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Chapters: 47/?

Story title: TheHouseAlwaysWins

Chapter Title:TheCare of aFriend and that of a Father

Chapter summary: Charlie has realized that with Quackity being here, he and Qcannot talk about their situation, but it’s okay, Qseems to be able to read between lines just fine.

Warnings for this chapter:

Rating: Mature

Category: Gen

Fandom: Minecraft (VideoGame);VideoBloggingRPF;DreamSMP-Fandom

Relationships: Quackity&c!Quackity;Quackity&WilburSoot;Quackity & CharlieDalgesh;Quackity & Awesamdude;Quackity & TommyInnit;FoolishGamers & Quackity; TommyInnit&c!Tommy

Characters: Quackity; c!Quackity;WilburSoot;CharlieDalgesh;Awesamdude;TommyInnit,FoolishGamers

Additional Tags: Insanity,AlternativeUniverse – CanonDivergence;VillainQuackity: (Technically);Quackity in NotaVillain;MorallyAmbiguousQuackity;Quackity is NotOkay;DimensionTravel;CC!Quackity ends up in the DSMPUniverse;HeadcanonGalore;My head-canons about the DSMP Characters; RealisticMinecraft;PermadeathAU;LasNevadas on the DSMP;Paranoia;PanicAttacks;Mentions of Abuse;Canon-TypicalViolence;Mentions of Torture(the situation with Dream);WilburSoot&TommyInnit are Siblings;Bantering;Politics;CC!Quackity is Scared but that is Fair;Quackity needs aHug; both of them do; Sam is a AnthropomorphicCreeper;Misunderstandings;WilburSoot is NotOkay;Flirting;Tntduo;TNT Trio; (technically); That awkward moment when your character is in a borderline romantic relationship; with your friend’s character; ProtectiveQuackity;(both of them); ScaredTommyInnit;TraumatizedTommyInnit;Quackity is one of Tommy’sBrotherlyFigures;PossessiveBehaviour;ObsessiveBehaviour;Twisted & FluffyFeelings;WilburSoot is not a GoodBrother but he tries Gods he tries; TommyInnit has AbandonmentIssues;

Chapters: 46/?

Story title: TheHouseAlwaysWins

Chapter Title: MotherDuck

Chapter summary: From the lore Charlie knew Quackity cared a lot about Slime, he just hadn’t figured out it was this much.

Or Charlie meets with the Gambling Duo

Warnings for this chapter:

Rating: Mature

Category: Gen

Fandom: Minecraft (VideoGame);VideoBloggingRPF;DreamSMP-Fandom

Relationships: Quackity&c!Quackity;Quackity&WilburSoot;Quackity & CharlieDalgesh;Quackity & Awesamdude;Quackity & TommyInnit;FoolishGamers & Quackity; TommyInnit&c!Tommy

Characters: Quackity; c!Quackity;WilburSoot;CharlieDalgesh;Awesamdude;TommyInnit,FoolishGamers

Additional Tags: Insanity,AlternativeUniverse – CanonDivergence;VillainQuackity: (Technically);Quackity in NotaVillain;MorallyAmbiguousQuackity;Quackity is NotOkay;DimensionTravel;CC!Quackity ends up in the DSMPUniverse;HeadcanonGalore;My head-canons about the DSMP Characters; RealisticMinecraft;PermadeathAU;LasNevadas on the DSMP;Paranoia;PanicAttacks;Mentions of Abuse;Canon-TypicalViolence;Mentions of Torture(the situation with Dream);WilburSoot&TommyInnit are Siblings;Bantering;Politics;CC!Quackity is Scared but that is Fair;Quackity needs aHug; both of them do; Sam is a AnthropomorphicCreeper;Misunderstandings;WilburSoot is NotOkay;Flirting;Tntduo;TNT Trio; (technically); That awkward moment when your character is in a borderline romantic relationship; with your friend’s character; ProtectiveQuackity;(both of them); ScaredTommyInnit;TraumatizedTommyInnit;Quackity is one of Tommy’sBrotherlyFigures;PossessiveBehaviour;ObsessiveBehaviour;Twisted & FluffyFeelings;WilburSoot is not a GoodBrother but he tries Gods he tries; TommyInnit has AbandonmentIssues;

Chapters: 160/?

Chapter Title: AlmostTime

Chapter summary: It’s the day before Battle forL’Manberg, theDeepmire Crew passes it together like the family they have become

Warnings for this chapter: ObsessiveBehaviour,PossessiveThoughts,Obsessive Thoughts, Co-Dependency,Mentions of UnhealthyCopingMechanisms

Rating:Teen and Up

Category:Gen

Fandom:Minecraft (Video Game); Video Blogging RPF; Dream SMP -Fandom

Relationships:Wilbur Soot &Tommyinnit; Wilbur Soot &Technoblade; Wilbur Soot & c!Wilbur Soot; Clay|Dream & Wilbur Soot; Clay|Dream & c!Dream; Captain Sparklez & Tubbo; Tommyinnit & Tubbo; Niki|Nihachu & Wilbur Soot; Wilbur Soot & Technoblade & TommyInnit & Phil Watson; Wilbur Soot & Phil Watson; TommyInnit & Phil Watson; Phil Watson & c!Philza; Quackity & Wilbur Soot;

