#traumahealing

::::TRIGGER WARNING::: mention of Rapist and self healing through the years, but this is an important message for my family and people that knew my late brother.

This is something I have to start doing. I’m sorry to any and all family members this may offend, upset or piss off, but as of this coming December, 12th, and next June the 4th, the anniversary and birthday of my late brother Louis Baron, I will not be online. And probably be unable to reach. Every single year, for the last almost 10 years, it’s hard seeing his face flood my news feed. These are days that I cannot and will not be reminded of him. I’m refusing to allow those days to bring me down any longer. The horrible things he did to me (among other people, with whom I will not mention) cannot ever leave my mind, randomly sending me into flashback after flashback that literally take me out of reality and send me back, even 21 years later. It’s definitely one of the many sources of my C-PTSD, and D.I.D. I understand it’s not easy for people to read about someone they love, but it’s even harder as someone that went through it for a year to talk about. I love you all, but I’m not sorry. This is something I have to do for myself. If at all possible, please try to stop tagging me in anything that is related to him. I know it’s not your intentions, but I can’t. If you made it this far.. thank you for taking the time to read..
#dissociativeidentitydisorder #cptsd #survivortherapy #endrapeculture #stopthesilence #traumatherapy #traumahealing #stopsilencingrapesurvivors #loubaron #traumaticflashbacks
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