word. 

You sit on the bed, their looks of indifference burn at the forefront of your mind. Steve may have looked angry but stayed silent and Bucky was probably too busy with Shaina. You hold back the hurt.

Flesh and flesh only. 

You chastise yourself. You asked for it to be this way. Not wanting more nor wanting to ask for more from Steve or James. 

Your best friend returns with two mugs of coffee. You nurse the warm glass as it distracts your mind. 

“How are you feeling?” She asks after taking a sip. 

You shrug, “Fine I guess?” 

She takes your name as if in disbelief. 

You shrug again, relishing the warmth the beverage brings. 

Your phone buzzes. You exhale as you read the text, “You need to leave, they’re coming over.” You tell your best friend. 

“What? After they ignored you now they want sex? Why not do something? Why even allow Shaina to flirt when they have you? Or was it some second rate tactic to get you jealous.” She says narrowing her eyes. 

“You, you know what I’ve agreed to, I shouldn’t care about what has to be said in my defence. They don’t owe having to defend my honour or anything. They aren’t in love with me.” You defend them again.

“But you are. With both of them.” She states, and you press your lips into a thin line. 

“It doesn’t matter.” You say. 

“You matter.” She insists. 

“Just, let me deal with it if I don’t feel right when they come I’ll tell them off.” You offer in consolation, she reluctantly agrees. 

You watch from your window as your best-friend slides into her cab with her location turned on and shared with you, the headlights of the familiar car illuminate the pathway to your apartment complex. 

You sigh, heading towards the door. Internal conflict increases as you can almost feel them approach. How is this supposed to work when it gets fucked up?

The knocks are soft but an urgency in them carries through the door. 

They stand in the small corridor, suit jackets discarded, sleeves rolled up to their elbows. Bucky’s eyes greet you first, going over you, cataloging everything in your appearance. 

His own way of making sure you’re fine. His eyes linger on your wrist, the two scrunchies you placed catching his eye. 

Steve’s hand twitches by his side, waiting for you to allow them inside. Needing to touch you to make sure, to affirm to Bucky that you’re indeed okay. 

They share a look before you open the door wider to allow them inside, Steve pulls you into his embrace.  

Your palms settle against his chest, Bucky shuts the door. 

Steve traces his hands over you, seeing if you were hiding anything from them, at last he allows you to step away. Then gently takes the hand that harbours the scrunchies. 

Bucky stands behind you, the heat of his chest seeping onto your back, his hands on your waist. 

You wince when Steve takes off the scrunchies exposing the bruising left by John. You had tried to ice it to lessen the appearance of the stained skin. Bucky’s grip tightens on your waist. Not enough to hurt but enough to convey his anger. 

Steve’s thumbs wipe your tears. You look up at him not realising that you had begun to silently weep. 

“We’re so sorry, Poppet.” The longer haired man whispers against your skin. 

“Should have him six feet under.” Steve says as his fingers delicately trace your skin. 

You bite back what you want to say, the gleaming darkness enjoying the prospect of them being protective over you. 

“Let us take it all away.” Steve hand his index finger under your chin, directing your gaze upwards to his, worried blue ones. 

“We’ll make you forget all about him.” Bucky adds, hands inching from your waist over your hips to the hem of the dress you wanted them to take off of your skin.

Your best friend’s words echo in your mind. 

“Will you forget her then?” You ask, as you’re turned to face Bucky, just moments before his lips brush against yours. 

He pauses, 

“Poppet, you know our arrangement.” He reminds you, brushing his fingers over your cheek. 

Blue eyes hold sincerity. 

“But will you forget her?” The darker side demands to know, was she enough to erase anyone else?

“Petal, we don’t want to take our eyes off of you.” Steve’s hand begins to unzip the dress. 

“Do you know why I even looked at her?” Bucky’s fingers cup your jaw, making you look at him. Steve softly kisses the flesh exposed by the undone zipper. 

Your eyes close as he moves towards your lower back. 

“Look at me, Poppet.” Bucky commands and you comply, his gaze darkening. 

“Why?” You ask, wetness pooling at your core when you feel Steve’s stubble brush along your inner thighs, then his fingers tracing delicate promises onto the heated flesh. 

“Because I was looking at you all night, Steve told me off as well.” Bucky admits, turning you around, your back against his chest. 

“Let us make it up to you.” Steve whispers, his hands grabbing the fabric of your panties and pulling them down your legs. 

He places a kiss to each calf as he takes the material off of your skin, Bucky grabs the hem of the dress, pushing it upwards, to allow Steve to see you. 