Characters:Wilbur Soot; Technoblade; Tommyinnit; c!Wilbur Soot; Clay|Dream; c!Dream; Eret; Captain Sparklez; Niki |Nihachu; Phil Watson; C!Philza; Quackity

Additional Tags: 2020 L'Manberg Election on Dream Team SMP; Post-Election Arc; Manberg-Pogtopia War on Dream Team SMP; Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence; Dimension Travel; Real Wilbur ends up in the Dream SMP!Verse; Canon-Typical Violence; Villain Wilbur Soot; Vilbur; Implied/Referenced Child Abuse; Emotional Manipulation; Courtesy of Vilbur; Technoblade Hears Voices ; Immortal Technoblade; Older Sibling Wilbur Soot; Protective Wilbur Soot; cc!Wilbur and cc!Tommy aren’t brothers(as we know); but c!Wilbur and c!Tommy are; Wilbur took one look at Vilbur treating badly Tommy and said: ‘Fuck you other me’; War; Wilbur Soot and TommyInnit are Siblings; they are brothers your honor; c!Wilbur is like ‘Oh… another me’; cc!Wilbur is like ‘Oh fuck… I’m in danger’; Technoblade is like… ‘Uh’; Tommy is like ‘Oh… guess I’ve two older brothers now’; minor acts of terrorism; Insanity; Realistic Minecraft; Permadeath AU; Technoblade isn’t Tommy and Wilbur’s brother but it’s like he is; One-sided Codependency; Developing Friendship; Panic Attacks; Paranoia; Developing Paranoiac thoughts; Worldbuilding; Sorry for the tag wall; Obsessive Behavior; Possessive Behavior; Implied/Referenced Self-Harm; Mild Blood;(is it really Self-Harm if you are doing it on your ‘past-self’?);Villain Clay|Dream; Good Clay|Dream; Good Friend Clay|Dream;(the villain tag is about the character not the cc): Politics; (What do you do when suddenly you are the doppelganger of an Emperor?); Manipulation; Eret is trying his best to be a good King; King Eret; Clay|Dream is Not DreamXD; But he is ‘Blessed’ by the Guardian of the Void; Torture; The One-Sided Codependency? It’s becoming just…; Codependency; Queerplatonic Relatioships; Parent Captain Sparklez; Captain Sparklez is Tubbo’s Parent; Ram-Hybrid Captain Sparklez; c!Philza tags: Angel of Death Phil Watson; Fallen Angel Phil Watson; (Philza is a biblical angel with a human vessel but with wings and a horned halo); Bad Parent Phil Watson ; Immortal Phil Watson; Now for CC!Phil tags: Winged Phil Watson; Avian Phil Watson; Good Parent Phil Watson; Protective Phil Watson; BAMF Phil Watson; CC!Phil is just as immortal as his character because Death is an alternate version of his Wife; Goddess of Death Kristin Rosales Watson;

Chapters: 45/?

Story title: TheHouseAlwaysWins

Chapter Title: AFleshy (not) GoopyFriend - ??? Interlude

Chapter summary: This shouldn’t be possible, it shouldn’t.
Why was he here?

Warnings for this chapter:

Rating: Mature

Category: Gen

Fandom: Minecraft (VideoGame);VideoBloggingRPF;DreamSMP-Fandom

Relationships: Quackity&c!Quackity;Quackity&WilburSoot;Quackity & CharlieDalgesh;Quackity & Awesamdude;Quackity & TommyInnit;FoolishGamers & Quackity; TommyInnit&c!Tommy

Characters: Quackity; c!Quackity;WilburSoot;CharlieDalgesh;Awesamdude;TommyInnit,FoolishGamers

Additional Tags: Insanity,AlternativeUniverse – CanonDivergence;VillainQuackity: (Technically);Quackity in NotaVillain;MorallyAmbiguousQuackity;Quackity is NotOkay;DimensionTravel;CC!Quackity ends up in the DSMPUniverse;HeadcanonGalore;My head-canons about the DSMP Characters; RealisticMinecraft;PermadeathAU;LasNevadas on the DSMP;Paranoia;PanicAttacks;Mentions of Abuse;Canon-TypicalViolence;Mentions of Torture(the situation with Dream);WilburSoot&TommyInnit are Siblings;Bantering;Politics;CC!Quackity is Scared but that is Fair;Quackity needs aHug; both of them do; Sam is a AnthropomorphicCreeper;Misunderstandings;WilburSoot is NotOkay;Flirting;Tntduo;TNT Trio; (technically); That awkward moment when your character is in a borderline romantic relationship; with your friend’s character; ProtectiveQuackity;(both of them); ScaredTommyInnit;TraumatizedTommyInnit;Quackity is one of Tommy’sBrotherlyFigures;PossessiveBehaviour;ObsessiveBehaviour;Twisted & FluffyFeelings;WilburSoot is not a GoodBrother but he tries Gods he tries; TommyInnit has AbandonmentIssues;

Story title:TheGame is NowOn

Chapter summary:Quackity had always been ambitious, and the biggest ambition he ever had was to make NewVegas his own.

