#the citadel
Another sexual assault victim at #TheCitadel
I don’t think I ever shared this part of my story for many reasons. But it goes back to early 2016… that’s when it started. I remember hiding every day… in the library, in labs… just anywhere I could but eventually I had to go back to my room.
And so for 4 months I was quiet. My grades were great (it was my only distraction), but inside I was lost. And… then I said something to someone and everything went from bad to worse. I had to leave.
This whole time, I had been numb. My parents knew something was wrong but couldn’t figure it out (and how could I tell them? I am supposed to be a man…). So I left the school. I was far from recovery…
Until January, every night I had to sleep with the lights on. I was afraid, triggered by darkness. It wasn’t until Sept of the next year when I stopped having nightmares. Even now it’s hard to think about.
I wish I would’ve held my ground and whistle blew. Maybe I could’ve prevented other victims, but I wasn’t ready…
Edit: I’m probably gonna delete this soon