“Look at that Bucky, our girl is all wet for us.” Steve praises as his fingers gather your slick, as he moves them over your folds and circles them around your clit. 

You preen, at his movements or his words you don’t know. Bucky takes the straps off the dress down your shoulders, exposing your breasts. He massages the flesh as your nipples begin to harden for him. 

“Our girl really is so good to us isn’t she? So fucking beautiful.” Bucky tugs on your nipples, you jolt between them, Steve keeps a steady hand on your hips. 

“She is, aren’t you Petal?” He asks, before his tongue laps at your folds. 

You nod, meekly, between Bucky’s calloused fingers on your nipples and Steve tongue circling your clit. You grasp at his hair, tugging hard as he sucks on your clit. Steve’s fingers circle at your entrance, he eases them in moaning against your folds as he feels your cunt clench around them.

Bucky’s lips latch onto yours, his hand grabbing your hair, tilting your head back to devour your mouth swallowing all the moans and sounds you make upon his tongue. 

“Won’t you cum for us?”

You wither between them, Steve watches as Bucky controls your pace as you make a mess of his thigh, Bucky contracts the muscle every so often while he has you grind down harder.

“Our beautiful, beautiful girl.” 

Bucky runs a hand through your hair, as your lips stretch around Steve’s cock. Spit and cum dribble down your chin. Steve’s moans has your cunt clenching around nothing begging to be filled by them.

“So fucking sweet, all for us. Going to fill you up.”

“Both of our seeds inside you, claiming you for ourselves.”

You’re eased down onto Bucky’s cock, both of you moan as you feel him fill you to the hilt. Steve pumps his cock you watch it glisten with your cum and slick. You clench around Bucky. 

Steve moves closer, rubbing his tip in circles on your clit, you know you’re dripping and this only adds to it.

He uses the lube, on his fingers two sinking inside you above Bucky’s cock. You had done this before with them but every time they’d make sure to prep you. 

The stretch stings a little, Bucky’s lips on your skin and his fingers twisting your nipples aid in distraction. They whisper praises as Steve begins to ease his cock into you, tears spring to your eyes at the stretch and the moan that leaves your lips makes both of their cocks twitch in anticipation of the feeling.

“Ours, ours, ours,”

Their words ring akin to a hymn upon your skin. Waking up something far more primal, even if their claims upon you remained within these four walls. 

Slumber finds you quicker than most nights, you fight it off till they are done caring for you. Easing out of you carefully, running a bath of warm water and then showering with you. 

Their hands soft, warm, protective. Possessive. 

Bucky and Steve kiss their claimed spots on the based of your neck, you sigh in content at the love-bites they’ve left upon you. A silent remind of being theirs and them being yours as you do the same to their skin.

Steve stares at your sleeping form, his jaw tightening when he still sees where John hurt you. 

“Careful Steve someone might know you care about her.” Bucky warns in an impersonation of the blonde man. 

“Buck,” He groans, they stay quiet as you shift between them, your breathing evening out. 

“No, what we did, not standing up for her. Was wrong. Fucking wrong.” Bucky almost yells at him. 

“We can’t get in too deep.” Steve reminds him.  

“As if we aren’t already.” Bucky scoffs. 

Steve is about to say something when Bucky holds up a hand, 

“Tell me, when was the last time you were ever truly happy?” Bucky questions. 

Steve sighs, looking at you. Knowing Bucky’s answer to the question would involve your name as well.

“The night she decided she wants to watch a movie and cuddle. Then the day we decided to make it a weekly occurrence.” He admits. 

Bucky traces a pattern over your cheek. He hates knowing what has to come next, their time with you limited. 

Their time to call you theres approaching an end. Today he saw how you responded to being called theirs, he knows you might want more. 

Steve sadly gazes at Bucky gazing at you. It’s on the tip of their tongue but they can’t say it. It would only have you be driven away. 

The past eight months with you? A miracle no one found out what do you mean to them. 

So they would hide behind the lie that they feel nothing for you. That the only time you invoke something within their hearts and minds is when you’re touching them. 

Even when you’re the only person they could trust wholeheartedly.

Now.

Bucky howls seeing you staring right at them. The small window their only access to you.

Steve stares at Bucky, the dark chestnut brown fur gleaming under the moonlight.

Bucky looks back to the sandy blonde furred wolf. The two men ran the town with an iron fist and a bite. Their wolf form only known by foes who never lived to tell the story.

They had tracked you down, knowing something was amiss when your scent was lighter at your apartment and you left without saying anything. The whole thing reeked of what they always feared. Someone using you to get to them.