Rating:Teen & Up.

Category: Gen

Fandom:DreamSMP;Fallout:NewVegas

Relationships:None

Characters: Quackity;Mr.House.

Additional Tags: Insanity,AlternativeUniverse – CanonDivergence;VillainQuackity: (Technically);Quackity in NotaVillain;MorallyAmbiguousQuackity;CanonTypicalViolence;DSMP/F:NewVegasCrossover;CharacterStudy;Pre-Canon;Some things are inspired by CutContent;Quackity becomes the NewLeader of NewVegas;Feelings for Casinos; (our man feels alot for the fact that the Lucky 38 was left empty and closed to the public); Introspection;CrackCrossover;CrackTreatedSeriously;

Chapters: 159/?

Chapter Title: AFewLastThings

Chapter summary: TheBattle for L’Manberg is nearer at each day that passes, but before launching it there are a few loose ends to tie

Warnings for this chapter: ObsessiveBehaviour,Schlatt(and all that that entails), Mentions of Abuse(to another character), Mentions of PastCharacterDeath;

Rating:Teen and Up

Category:Gen

Fandom:Minecraft (Video Game); Video Blogging RPF; Dream SMP -Fandom

Relationships:Wilbur Soot &Tommyinnit; Wilbur Soot &Technoblade; Wilbur Soot & c!Wilbur Soot; Clay|Dream & Wilbur Soot; Clay|Dream & c!Dream; Captain Sparklez & Tubbo; Tommyinnit & Tubbo; Niki|Nihachu & Wilbur Soot; Wilbur Soot & Technoblade & TommyInnit & Phil Watson; Wilbur Soot & Phil Watson; TommyInnit & Phil Watson; Phil Watson & c!Philza; Quackity & Wilbur Soot;

Characters:Wilbur Soot; Technoblade; Tommyinnit; c!Wilbur Soot; Clay|Dream; c!Dream; Eret; Captain Sparklez; Niki |Nihachu; Phil Watson; C!Philza; Quackity

Additional Tags: 2020 L'Manberg Election on Dream Team SMP; Post-Election Arc; Manberg-Pogtopia War on Dream Team SMP; Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence; Dimension Travel; Real Wilbur ends up in the Dream SMP!Verse; Canon-Typical Violence; Villain Wilbur Soot; Vilbur; Implied/Referenced Child Abuse; Emotional Manipulation; Courtesy of Vilbur; Technoblade Hears Voices ; Immortal Technoblade; Older Sibling Wilbur Soot; Protective Wilbur Soot; cc!Wilbur and cc!Tommy aren’t brothers(as we know); but c!Wilbur and c!Tommy are; Wilbur took one look at Vilbur treating badly Tommy and said: ‘Fuck you other me’; War; Wilbur Soot and TommyInnit are Siblings; they are brothers your honor; c!Wilbur is like ‘Oh… another me’; cc!Wilbur is like ‘Oh fuck… I’m in danger’; Technoblade is like… ‘Uh’; Tommy is like ‘Oh… guess I’ve two older brothers now’; minor acts of terrorism; Insanity; Realistic Minecraft; Permadeath AU; Technoblade isn’t Tommy and Wilbur’s brother but it’s like he is; One-sided Codependency; Developing Friendship; Panic Attacks; Paranoia; Developing Paranoiac thoughts; Worldbuilding; Sorry for the tag wall; Obsessive Behavior; Possessive Behavior; Implied/Referenced Self-Harm; Mild Blood;(is it really Self-Harm if you are doing it on your ‘past-self’?);Villain Clay|Dream; Good Clay|Dream; Good Friend Clay|Dream;(the villain tag is about the character not the cc): Politics; (What do you do when suddenly you are the doppelganger of an Emperor?); Manipulation; Eret is trying his best to be a good King; King Eret; Clay|Dream is Not DreamXD; But he is ‘Blessed’ by the Guardian of the Void; Torture; The One-Sided Codependency? It’s becoming just…; Codependency; Queerplatonic Relatioships; Parent Captain Sparklez; Captain Sparklez is Tubbo’s Parent; Ram-Hybrid Captain Sparklez; c!Philza tags: Angel of Death Phil Watson; Fallen Angel Phil Watson; (Philza is a biblical angel with a human vessel but with wings and a horned halo); Bad Parent Phil Watson ; Immortal Phil Watson; Now for CC!Phil tags: Winged Phil Watson; Avian Phil Watson; Good Parent Phil Watson; Protective Phil Watson; BAMF Phil Watson; CC!Phil is just as immortal as his character because Death is an alternate version of his Wife; Goddess of Death Kristin Rosales Watson;

Chapters: 44/?

