#this is literally hell

So I have just started the first chapter of year 7 and I have had the realization that I’m going to never stop crying. It’s canon compliant. I’ve never cared about James and Lily all that much because we didn’t really know them, and now I love them endlessly and would die for them. How am I supposed to go on reading knowing I love all of these characters so deeply and almost every single one of them will die. Like they are all enjoying their last summer before everything changes, before war. The couples took so long to finally get together and they won’t have enough time. I’m not ready for them to graduate, I want more time of this group I love just living peacefully together.

There is a certain cruelty not being able to put down this amazingly written story, knowing that every single one of your favorite characters will die.