‘Can you see her plate?’ Bucky says a snarl building up in his throat.

‘She hasn’t touched her food.’ Steve recounts, gazing back at you worriedly.

You know they are watching, always knowing that there was probably something they never told you but as if it was said unspoken. You stare at the gleaming blue eyes. They pace the forest restless. 

Maybe you are imagining things, your Steve and Bucky could not be, no. You groan for a fifth time. Clutching your stomach, three days without food, you know what is coming. 

The blonde woman returns, 

“We know you shared your bed with them on multiple occasions, we just would like to know about their business.” 

“I do not have the answers for your questions.” You hiss as another sting of pain burns through you.

“I can get you antibiotics for the infection, when did you meet them?” She attempts again.

‘Steve, we need to move in.’ Bucky calls out as he rounds the perimeter.

‘They’re still asking questions and offering medical aid in exchange.’ Steve glowers, he pauses as a car enters the driveway to the manor.

‘Fuckers, this is why we attack.’ Bucky presses his paws deeper into into the mud.

John Walker enters your cell twenty minutes after the blonde woman leaves, time a luxury they offered to you. So you know how long it has been since your men have not brought the sun and moon together to save you.

Nine days and counting.

“Ah, sweetheart, look at you. If you would have come along with me you would not be sick today.” John runs a hand down the back of your hair stopping you from flinching away. He tugs harshly.

“What no sound? They told me you were being quiet. Well but your best friend she, she is very chatty when drunk, spilled all about your little hook ups with Barnes and Rogers. What they even see in you I do not know. Although leaving you in pieces for them to find will be worth the fucking you receive.” His thumb brushes harshly across your mouth, your arms ache at the restraints.

“Then they’ll understand not to fucking mess up my deals and my work, consider yourself more worthy of a status than a fuck toy.”

John forces his thumb into your mouth, you bite down on it tasting blood. He screams pulling away, when he moves to bring down his hand against your cheek; you spit at him. 

“You fucking whore.” 

‘Steve.’ Bucky warns, not for himself but for the fact that he will not wait to act.

“I’m calling Nat and Sam for back up.” Steve shoots of the messages phasing back into his wolf form.

They charge at the guards on the west end, the doorway closest to get to you.

Phasing in and out to access the doors and take out John’s men.

The clouds clear illuminating your holding cell. You gaze up at the moon as she looks down upon you in blessing. John has you pinned down, his hands trying to pry your legs apart.

“Fuck you.” You spit at him, John looks up as you blink. Your eyes changing shape.

“The fuck?”  John gapes, as you convulse the restraints breaking as you phase into your wolf form, towering over his now covering form.

You grin at him, teeth bared. He clambers on his hands and knees towards the door you sink your teeth into his limb dragging him backwards.

He drags his gun out of the holster, holding it up at your snout. You growl as he drops it down. Your paw sinks into his arm marring his flesh.

Ripping off his limbs as his pained screams echo through the cell.

Your wolf takes over, the primal darkness you kept suppressed with herbs and holistic remedies finally freed from shackles and it want to run wild.

The door bursts open two other wolves come snarling in, you pant dropping John’s head from your mouth it rolls down and settles near the dark chestnut wolf’s paw.

Bucky and Steve search for you as they stumble in, pausing when your scent hits them. They stare blankly at your wolf form.

You gape at them, backing away paces then you realise why are their scents so familiar.

They both phase out together, 

“Petal.” “Poppet.”

You see their skin littered with pink jags and healing wounds, they came for you?

“You’re a wolf?” Bucky keeps his hands raised so as to not startle you. He understood you may have phased in after a long time.

“I think clearly she is, Bucky.” Steve rolls his eyes.

“i’m trying to be gentle.” He says, you then want to joke that nothing about him is gentle. A sort of snort leaves you indicating your laughter.

“I think she knows you aren’t gentle.” Steve interprets.

“We’ll lead you out, there is a cabin nearby, you may take time to calm down before you can phase out and we have our clothes there so the scents should be comfortable to tolerate.” Bucky comes closer and his hand gently touches your nose, you press lightly against it.

They phase back, flanking your sides, as they lead you to their cabin, rightly so their scents are amplified and the comfort brought forth by it, almost moves you to tears.

Steve enters first, his nose pushes the revolving glass door as it opens wide enough to accommodate wolves, the wooden flooring is warm to the touch and ceilings are high. As if they designed it specifically.

‘Look here if you can hear me.’ Bucky’s voice calls to you.

‘Bucky why do you have to check—,’

‘I can hear you both…’ You cut Steve off.