Story title: TheHouseAlwaysWins

Chapter Title: AllThatGlitters isn’tGold

Chapter su
mmary:Things are not well, yet, but they start getting better

Warnings for this chapter: Mentions of Past-Trauma,MentionedSchlatt(yes, he is his own warning in this story), ImpliedSexualHarassment,Self-Blaming,BlurredBoundaries (it’s the best I could come up with to explain what’s happening this chapter), Fluffy & TwistedFeelings

Rating: Mature

Category: Gen

Fandom: Minecraft (VideoGame);VideoBloggingRPF;DreamSMP-Fandom

Relationships: Quackity&c!Quackity;Quackity&WilburSoot;Quackity & CharlieDalgesh;Quackity & Awesamdude;Quackity & TommyInnit;FoolishGamers & Quackity; TommyInnit&c!Tommy

Characters: Quackity; c!Quackity;WilburSoot;CharlieDalgesh;Awesamdude;TommyInnit,FoolishGamers

Additional Tags: Insanity,AlternativeUniverse – CanonDivergence;VillainQuackity: (Technically);Quackity in NotaVillain;MorallyAmbiguousQuackity;Quackity is NotOkay;DimensionTravel;CC!Quackity ends up in the DSMPUniverse;HeadcanonGalore;My head-canons about the DSMP Characters; RealisticMinecraft;PermadeathAU;LasNevadas on the DSMP;Paranoia;PanicAttacks;Mentions of Abuse;Canon-TypicalViolence;Mentions of Torture(the situation with Dream);WilburSoot&TommyInnit are Siblings;Bantering;Politics;CC!Quackity is Scared but that is Fair;Quackity needs aHug; both of them do; Sam is a AnthropomorphicCreeper;Misunderstandings;WilburSoot is NotOkay;Flirting;Tntduo;TNT Trio; (technically); That awkward moment when your character is in a borderline romantic relationship; with your friend’s character; ProtectiveQuackity;(both of them); ScaredTommyInnit;TraumatizedTommyInnit;Quackity is one of Tommy’sBrotherlyFigures;PossessiveBehaviour;ObsessiveBehaviour;Twisted & FluffyFeelings;WilburSoot is not a GoodBrother but he tries Gods he tries; TommyInnit has AbandonmentIssues;

Chapters: 158/?

Chapter Title: It’s not evil, if it’s tactical(SovereignInterlude)

Chapter summary: Dream is not very pleased that his friendshave abandoned him

Warnings for this chapter: PossessiveThoughts,ObsessiveThoughts,ObsessiveBehaviour,Manipulation,Mentions ofTorture,TheSovereign(yes he is a warning in his own chapter);

Rating:Teen and Up

Category:Gen

Fandom:Minecraft (Video Game); Video Blogging RPF; Dream SMP -Fandom

Relationships:Wilbur Soot &Tommyinnit; Wilbur Soot &Technoblade; Wilbur Soot & c!Wilbur Soot; Clay|Dream & Wilbur Soot; Clay|Dream & c!Dream; Captain Sparklez & Tubbo; Tommyinnit & Tubbo; Niki|Nihachu & Wilbur Soot; Wilbur Soot & Technoblade & TommyInnit & Phil Watson; Wilbur Soot & Phil Watson; TommyInnit & Phil Watson; Phil Watson & c!Philza; Quackity & Wilbur Soot;

Characters:Wilbur Soot; Technoblade; Tommyinnit; c!Wilbur Soot; Clay|Dream; c!Dream; Eret; Captain Sparklez; Niki |Nihachu; Phil Watson; C!Philza; Quackity

Additional Tags: 2020 L'Manberg Election on Dream Team SMP; Post-Election Arc; Manberg-Pogtopia War on Dream Team SMP; Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence; Dimension Travel; Real Wilbur ends up in the Dream SMP!Verse; Canon-Typical Violence; Villain Wilbur Soot; Vilbur; Implied/Referenced Child Abuse; Emotional Manipulation; Courtesy of Vilbur; Technoblade Hears Voices ; Immortal Technoblade; Older Sibling Wilbur Soot; Protective Wilbur Soot; cc!Wilbur and cc!Tommy aren’t brothers(as we know); but c!Wilbur and c!Tommy are; Wilbur took one look at Vilbur treating badly Tommy and said: ‘Fuck you other me’; War; Wilbur Soot and TommyInnit are Siblings; they are brothers your honor; c!Wilbur is like ‘Oh… another me’; cc!Wilbur is like ‘Oh fuck… I’m in danger’; Technoblade is like… ‘Uh’; Tommy is like ‘Oh… guess I’ve two older brothers now’; minor acts of terrorism; Insanity; Realistic Minecraft; Permadeath AU; Technoblade isn’t Tommy and Wilbur’s brother but it’s like he is; One-sided Codependency; Developing Friendship; Panic Attacks; Paranoia; Developing Paranoiac thoughts; Worldbuilding; Sorry for the tag wall; Obsessive Behavior; Possessive Behavior; Implied/Referenced Self-Harm; Mild Blood;(is it really Self-Harm if you are doing it on your ‘past-self’?);Villain Clay|Dream; Good Clay|Dream; Good Friend Clay|Dream;(the villain tag is about the character not the cc): Politics; (What do you do when suddenly you are the doppelganger of an Emperor?); Manipulation; Eret is trying his best to be a good King; King Eret; Clay|Dream is Not DreamXD; But he is ‘Blessed’ by the Guardian of the Void; Torture; The One-Sided Codependency? It’s becoming just…; Codependency; Queerplatonic Relatioships; Parent Captain Sparklez; Captain Sparklez is Tubbo’s Parent; Ram-Hybrid Captain Sparklez; c!Philza tags: Angel of Death Phil Watson; Fallen Angel Phil Watson; (Philza is a biblical angel with a human vessel but with wings and a horned halo); Bad Parent Phil Watson ; Immortal Phil Watson; Now for CC!Phil tags: Winged Phil Watson; Avian Phil Watson; Good Parent Phil Watson; Protective Phil Watson; BAMF Phil Watson; CC!Phil is just as immortal as his character because Death is an alternate version of his Wife; Goddess of Death Kristin Rosales Watson;

Chapters: 43/?

