#to delete later
Me, after finishing the second book based on Peter Pan this year: …maybe I should read Peter Pan itself at some point…
…dafür, dass sein Main Character Trait “grumpy” ist, wird Cotta immer entschieden zu sappy, wenn ich nicht aufpasse.
I know, longing for the picturesque at all costandfatal flaw and all that, but there sure is something about doing your reading for a literature course on the sunny balcony with an iced coffee in hand and classical music playing in the background.
Heads-up, my lovelies! I am planning to open new commission slots this Friday, 3/18. I’m looking forward to seeing what kind of art you’ll commission! ✿
Love it when my mother asks me for help editing her writing, then immediately turns around and “””””jokes”””” with the people we’re on zoom with by telling them that I’d called her an idiot for making mistakes, even though literally all I’d done was say it would sound better if she cut out a sentence
Like, great, now all these people think I’m an asshole
My mother has kicked me out for the second time in a month, all because she’s decided that I’ve been lying to her, and refuses to look at the literal proof I have that shows I’ve been telling the truth
I really appreciate everyone sending me love I stayed with a family member last night and tonight, am gonna have to go back home tomorrow and convince her to let me stay, which I know she will do (because she has a thing for kicking me out then ignoring me for days until I apologise for something that wasn’t my fault and from then on she pretends it didn’t happen)
I have no idea what to do in terms of going anywhere else—my mother has complete control of my life, basically, and even though she told me to look for somewhere else to live I know she wouldn’t actually let me move in with strangers, so flatsharing isn’t an option..,, and I in no way have enough money to get somewhere myself and I just… yeah, I don’t know what to do, basically.
To the people asking bc they wanna know what help/advice to give me: I’m in the UK and I’m not a minor
I would never want omniscience. I took one step back and took a look at just the onslaught of things in life and it’s just so much! There’s just so much stuff. Even in just my limited perspective. It’s practically unbearable as it is. Infinity just…can’t. I don’t know
The S&B stans making assumptions over an interview that is probably taken out of context are so irritating (especially twitter stans) can you at least wait for the show to come out and write your opinions based on that first? claiming “they ruined this” “they made a character like that” without watching a single episode yet is very stupid. And the fact some of these fans have been harassing the director and LB is so gross, this is not okay at all, i’m really ashamed of this fandom right now.
Anyhoo uh hi I did finally finish my semester’s exams, and when I stop feeling like roadkill I’ll work on clearing my art block with some doodles, it’s been far too long since I’ve drawn things u_u;; Sunbreak is coming up soon so I’ll probably start getting my ~monhun~ motivation back too.
First of all, no I’m not dead.
Lots happening in real life that didn’t leave much headspace for writing meaningful posts yknow? I don’t intend to leave Surah or the story I was writing unfinished forever; it’s just difficult to find the mindset that translates into writing silly monster hunter stuff at the moment if that makes sense. Working on it? Yeah, I don’t want to be depressed forever either lol.
So not a lot of monhun stuff or art in general to show for now, excited for sun break, but not able to get quite megahyped.. I’m just barely getting out of an art block so things have been slow; and final exams time is coming up for me so that’ll be fun (..not) u_u And so sorry newer followers, I’m sure you didn’t sign up for lame stuff like this, but an update is much better than silence after such a disappearing act, and a couple people do get concerned.
I don’t feel like shoving all this in tags of a post, so very glad to know everyone is happy for Surah finding a rock xD I do not always respond, but your comments always cheer me up~
And@amalgam-of-flesh thanks I am more or less alright now after lots of rest! I’ve just been kinda blah and suffering from mental exhaustion I think, so I’ve been quiet everywhere ^^; But as far as this blog is concerned I’ve been working on writing some background stuff to finally add info for the characters that have appeared a couple of times, as well as finishing up a commission in the meantime!
Currently open for any small sketching project suggestions.
Sketching some spider mom
PLEASE stop calling me “didi” in asks and messages,, I don’t know you guys you’re not my cousins or college juniors and I know some people are okay with that level of ~ intimacy ~ with their followers, but I’m not.
Also I’m non binary and not your didi. Only people I know irl can call me endearments like that.
Inbox is flooded! Pls no more asks XD I’ll answer all eventually
people who post screenshots with the way they named the characters they dislike, thinking it’s funny to call them cactus or douchebag, do not deserve any rights
*robotic voice* Anon ask abilitated
Figured it might be a wise idea to maybe make a back up of my stories on here. You know, just in case.
In the process of doing so I have learned that, apparently, I’ve posted 20,000 words of stories on here since the beginning of this year (Jan 2022).
!!!
EDIT:Final word count…around 277,000! That’s insane. 819 unformatted A4 pages. Gosh.
So I decided to check my Patreon word counts, mostly out of curiosity, but also to check my offering was more or less consistent month to month…
Also going from January 2022 to April 2022…not including prompts I’ve written…
84,710 words! That’s like an average novel!
(And fairly consistent month to month too actually. 18,000-24,000. Higher on the months I’ve had less on in my personal life/full time job etc.)
Just an FYI
if you have adults dni in your blog header I’ll probably block you, since the whole “adults dni” thing. It’s nothing personal, it’s the only way i can respect that sort of boundary.