‘Interesting.’ Bucky says,

‘No shit, but when were we having this discussion? or was it benched due to ‘by flesh and flesh only’?’ You don’t mean to sound rude but you’ve had a pathetic nine days.

‘It, well…’ Steve looks at Bucky, his eyes widen.

‘Oh so now I should lead difficult conversations?’ Bucky glares at Steve and you catch on.

‘That night at the dinner? You were going to break up with me.’ You accuse, both of them look away. 

‘It was because, look it had been ten months if it goes on beyond a year we could have turned you on accident. We were already making slip ups by over staying on full moons.’ Steve tries to reason.

‘You, you would not have wanted us had you known.’ Bucky says, padding towards you.

‘Bullshit.’ You bare your teeth at him.

‘Cute.’ Bucky pokes your ear with his nose.

‘Is that not for me to decide?’ You attempt again, ‘I know you both don’t have feelings for me but you could have trusted me with this.’ You look between them, a whine slips past Steve.

‘Don’t have feelings for you? Please Petal tell me you don’t believe that lie.’ Steve implores you to answer.

‘Fuck, Poppet are, you thought we don’t love you? Every waking hour is for you.’ Bucky moves closer you back away.

Steve tries the same and you shift back more touching the wall sideways.

‘Why tell me now? Is it because I am a wolf too. Nine days ago you were going to leave me. Without ever letting me know the truth, maybe you should follow through with that, not because staying is now convenient to the two of you.’ You settle onto the floor, not looking at the two towering wolves who are silent.

‘Why did you not say anything either?’ Steve questions, demanding to know the reason for your silence.

‘I wanted to, I was at that dinner it had been a year almost close enough, but then that blonde woman laced the iPad in front of me, you both were preoccupied and wearing the ties I got you both. So I thought well, what good is any of it, if the two of you are fucking around so I’m just a fuck toy to you right? You were going to discard me for the next one so I’m making your job easier.’ You glance at both of them, Bucky looks at you as if he’s been wounded by your words. 

‘Poppet…’Bucky begs, ‘Please don’t, we can, we can think about this… Talk about this.’ 

‘I don’t want to, not anymore.’ You say, resting your head back onto your paws. 

‘Alright then. We’ll check back up on you in a few hours, when you’re calm enough we can try phasing out.’ Steve moves away phasing into his human form and going up the stairs. 

Bucky stays for moment before following suit. 

You wake up panting, the feeling of unwanted hands on you pushing you into wakefulness. You gaze down, still in your wolf form. 

The click of a door perks your ears as you follow the sound of footsteps on the upper floor. 

“Nightmares, Steve, you know how horrible those are.” Bucky’s voice is muffled as though something dampening it. 

“Talk softer.” Steve huffs, and their voices are further diluted. 

You lay back down, hoping the next bout of sleep is dreamless. 

When you wake up next, you’re laying upon soft sheets. You let out a contented sigh, then jolt awake. 

“Welcome back to the human side of things, Poppet.” Bucky’s smooth voice washes over you calming your nerves. 

At his words you touch your skin, your fur replaced by skin and bone. 

“I am very upset with you, Poppet.” He adds, cutting an apple into thin slices. The black knife gleams in the light as he  feeds himself the slice. 

When he licks his pink lips, your tongue mimics the motion on your own. 

“Why?” You look around for Steve, Bucky chuckles. 

“Look at you pretending you don’t know why am I upset with you and here I thought, you know me like the back of your hand.” Bucky tuts, the knife cuts into the apple further, he gets up from the chair.

Bucky walks towards you, the slice supported between his thumb and knife. He places the slice against your lips. You lock eyes with him as you eat the slice, the blade feels cold against your lips. 

He places the tip of the knife under your chin, 

“Can smell your sweet cunt getting hungry for me, Poppet.” 

“Bucky—,”  He places the flat side of the blade to your lips. 

“Shh. Did I allow you to speak? I think you spoke enough earlier.” The blade now trails from your temple to jaw and back to your chin. 

The knife is retracted, now being used for its original purpose; the apple. You swallow thickly before eating the second slice offered to you. 

He now sits next to you, a determined expression takes over his features. 

The apple eaten and discarded. 

You move the comforter to make more space for him. Your legs exposed and some how the shirt you were wearing smelled of both of them; cedar, patchouli, amber and oud. 

Bucky places his warm hand on your thigh. 

“Did you mean it?” He softly massages the flesh that has borne his marks award in pleasure. 

“Wha-what?” You look up from where his hand is, his gaze darkens. 

“You know, the part where you said you don’t want to be with us anymore.” Bucky continues upward movements, pleased when on instinct your legs part further for him as he inches closer to your cunt. 