Story title: TheHouseAlwaysWins

Chapter Title: ToMakeItAllRightAgain

Chapter summ
ary:Quackity continues to do his best to try and help Q. Even when the situation is not the best for him.

Warnings for this chapter: Mentions of Past-Trauma,MentionedSchlatt(yes, he is his own warning in this story), ImpliedSexualHarassment,Self-Blaming,Fluffy & TwistedFeelings

Rating: Mature

Category: Gen

Fandom: Minecraft (VideoGame);VideoBloggingRPF;DreamSMP-Fandom

Relationships: Quackity&c!Quackity;Quackity&WilburSoot;Quackity & CharlieDalgesh;Quackity & Awesamdude;Quackity & TommyInnit;FoolishGamers & Quackity; TommyInnit&c!Tommy

Characters: Quackity; c!Quackity;WilburSoot;CharlieDalgesh;Awesamdude;TommyInnit,FoolishGamers

Additional Tags: Insanity,AlternativeUniverse – CanonDivergence;VillainQuackity: (Technically);Quackity in NotaVillain;MorallyAmbiguousQuackity;Quackity is NotOkay;DimensionTravel;CC!Quackity ends up in the DSMPUniverse;HeadcanonGalore;My head-canons about the DSMP Characters; RealisticMinecraft;PermadeathAU;LasNevadas on the DSMP;Paranoia;PanicAttacks;Mentions of Abuse;Canon-TypicalViolence;Mentions of Torture(the situation with Dream);WilburSoot&TommyInnit are Siblings;Bantering;Politics;CC!Quackity is Scared but that is Fair;Quackity needs aHug; both of them do; Sam is a AnthropomorphicCreeper;Misunderstandings;WilburSoot is NotOkay;Flirting;Tntduo;TNT Trio; (technically); That awkward moment when your character is in a borderline romantic relationship; with your friend’s character; ProtectiveQuackity;(both of them); ScaredTommyInnit;TraumatizedTommyInnit;Quackity is one of Tommy’sBrotherlyFigures;PossessiveBehaviour;ObsessiveBehaviour;Twisted & FluffyFeelings;WilburSoot is not a GoodBrother but he tries Gods he tries; TommyInnit has AbandonmentIssues;

Chapters: 157/?

Chapter Title: It’sTime to GoForth

Chapter summary: TheWilburs talk with their allies in the Fortress’WarRoom

Warnings for this chapter: PossessiveThoughts,ObsessiveThoughts,IntrusiveThoughts,HeavyThemes,Mentions of UnhealthyCopingMechanisms,ObsessiveBehaviour;

Rating:Teen and Up

Category:Gen

Fandom:Minecraft (Video Game); Video Blogging RPF; Dream SMP -Fandom

Relationships:Wilbur Soot &Tommyinnit; Wilbur Soot &Technoblade; Wilbur Soot & c!Wilbur Soot; Clay|Dream & Wilbur Soot; Clay|Dream & c!Dream; Captain Sparklez & Tubbo; Tommyinnit & Tubbo; Niki|Nihachu & Wilbur Soot; Wilbur Soot & Technoblade & TommyInnit & Phil Watson; Wilbur Soot & Phil Watson; TommyInnit & Phil Watson; Phil Watson & c!Philza; Quackity & Wilbur Soot;

Characters:Wilbur Soot; Technoblade; Tommyinnit; c!Wilbur Soot; Clay|Dream; c!Dream; Eret; Captain Sparklez; Niki |Nihachu; Phil Watson; C!Philza; Quackity

