#stop before you start
New psych, new possible illness….just another day.
Some days are good… but then some days I want to dig 6 feet deep and carve my own headstone.
My self harm is more intimate than sex.
Knowing theres a new/old memory but not knowing what it is/was yet…
You cant see or hear it… yet.
Ithauntsyou.
You need to find out but you dont ever want to know what it is…
Younever know when you’ll finally see it only that when you do it will be horriblypainful.