“I—,” The words caught in your throat when he traces your folds, gathering your slick, and then pinching your clit. You gasp, biting your lip. 

“Did you mean it, Poppet?” Bucky questions again, you can’t focus on answering him not when his finger eases by one knuckle into your cunt. 

“Bucky,” Your hand grasps his the other stays fisted with the sheet. 

“Answer me. Did you mean those words you spat at us? At me?” Bucky takes your hand, you’re on your back both your hands in one of his, pinned down. 

His fingers pumping in and out of you squelching sounds filling the room. 

As his fingers brush over the spot as they curve inside you, you arch up against him. 

“Bucky, Bucky, Bucky,” You chant as you feel the build of your orgasm. Your cunt clenching around his fingers every time he retracts them. 

Bucky smirks, watching you, your eyes closed head thrown back and hips meeting each thrust of his fingers.

Just when you can feel the tendrils of your orgasm he stops, the squelch of his fingers leaving the warmth of your cunt have your eyes snap open. 

“Just making your job easy.” He teases. 

“Bucky please,” You beg.

“Oh Poppet you think I can leave that cunt without cumming?” He pinches your clit again, his jeans undone and cock leaking with pre-cum. 

“Stand up, hands against the wall. Shirt off.” He orders, as you comply, he shifts your legs to not be apart, only a small distance. 

Bucky stands behind you, easing his cock from between your thighs over your folds, the mirror on the wall showing you how your slick coats his cock. 

You only seldom feel the veiny ridges move over your clit as he fucks your thighs. Hands gripping your waist and he watches your tits bounce with each thrust. 

“Every inch of your skin, so fucking beautiful, so fuckable, clench your thighs for me, Poppet.” Bucky moans in response as your thighs tighten, your slick creating enough lubrication for him to continue his movements, Bucky’s arm comes down against your ass, a hard spank, you yelp, bending forward and the vein on his cock moves against your clit. 

“Gonna cum for me? Gonna be a good little girl? Hmm? Want me to fuck every inch of you right? Look at you wanting to be filled to the hilt be split apart on my cock.” Bucky whispers in your ear. 

On the next spank you feel the same ridge, your body complying as pleasure begins to course through you, his hands grab your breasts, tugging and pulling the flesh, watching as your face begins to contort into pleasure. 

Bucky knows you won’t last long so he stops and you whimper at the loss of contact he turns you around. Your back against the wall. His hand circles around your throat. 

Your eyes sting with tears, as he squeezes just enough. 

“Making your job easy aren’t I? Just use your fucking fingers.” Bucky glowers, his cock tucked back into his boxers and he zips his jeans. 

His chest gleams with sweat, you want to have your mouth on him. Worshipping him. 

Bucky leaves closing the door before you can follow him out. You wait by the door for a few minutes, trying to open it but find that it is locked. 

“Bucky? Why is the door locked?” You bang on the door. 

“James? What is going on? Can we please talk?” You tug on the doorknobs, it only rattles in its frame. 

The sudden coldness of the room gets to you, you scramble to find your shirt but return to stand near the door, trying to pry it open. 

“Steve?” You call out, but are greeted with silence. You slide down your back against the door, the slick feels uncomfortable, you pull your knees to your chest. 

Did you really hurt them that much? You were hurt as well, if you weren’t who you were nor if the kidnapping happened the dinner would have resulted in your heart being broken. 

You rest your head on your knees, closing your eyes as a few tears brim over. They would have just left you, even if they held love for you. 

After how long you don’t know, the door clicks open. You look up at the figure entering—Steve. 

You stand up quickly wrapping your arms around him, he too was without a shirt and low waisted jeans graced his hips. Steve wraps his arms around you.

“Whats wrong, Petal?” Steve softly questions pulling away to look at you. 

“Bucky, he,” you gaze at the door, finding it shut.

“What did he do, Petal?” Steve cups your cheeks, 

“He said he’s upset with me, for saying what I did…” You trail off, fingers tugging on the white shirt’s sleeve nervously. 

“Well that was upsetting.” Steve lets go of your face, sitting on the arm chair. 

“You both were going to leave me.” You say, 

“Things changed that night did they not?” Steve counter questions. 

You fumble for an answer. 

Steve pats his thigh, your limbs carry you to him, “What did Bucky do hmm?”

“He—,”  “Ah, ah, show me.”

“But he used his—,” “Use me to show what he did to you.” Steve orders, you frown as his command washes over you. 

You grab his hand, his index and middle fingers extended as you lead them to your eager cunt.