Additional Tags: 2020 L'Manberg Election on Dream Team SMP; Post-Election Arc; Manberg-Pogtopia War on Dream Team SMP; Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence; Dimension Travel; Real Wilbur ends up in the Dream SMP!Verse; Canon-Typical Violence; Villain Wilbur Soot; Vilbur; Implied/Referenced Child Abuse; Emotional Manipulation; Courtesy of Vilbur; Technoblade Hears Voices ; Immortal Technoblade; Older Sibling Wilbur Soot; Protective Wilbur Soot; cc!Wilbur and cc!Tommy aren’t brothers(as we know); but c!Wilbur and c!Tommy are; Wilbur took one look at Vilbur treating badly Tommy and said: ‘Fuck you other me’; War; Wilbur Soot and TommyInnit are Siblings; they are brothers your honor; c!Wilbur is like ‘Oh… another me’; cc!Wilbur is like ‘Oh fuck… I’m in danger’; Technoblade is like… ‘Uh’; Tommy is like ‘Oh… guess I’ve two older brothers now’; minor acts of terrorism; Insanity; Realistic Minecraft; Permadeath AU; Technoblade isn’t Tommy and Wilbur’s brother but it’s like he is; One-sided Codependency; Developing Friendship; Panic Attacks; Paranoia; Developing Paranoiac thoughts; Worldbuilding; Sorry for the tag wall; Obsessive Behavior; Possessive Behavior; Implied/Referenced Self-Harm; Mild Blood;(is it really Self-Harm if you are doing it on your ‘past-self’?);Villain Clay|Dream; Good Clay|Dream; Good Friend Clay|Dream;(the villain tag is about the character not the cc): Politics; (What do you do when suddenly you are the doppelganger of an Emperor?); Manipulation; Eret is trying his best to be a good King; King Eret; Clay|Dream is Not DreamXD; But he is ‘Blessed’ by the Guardian of the Void; Torture; The One-Sided Codependency? It’s becoming just…; Codependency; Queerplatonic Relatioships; Parent Captain Sparklez; Captain Sparklez is Tubbo’s Parent; Ram-Hybrid Captain Sparklez; c!Philza tags: Angel of Death Phil Watson; Fallen Angel Phil Watson; (Philza is a biblical angel with a human vessel but with wings and a horned halo); Bad Parent Phil Watson ; Immortal Phil Watson; Now for CC!Phil tags: Winged Phil Watson; Avian Phil Watson; Good Parent Phil Watson; Protective Phil Watson; BAMF Phil Watson; CC!Phil is just as immortal as his character because Death is an alternate version of his Wife; Goddess of Death Kristin Rosales Watson;

Chapters: 42/?

Story title: TheHouseAlwaysWins

Chapter Title: It’s aDollAidingDollWorld

Chapter summar
y: Quackity and Qreturn to their suite, to home, andQuackity continues to do his best to help
Warnings for this chapter: Mentions of Past-Trauma,Dissociation,SkyGods’Mindfuckery,MentionedSchlatt(yes, he is his own warning in this story), ImpliedSexualHarassment,PanicAttack,Self-Blaming,BlurredBoundaries (it’s the best I could come up with to explain what’s happening this chapter), Fluffy & TwistedFeelings

Rating: Mature

Category: Gen

Fandom: Minecraft (VideoGame);VideoBloggingRPF;DreamSMP-Fandom

Relationships: Quackity&c!Quackity;Quackity&WilburSoot;Quackity & CharlieDalgesh;Quackity & Awesamdude;Quackity & TommyInnit;FoolishGamers & Quackity; TommyInnit&c!Tommy

Characters: Quackity; c!Quackity;WilburSoot;CharlieDalgesh;Awesamdude;TommyInnit,FoolishGamers

Additional Tags: Insanity,AlternativeUniverse – CanonDivergence;VillainQuackity: (Technically);Quackity in NotaVillain;MorallyAmbiguousQuackity;Quackity is NotOkay;DimensionTravel;CC!Quackity ends up in the DSMPUniverse;HeadcanonGalore;My head-canons about the DSMP Characters; RealisticMinecraft;PermadeathAU;LasNevadas on the DSMP;Paranoia;PanicAttacks;Mentions of Abuse;Canon-TypicalViolence;Mentions of Torture(the situation with Dream);WilburSoot&TommyInnit are Siblings;Bantering;Politics;CC!Quackity is Scared but that is Fair;Quackity needs aHug; both of them do; Sam is a AnthropomorphicCreeper;Misunderstandings;WilburSoot is NotOkay;Flirting;Tntduo;TNT Trio; (technically); That awkward moment when your character is in a borderline romantic relationship; with your friend’s character; ProtectiveQuackity;(both of them); ScaredTommyInnit;TraumatizedTommyInnit;Quackity is one of Tommy’sBrotherlyFigures;PossessiveBehaviour;ObsessiveBehaviour;Twisted & FluffyFeelings;WilburSoot is not a GoodBrother but he tries Gods he tries; TommyInnit has AbandonmentIssues;

Chapters: 156/?

Chapter Title: Heart of the Nether,WillYouAccept itsBoon?

Chapter summary: Wilbur and his General go to the Nether as agreed with Jack.

They are in for a Surprise, will they accept it?

Warnings for this chapter: PossessiveThoughts,ObsessiveThoughts,IntrusiveThoughts,HeavyThemes,Mentions of UnhealthyCopingMechanisms,ObsessiveBehaviour;

Rating:Teen and Up

Category:Gen

Fandom:Minecraft (Video Game); Video Blogging RPF; Dream SMP -Fandom

Relationships:Wilbur Soot &Tommyinnit; Wilbur Soot &Technoblade; Wilbur Soot & c!Wilbur Soot; Clay|Dream & Wilbur Soot; Clay|Dream & c!Dream; Captain Sparklez & Tubbo; Tommyinnit & Tubbo; Niki|Nihachu & Wilbur Soot; Wilbur Soot & Technoblade & TommyInnit & Phil Watson; Wilbur Soot & Phil Watson; TommyInnit & Phil Watson; Phil Watson & c!Philza; Quackity & Wilbur Soot;

