Tw, bruised eye, drawn bruises, black eye

Jerry Mcdouglas!

Fia just dealing in hand kisses + my Syb Rook Brainrot led to me immediately scurrying to sketch this scene- might color it in some other time??

[ID: a digital drawing of Syb Rook and Fia Boginya. The drawing is done in black lineart on a light grey background. Syb has pointed ears and shoulder length hair. They wear a shirt with rolled up sleeves, a hood, tight pants, and boots. They have a black eye, bloody nose, and split lip, causing blood to drip down their face and onto their hood. A tattoo of a rook chess piece is visible on their wrist, as they hold onto a knife that they’ve stabbed into the wall. They support themselves with their feet and the knife, while they hold out their hand to Fia to take. Fia has pointed ears and short hair with bangs. She wears an off the shoulder blouse, a corset, baggy pants, knee high boots, and a bandanna around her neck. She also has book holsters on her hips and thighs, which hold two large books. She holds Syb’s extended hand and leans on her toes to kiss it. They appear to be in a pit. End ID.]

Art Rant

So I have yet to sleep but I wanna go on a little art rant that is hopefully relatable. As a self taught artist and just a artist in general I’ve noticed how inconsistent my art style is and for a bit I was ok with having a art style that was flexible, but as I start to toy with the idea of opening commissions seriously (I’ve thought about doing so in the past but I was a minor) not having a consistent and marketable style is worrying me

Here’s some examples of my art. I don’t know if it’s just me but it doesn’t look like these are drawn by the same person. The way I colour hair is pretty recognizable (I think?) but my level of detail in my style is all over the place

I think I can train myself to draw in a consistent style (if I do it will probably be the one in the last drawing) but there’s also value in being flexible with your art. I think also mimic animated show styles pretty okay, so this is all stuff I can bring to commissions but having a unique style is a easy way to identify a artist. At the end of the day being recognized for my art is the part I’m worried/upset about, I’ve never been accused of stealing my own art but I think that’s the part I’m scared of. I draw a lot of my own characters so I know it’s not likely but still.

Side note: I’m also upset that I’m capable of detailed art but I just don’t do it, like I can do my detailed style and render it out and I think when I do that my art looks amazing but I do it often and that upsets me because even when I do my detailed style I normally don’t render it. I know it takes forever but I’m always happy with the results.

This rant has gone on to long and I probably went off topic (if there was one). I apologize for any spelling or grammar mistakes I am dyslexic and tired.

TL;DR - My art is inconsistent and it makes me nervous/upset or whatever I’m feeling.