Steve taps your clit, “Is this what Bucky did?” You shake your head no. 

“Pinched it—ah.” Your thighs shake as Steve pinches your clit, somehow repeating the movements Bucky did on you, you find yourself fucking onto his fingers. 

Steve’s eyes darken. “Petal, don’t you want me to taste you?” He asks, you look at him, 

“But Steve—,” 

“Do you not want to apologise?” Steve chides. 

You move back, thinking he wants to kneel.

“Oh no, gather it on your fingers and feed me. Till I tell you to stop.” Steve, watches your hand twitch. 

You slowly bring your fingers over your folds, wincing at the puffiness from what Bucky did, the wetness that pooled you gather onto your fingers, bringing them toward’s Steve’s lips. 

His warm mouth covers your fingers, sucking on them and his tongue almost mimicking the patterns he makes on your clit against your fingers, his mouth pulls away with a wet plop. 

“More.”

Your clit pulses, you circle your clit and tug on your nipples to get yourself wetter, repeating the action from earlier. 

Three times you’ve fed him your slick, Steve hums, then clicks his tongue, “I want more, make yourself cum and then feed me, will you Petal? You can do that right? Since you can make informed decisions.” Steves tone is slightly mocking, but the prospect of being able to orgasm too delicious to deny, you rest one hand on his shoulder, the other circles your clit and you sink two fingers inside of you, frustration clouds you.  

Your fingers no where close to Steve of Bucky’s thick and long ones. 

“Whats wrong Petal?” Steve looks up in concern. 

“Doesn’t feel as good…” You admit.

“Do you want Bucky to come help?” Steve brushes his thumb just over your pubic bone watching your stomach clench at the contact. 

“Will he?” You ask, wondering if he wanted anything to do with you.

“Why won’t you use your fingers?” You add. 

Steve smiles, “I want to be fed, I’m tired, Petal.”

You bite your lip, “Where, where is Bucky?” 

“I think if you call out to him, he’d come.”

“He ignored me earlier.” You huff. 

“He was just upset, sweetheart.” Steve tells you as if your a child needing to be explained. 

“Bucky?” You say, then move closer to the door,

“Petal, keep getting yourself wet.” Steve calls out an afterthought. 

You place two fingers against your clit as your other hand opens the door. 

“B-bucky?” Your voice shakes as your clit sends waves of ebbing pleasure through you. 

“What?” He calls out from the door opposite to your room, his eyes paise on your hand. 

“Steve he,” You bite down on your lip as you notices the tent in his jeans. 

“I don’t have all night, Poppet.” Bucky rolls his eyes. 

“He-he wants to be fed after I cum and, and my fingers—,”

“Don’t feel as good?” Bucky completes, uncrossing the arms across his chest, walking towards you, you moan as he grabs your pussy. Digits guiding yours on how to move. 

He wants you back as the steps make you grind over the callous on his index finger. 

Steve watches a smirk on his face, they find it so endearing how you fail to realise this is punishment for misbehaving and lying to them. 

A cacophony of moans of their names begin to slip past your lips. Your orgasm builds. 

Bucky looks at Steve, they both know they’ve edged you enough that you will cum, but they can’t have that. 

“Stop, I’m not that hungry,” Steve’s words are like cold water to your fiery veins. 

Bucky stops fucking you with his fingers, holding them up for you.

You have a whine caught in your throat. 

“Can’t have any of this wasted right?” Bucky chides, “Go on Poppet feed him.” 

You whimper as he pushes you forwards. 

Steve places a steady hand on your hips, as he waits for you to do what you’re told; he spreads his large hand over your hip, trailing it upwards, over the soft flesh of your stomach, moving upwards then cupping your breast, Bucky does the same to your left. 

“I’m waiting, Petal.” Steve reminds you, breaking out of the heady trance they have you in, you rub your fingers over your folds, a needy whimper reaches the pleased ears of Steve and Bucky. 

You offer your fingers to Steve, he hums before sucking on each digit and swirling his tongue around them. 

He releases your fingers and they release your breasts in tandem. Standing up, walking towards the door leaving you in the room. 

You follow them quicker than previous attempts. 

“Why are you—,” 

“No, Petal, why are you saying no? Over a conversation that could have gone so many different ways?” Steve cuts you off.

“She was making our job easier.” Bucky sneers. 

“You both were going to anyways, and those videos and pictures…” You recount. 

“Were old, Poppet, we haven’t been with anyone other than you. We don’t want to either.” Bucky cups your cheek. 

“But you want to leave us… So maybe you should.” Steve shrugs nonchalantly. 