Characters:Wilbur Soot; Technoblade; Tommyinnit; c!Wilbur Soot; Clay|Dream; c!Dream; Eret; Captain Sparklez; Niki |Nihachu; Phil Watson; C!Philza; Quackity

Additional Tags: 2020 L'Manberg Election on Dream Team SMP; Post-Election Arc; Manberg-Pogtopia War on Dream Team SMP; Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence; Dimension Travel; Real Wilbur ends up in the Dream SMP!Verse; Canon-Typical Violence; Villain Wilbur Soot; Vilbur; Implied/Referenced Child Abuse; Emotional Manipulation; Courtesy of Vilbur; Technoblade Hears Voices ; Immortal Technoblade; Older Sibling Wilbur Soot; Protective Wilbur Soot; cc!Wilbur and cc!Tommy aren’t brothers(as we know); but c!Wilbur and c!Tommy are; Wilbur took one look at Vilbur treating badly Tommy and said: ‘Fuck you other me’; War; Wilbur Soot and TommyInnit are Siblings; they are brothers your honor; c!Wilbur is like ‘Oh… another me’; cc!Wilbur is like ‘Oh fuck… I’m in danger’; Technoblade is like… ‘Uh’; Tommy is like ‘Oh… guess I’ve two older brothers now’; minor acts of terrorism; Insanity; Realistic Minecraft; Permadeath AU; Technoblade isn’t Tommy and Wilbur’s brother but it’s like he is; One-sided Codependency; Developing Friendship; Panic Attacks; Paranoia; Developing Paranoiac thoughts; Worldbuilding; Sorry for the tag wall; Obsessive Behavior; Possessive Behavior; Implied/Referenced Self-Harm; Mild Blood;(is it really Self-Harm if you are doing it on your ‘past-self’?);Villain Clay|Dream; Good Clay|Dream; Good Friend Clay|Dream;(the villain tag is about the character not the cc): Politics; (What do you do when suddenly you are the doppelganger of an Emperor?); Manipulation; Eret is trying his best to be a good King; King Eret; Clay|Dream is Not DreamXD; But he is ‘Blessed’ by the Guardian of the Void; Torture; The One-Sided Codependency? It’s becoming just…; Codependency; Queerplatonic Relatioships; Parent Captain Sparklez; Captain Sparklez is Tubbo’s Parent; Ram-Hybrid Captain Sparklez; c!Philza tags: Angel of Death Phil Watson; Fallen Angel Phil Watson; (Philza is a biblical angel with a human vessel but with wings and a horned halo); Bad Parent Phil Watson ; Immortal Phil Watson; Now for CC!Phil tags: Winged Phil Watson; Avian Phil Watson; Good Parent Phil Watson; Protective Phil Watson; BAMF Phil Watson; CC!Phil is just as immortal as his character because Death is an alternate version of his Wife; Goddess of Death Kristin Rosales Watson;

Chapters: 155/?

Chapter Title: Talk to me,Son ofGod

Chapter summary: After two weeks, Jack has some news.

And a gift for his Generals.

Warnings for this chapter: Mentions of PastCharacterDeath,SomewhatObsessiveBehaviour.

Rating:Teen and Up

Category:Gen

Fandom:Minecraft (Video Game); Video Blogging RPF; Dream SMP -Fandom

Relationships:Wilbur Soot &Tommyinnit; Wilbur Soot &Technoblade; Wilbur Soot & c!Wilbur Soot; Clay|Dream & Wilbur Soot; Clay|Dream & c!Dream; Captain Sparklez & Tubbo; Tommyinnit & Tubbo; Niki|Nihachu & Wilbur Soot; Wilbur Soot & Technoblade & TommyInnit & Phil Watson; Wilbur Soot & Phil Watson; TommyInnit & Phil Watson; Phil Watson & c!Philza; Quackity & Wilbur Soot;

Characters:Wilbur Soot; Technoblade; Tommyinnit; c!Wilbur Soot; Clay|Dream; c!Dream; Eret; Captain Sparklez; Niki |Nihachu; Phil Watson; C!Philza; Quackity

