#this is directly related to me being filipino

is it normal to feel extremely fucking tired in your early 20’s? i feel like i’m twice as old after everything i’ve been through. i’m supposed to graduate and get a job soon and yet i can’t even think a week ahead. i think about how depressed i was at 16 but the one thought that kept me going was that my twenties will surely turn out better. i’m still waiting for the day i’ll tell my younger self that things turn out better. i think that my happiest years were when i was eleven.