Bucky drops his hand, 

“Too bad we couldn’t give you what you want, maybe someone else will. You know best correct?” 

Your clit pulses, you know no one will compare to the two of them, no two people could hold a semblance to their beings. 

But they were right, if you wanted to leave you should.

Maybe they don’t want to fight harder to have you stay… you nod meekly. 

“I’ll leave then…” You mutter. 

“Fucks sake.” Bucky mutters as Steve, has you pinned down on the bed.

“Know what Petal,” Steve undoes his jeans, his cock slapping against his abdomen, and lining up with your aching cunt, 

“I really do not think you know what is best for you.” He moves his cock over your folds. 

“Steve,” You whine, needing more.

“Oh you want my cock? Well, only good girls who want to stay will get it.” His eyes are wild, your breath caught in your throat, he adds more pressure to the grip he hands on your hands. 

You gasp, as his tip teases your entrance. 

“Steve, please,” You beg, needy, tears brim over at how badly you need them. 

“What do you want?” He questions, repeating his teasing movements. 

Bucky stands at the edge of the bed, you stare at his cock, lips parting for it. 

“Answer him, Poppet, or have you forgotten the manners we taught you?” A sting resounds in the room and pleasured pain courses through you from where Bucky slapped your puffy, aching cunt. 

“Would you look at that? She wants us Bucky.”

“She will have to say it though, has to vocalise what she wants and needs.” Bucky grasps your jaw, “The question is will she?” 

You stare into Bucky’s eyes, he delivers another slap to your pussy, you clench around Steve’s tip. A moan slips past your lips, you can’t think, can’t speak just need them, why could they not see that?

“Answer us, Poppet, or we can leave again.” He warns. 

“Want, want you both, together.” You gasp the words out as Steve bottoms out inside you, hissing as he feels you tight around him. 

“Fuck,” He breathes. 

“Together Steve,” Bucky reminds, pulling you up as you and Steve kneel on the bed, with him curving inside you the tip of him pushing ever so often over your gspot. 

Bucky moves behind you, kneeling as well, his fingers inserted next to Steve’s cock prepping you to take them both. You can’t help the sob of pleasure that breaks from you as Bucky begins to enter you as well, the stretch burns but feels so good. 

“Oh, you can take us can’t you, Petal?” Steve’s words have you preen, “Our good girl aren’t you?” 

“Feel at her clench, really, our girl, only ours.” Bucky whispers over the shell of your ear. 

You moan at their words, they pause allowing you time to adjust to both of them, but you don’t have it in you to be patient, you need them to fuck you, claim you. 

You begin to move over their cocks, the amount of wetness helping you. Bucky and Steve glance at each other, moaning as you feel so good around their cocks, using them for your pleasure. 

Both men let you set the pace, then one hand each grasps your waist. They both begin to move in tandem, filling you up then moving outward. Moans and whimpers slip out of you, Steve swallows them all down against his lips, Bucky’s lips leave bites and marks over your shoulder and neck. 

You begin to meet them with each thrust, knowing all of you are close. 

“Fill me up, please, mark, mark and cl-claim,” You gasp as they both some how coordinate their thrusts to keep hitting the spot that has you seeing stars and the waves of pleasure begin to climb across you, waiting to meet the brink to tip you over. 

“Going to mark you and keep you as ours, Poppet.” Bucky grunts. 

“You belong to us.”

“Bound to us.”

Your orgasm drawing close. 

“You’re going to cum for us and take our seed, milk our cocks and stay filled.” 

You fall apart at their words, pleasure coursing through you, head to toe and you cum with a silent cry. You feel their cum coating your spasming walls, their movements now sloppier as they ride out their orgasms. 

“Because you’re bound to us, little wolf, flesh and flesh only.” Steves voice echos over the ringing in your ears. 

“And that heart of yours?” Bucky’s chuckle resounds, 

“That flesh belongs to us as well.” 

-x-x-x-

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Between the Sun & Moon | Pt. 2 Sneak Peek

…Bucky was watching Steve, watching you. The handsome blonde was scrutinizing the way you were drinking the glass of water the waiter had set on the table before you, not masking his concern.

In truth, you were gulping it down as though you’d been stranded in the desert for a month, but this had become the norm for you, another sign of your pregnancy. It wasn’t out of the ordinary, even with your powers.

Bucky had been keeping a closer eye on you as well, so he didn’t blame Steve, really. But he was being too obvious, and in an effort to prevent you from noticing and becoming worried about him in return, Bucky gently kicks Steve under the table.

