#tw depressive

is it normal to feel extremely fucking tired in your early 20’s? i feel like i’m twice as old after everything i’ve been through. i’m supposed to graduate and get a job soon and yet i can’t even think a week ahead. i think about how depressed i was at 16 but the one thought that kept me going was that my twenties will surely turn out better. i’m still waiting for the day i’ll tell my younger self that things turn out better. i think that my happiest years were when i was eleven.

I’m sorry I’m so absent lately. I’m so damn depressed. I’ve spent the last week and a half in bed. I’ve been trying to work (like literally work, as in my job) through it but I can’t seem to convince myself to do much more than brush my teeth and eat whatever my boyfriends brings me.

I haven’t even washed my hair :(

anguish