#trying
#santeria #sublime #cover #girlswhosing #instasingers just trying to release some happy chemicals into my brain by doing my favorite thing ☺️ #trying
Sometimes it feels easier to just leave
Cut people out of your life the second they cross you
Never let anyone get too close
Look out for yourself and let everyone else do whatever it is they do.
It’s also lonely going through life by yourself
So worried about others that you end up locked away in your room every night
Wondering if anyone will ever actually know who you really are instead of the person you pretend to be.
I can’t count how many times my boyfriend has told me I’m an impressive person, and it makes me feel so damn good.
Today, my boyfriend called me out on the fact that I say I look dumb or ugly “like 15 times a day.” It made me feel bad because I know how annoying and frustrating it is to hear someone you think is amazing constantly put themselves down. It’s not that I’m fishing for compliments or really think I’m disgusting. I honestly don’t realize I’m doing it most of time. I know I’m prone to self deprecation, but I’m starting to understand how much my words and actions affect others. I’m going to try harder to be a more confident person and express that (without being arrogant, of course) instead of telling everyone around me how much I suck because maybe they will start thinking I suck and won’t want to be around me anymore. Typing this, it all makes a lot of sense.
In an attempt to recognize my worth, practice self love, etc. I REALLY LIKE MY OUTFIT TODAY.
Trying again. :(
nota de esclarecimento sobre eu para eu mesma
nem tudo é um mar de rosas
nem tudo é otimismo sempre
então não comece se agora só pensando coisas boas com as expectativas lá em cima
mas também não vá no desânimo
você viveu muita coisa e fez também
precisa reconhecer isso
e continuar fazendo mais
precisa se permitir sentir orgulho de si mesma
e sentir alegria por estar fazendo algo
verbalize tudo isso e mais as pequenas coisas
saiu duas vezes essa semana SOZINHA
não tem nada de errado
não tem nada pendente
não tenho certeza de nada
mas to fazendo algo
vamos um dia de cada vez
pare de pensar tanto
presta atenção aqui fora
não tem pq ficar mal
respira fundo
beba uma água
você tá bem
e fazendo coisas
tem dias que não tem nada de obrigações para fazer
e tá tudo bem ficar apenas descansando e vendo filme/série
ok também se você não quiser sair pra lugar nenhum
pare e perceba-se no ambiente
tentando ser mais sociável
e deixando essa imagem de adolescente antissocial para trás
você está mudando
não tente controlar o futuro
nem o presente
apenas faça o que é necessário fazer
e lembre-se que nunca é tão ruim como sua mente faz parecer ser
tudo bem se sentir mal as vezes
é claro que aqueles pensamentos ruins ainda estão aí
mas é ótimo não me sentir mais confortável quando eles passam na minha mente
respira, presta atenção.
deixe as redes sociais para lá
(vc pode gostar de fazer leituras de qualquer tipo. é bom ler.)
quando os pensamentos ruins voltarem
viva-os
não os omita
é preciso sentir
mas quando você sentir que fez algo bom
sinta 10x mais forte do que você sentiu aquilo que foi ruim
seja realista
respeite seus limites
tente ser normal
NÃO SE CULPE
How do I give my 110%
when 65% of me
is still broken
Felica Navajo got me out here lookin like a butch queen nelly hoe in my earth tone undergarments. Talkin bout move the frame a little to the right, no a little to the left, to the front to the front, to the back to the back, now dip baby dip, comon now dip baby dip, ah smige to the right, now slide to the left, ugh can you hold it still it’s shacking we really need to get this shot right cause all eyes on me when I walk in the club. Really miss Navajo you are doing the most with ya big peacock ass, couldn’t be missed if I wanted to servin up spider gerbers, ah stargazer lily, a straw Flower, what’s that a big ass secret garden rose, pampas grass, dark lilies, antique hydrangea, some damn olive branches, and you had the nerve to add a big ass tassel as a chocker…. Gurl! Trust and believe you ain’t got to worry about all eyes being on you. You should be more worried about your @maisonmargiela pumps touching this dirty ass floor and my thick semi muscular @kiehls creme de corps moisturized thighs and my PHAT (pretty hot and tempting Incase you forgot) ass. #howboutdat #cashmeoutside #youareoutside #youknowwhat #donttrymebitch #trying #framing #paying #praying #happyholidays #earthtoneholiday #whatyousay #itsmyholiday #reclaimingmytime (at Bloom & Plume)
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SUMMER STAYCATION OF TRYING NEW THINGS IN 2017: Zumba, just not for me, but at least I gave it a try!
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![Mind Map #38: [The ways we get off track]](https://64.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcu8y5EwkH1ru4tgjo1_1280.jpg "Mind Map #38: [The ways we get off track]")
create just to create!!! no expectations! be free!
Trying Weird Asian Snacks!
Mung bean ice cream, cheese tea, durian candy, trying lots of the weirdest things I found at the Asian grocer’s. Ft. Mr Owl. What’s the weirdest thing you’ve ever eaten? Have you tried any of the things in this vid?
when the sun comes up in the morning, consider your heart new and repaired. consider the rest of the day a blank page. meet the world with the thought of something good in mind.
Uh wow, 1000 of ya? I don’t know if it’s to fucked up to say thank you, but thank you. i talk to so many of you all the time. some of us here for years. any way. you’re all great. all my peace and love
anna
Strange Owl, or The Spirit of Trying
What the heck are you,
You strange, long-necked bird-thing,
Looking down on the square from high
Above the cathedral’s central window?
Someone who had never seen an owl before
Must have been your sculptor;
He was deeply confident in his accuracy,
Much to the likely dismay of his patron.
Wings wide-spread at the center,
Wide-eyed, loudly shouting,
Carrying your song, such as it is,
To the highest of heavens.
Placed where all eyes are drawn to you,
You are a crowning glory,
Clearly intended to convey
The importance of this endeavor.
But I thrice name you differently:
Spirit of Trying,
Spirit of Not-Actually-Failure,
Spirit of Ostentatious Confidence.
For you stand tall and proud in your space,
Awkward and hard to define,
Just like us, when we are at our most assured.
Be with me, Spirit of Trying, as I do my work today.
[Image description: a long-necked owl gargoyle from Collegiale Notre-Dame de Mantes-la-Jolie, by Rev. Michael J Dangler]
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Day One of October and with it comes the title page for a short Halloween comic I’ve been wanting to do as a bit of story practice.
Hope I can keep up but I’m going to try my best to keep it a daily update.
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writing tip #3460:
stop whatever it is you’re doing and just think about your characters for a lil bit
i cant swallow more changes at this point, im tired.
fuck sake its way too late for me to be up but now im just like is there any point in going to sleep anyway?
my anxiety fucks up everything I do..