Those bright blue eyes snap to his own, and a somewhat meek expression plays over his face. “So, um,” Steve clears his throat and looks at you again, this time with a small smile tugging the corners of his lips. “Bucky and I have been talking-“

You snort adorably, your eyebrow quirking, “oh, just talking? I thought I heard a little more than tha—“

“Yes, well,” He interjects as Bucky laughs, “amongst other activities we talked. About you, the baby, and our next steps.”

At this, you set your water down and glance between them, eyes narrowing. Bucky already sensed your thoughts—that they had been plotting behind your back. He automatically reaches out and drapes an arm around your shoulders.

“Not like that, sweet girl,” Steve corrects, his eyes briefly meeting Bucky’s before he gives you a nervous smile. He hesitates and Bucky gives him an encouraging nod. “I was hoping—that is, will you marry me?”…

Coming soon ❤️

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Between the Sun & Moon

Bucky x Steve x Fem!Reader

Catfish & SunshineIII

Frankie Morales x fem!reader

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Frankie Morales x Fem!Reader oneshot based in the Little universe. ⭐️

Saviours Coffee House

ModernAU/Coffee ShopAU. (WIP) ☕️

Over the Edge

Spencer is jealous of Morgan’s flirtatious friendship with you. Spencer Reid x fem!reader

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Between the Sun & Moon Ch. 1 Sneak Peak…

MOONRISE

…Bucky doesn’t hesitate to move around the room; Ayo’s eyes follow him the entire time, lit with amusement. “Where did she go?” He demands, his voice low with respect but edged, leaving no room for argument.

Ayo only smiles wider, “You might want to make a visit to your room, White Wolf.”

He gives her a curt nod before hurrying away, his mind running hundreds of scenarios, most of them involving you slapping him for leaving the way he did. Or maybe you wanted to tell him off before the world ended—he wouldn’t blame you.

When he gets to his room, the door is ajar and he steps inside quietly, pushing it shut behind him. You’re standing at his bedside table, a hand tracing over the book he was reading—The Hobbit, an old favorite.

“You don’t need to feel so guilty, Bucky. I knew you were going to leave.”

He stills, surveying you slowly and lifting his brows as he considers the implication behind your words. “You can sense…me, that well?” He knew your powers were strong, yet to have dug in so deep…

You shrug, turning to face him and crossing your arms, “If I really focus, I can pick up on a lot of emotions. But certain people seem…I’m tuned into them better, I guess.”

“AndI’m one of the ones you can tune into…?”

“One of very few that I can to that degree, actually.”

Your gaze falls away and you bite your lip, as if aware that you’ve revealed more than you’d wanted to. Bucky frowns, “Who else can you—?”

“My parents. Steve. You,” A thrill runs down his spine at the admission, and hope flares within. You must feel it, because you smile. “Come on, Bucky Barnes. You must have realized how I felt. Feel.”…

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18+ Takes place after the events of Endgame and TFATWS—AU where Steve does not stay in the past with Peggy and instead retires. Sam is Captain America.

Preview

Part One | Moonrise

Part Two

Part Three

Part Four

Summary

Autumn in New York City, the air is crisp, the colours vibrant, and the world is beginning to settle. Steve Rogers and the rest of the Avengers saved the world—the galaxy—but if anyone had bothered to ask him, they’d have found out that the driving force for him had been bringing back Bucky and you—who had disappeared right in front of him when Thanos snapped his fingers. Loving and losing like that took its toll on Steve, even if he did succeed in getting you both back…

Bucky Barnes constantly, both pre and post blip, struggled with his feelings. How he felt for Steve. How he felt for you. Whenever he started to get his head straight, something major and world ending would happen. When he comes back from the blip and reunites with you and Steve after the battle against Thanos, the joy only lasts so long. And once Steve’s happy facade begins to crack, the love he has for his lifetime best friend gets pulled into question…

You had been an Avengers recruit, brought to the team by your longtime friend Sam Wilson not long after he’d joined up. He knew of your abilities and figured you’d thrive with the team. And while he was right, you had never counted on falling in love with Steve Rogers, nor him loving you back. Life, in that personal sense, seemed to be happy until you helped Steve rescue his best friend. The real man behind the Winter Soldier warped your perception of everything, made you question who you really were, and that was before the blip…

This story is a tangled, weaving journey our reader, Steve Rogers and Bucky Barnes navigate as they push past societal standards, learn to accept who they are, and deal with their own traumas. Steve is retired, Bucky needs to find a new purpose now that he’s forever freed from the Soldat, and you want to stop feeling stuck between the two men you love the most and focus on the future.

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