#trying my best

it’s been awhile… i still dont think anyone actually reads my ~personal~ posts but i haven’t been doing well mentally. i’ve been checking this account once every few days so i can still try and reblog some of the stuff i get tagged in. idk i just feel like im in a rut right now. im trying really hard to try and continue reblogging posts but ive just had no motivation to be on social media that much. i miss interacting with my mutuals but i feel like none of them want to interact with me because i haven’t been around for weeks. im trying to read more imagines and reblog them its just hard rn. if you read this far, i love you and im trying to be better.