@tubsi-tubs I am and oh, I’m not really from Germany. I’m from Slovenia. I’m also currently waiting in front of Gasometer hoping my phone battery will last to at least when we get back to Slovenia
Hey guys, T-chan here! Just wanna let you all know that first day of my job is just behind me! Yes, I got accepted into a factory, where we’re working on car pieces and though my work is a bit monotone half of it, it’s actually nice. Not that dirty or anything and of course everything is okay. For now. I might actually panic and freak out in the beginning or every now and then, but yeah…
Now this shouldn’t really put any different schedule for requests or my writing even if I’m not sure how I work yet, but I just wanted to let you know of the situation as it is.
Guys, there’s a possibility I might get a job in a factory that I tried to call for the last week, but no one picked it up. I need to call tomorrow morning for an interview and I’m terrified as hell h.e.lp.
I think I’m accepted?? I just need to take doctor’s exam and I can start working ….
Guys, there’s a possibility I might get a job in a factory that I tried to call for the last week, but no one picked it up. I need to call tomorrow morning for an interview and I’m terrified as hell h.e.lp.
I’ve been thinking and wondering really hard on how to address this matter. I honestly don’t know what to say, except that I’m doing what I said I won’t do.
As of this day, I’m putting kurokonbscenarios on hiatus. I wish I could write more, but I just don’t find myself enjoying writing like I used to or get any motivation for any idea, scenario, request at all. I’ve been staring at blank word doc for the last month and if I did, I only wrote one sentence only to delete it. Perhaps it’s work and this contract that ends either in 1 or 2 months, maybe that’s getting to me, or what I don’t know, but I don’t enjoy things I used to enjoy. Insomnia is back at getting me and if it’s not that then I’m sleeping most of the day away and it just makes me feel more horrible. On moments I find myself going bad again, but it hasn’t been to the point like it was when I worked in a bar. But it’s close.
I feel upset at myself, but I wanted to tell you the reason why there’s been no updates. I thought I could write more, but it’s been futile for a while now. Even all my fanfics, stories, hell even my book, have been on hold since New Year if not longer.
I won’t delete this blog, most likely I’ll update masterlist one day, but that’s all for now. Maybe one day this blog will become alive again, I just don’t know when.
Thank you for everything, for sticking up for so long, for still being here, for still keeping hope. If anyone wishes to talk to me or anything at all, you can always find me on my personal blog; @itishebihime-samaforyou . If not, that’s alright too.