Additional Tags: 2020 L'Manberg Election on Dream Team SMP; Post-Election Arc; Manberg-Pogtopia War on Dream Team SMP; Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence; Dimension Travel; Real Wilbur ends up in the Dream SMP!Verse; Canon-Typical Violence; Villain Wilbur Soot; Vilbur; Implied/Referenced Child Abuse; Emotional Manipulation; Courtesy of Vilbur; Technoblade Hears Voices ; Immortal Technoblade; Older Sibling Wilbur Soot; Protective Wilbur Soot; cc!Wilbur and cc!Tommy aren’t brothers(as we know); but c!Wilbur and c!Tommy are; Wilbur took one look at Vilbur treating badly Tommy and said: ‘Fuck you other me’; War; Wilbur Soot and TommyInnit are Siblings; they are brothers your honor; c!Wilbur is like ‘Oh… another me’; cc!Wilbur is like ‘Oh fuck… I’m in danger’; Technoblade is like… ‘Uh’; Tommy is like ‘Oh… guess I’ve two older brothers now’; minor acts of terrorism; Insanity; Realistic Minecraft; Permadeath AU; Technoblade isn’t Tommy and Wilbur’s brother but it’s like he is; One-sided Codependency; Developing Friendship; Panic Attacks; Paranoia; Developing Paranoiac thoughts; Worldbuilding; Sorry for the tag wall; Obsessive Behavior; Possessive Behavior; Implied/Referenced Self-Harm; Mild Blood;(is it really Self-Harm if you are doing it on your ‘past-self’?);Villain Clay|Dream; Good Clay|Dream; Good Friend Clay|Dream;(the villain tag is about the character not the cc): Politics; (What do you do when suddenly you are the doppelganger of an Emperor?); Manipulation; Eret is trying his best to be a good King; King Eret; Clay|Dream is Not DreamXD; But he is ‘Blessed’ by the Guardian of the Void; Torture; The One-Sided Codependency? It’s becoming just…; Codependency; Queerplatonic Relatioships; Parent Captain Sparklez; Captain Sparklez is Tubbo’s Parent; Ram-Hybrid Captain Sparklez; c!Philza tags: Angel of Death Phil Watson; Fallen Angel Phil Watson; (Philza is a biblical angel with a human vessel but with wings and a horned halo); Bad Parent Phil Watson ; Immortal Phil Watson; Now for CC!Phil tags: Winged Phil Watson; Avian Phil Watson; Good Parent Phil Watson; Protective Phil Watson; BAMF Phil Watson; CC!Phil is just as immortal as his character because Death is an alternate version of his Wife; Goddess of Death Kristin Rosales Watson;

Chapters: 41/?

Story title: TheHouseAlwaysWins

Chapter Title:A Reflection I NeverWanted toSee

Chapter summary: Q
hadn’t been back in a while.Quackity gets worried, he was right to.

Warnings for this chapter: M
entions of Past-Trauma,Dissociation,SkyGods’Mindfuckery,Schlatt(yes, he is his own warning in this story), BadTouch,ImpliedSexualHarassment,PanicAttack,BodyHorror(because of Schlatt’s appearance), Self-Blaming;
Rating: Mature

Category: Gen

Fandom: Minecraft (VideoGame);VideoBloggingRPF;DreamSMP-Fandom

Relationships: Quackity&c!Quackity;Quackity&WilburSoot;Quackity & CharlieDalgesh;Quackity & Awesamdude;Quackity & TommyInnit;FoolishGamers & Quackity; TommyInnit&c!Tommy

Characters: Quackity; c!Quackity;WilburSoot;CharlieDalgesh;Awesamdude;TommyInnit,FoolishGamers

Additional Tags: Insanity,AlternativeUniverse – CanonDivergence;VillainQuackity: (Technically);Quackity in NotaVillain;MorallyAmbiguousQuackity;Quackity is NotOkay;DimensionTravel;CC!Quackity ends up in the DSMPUniverse;HeadcanonGalore;My head-canons about the DSMP Characters; RealisticMinecraft;PermadeathAU;LasNevadas on the DSMP;Paranoia;PanicAttacks;Mentions of Abuse;Canon-TypicalViolence;Mentions of Torture(the situation with Dream);WilburSoot&TommyInnit are Siblings;Bantering;Politics;CC!Quackity is Scared but that is Fair;Quackity needs aHug; both of them do; Sam is a AnthropomorphicCreeper;Misunderstandings;WilburSoot is NotOkay;Flirting;Tntduo;TNT Trio; (technically); That awkward moment when your character is in a borderline romantic relationship; with your friend’s character; ProtectiveQuackity;(both of them); ScaredTommyInnit;TraumatizedTommyInnit;Quackity is one of Tommy’sBrotherlyFigures;PossessiveBehaviour;ObsessiveBehaviour;Twisted & FluffyFeelings;WilburSoot is not a GoodBrother but he tries Gods he tries; TommyInnit has AbandonmentIssues;

Chapters: 40/?

Story title: TheHouseAlwaysWins

Chapter Title: SinkYourTeeth intoMyFlesh

Chapter summary: Q
had acknowledged the fact that the Schlatt of this world was an awful person, but acknowledging and fully realizing it are two very different things.

Warnings for this chapter: M
entions of Past-Trauma,Dissociation,SkyGods’Mindfuckery,Schlatt(yes, he is his own warning in this story), VerbalAbuse,AttemptedEmotionalManipulation,BadTouch,VerbalSexualHarassment,SexualHarassment,PanicAttack,BodyHorror(because of Schlatt’s appearance);
(Not a Warning but a side note: Glatt’s undead appearance is kind of vaguely inspired by the Jikininki)

Rating: Mature

Category: Gen

Fandom: Minecraft (VideoGame);VideoBloggingRPF;DreamSMP-Fandom

Relationships: Quackity&c!Quackity;Quackity&WilburSoot;Quackity & CharlieDalgesh;Quackity & Awesamdude;Quackity & TommyInnit;FoolishGamers & Quackity; TommyInnit&c!Tommy

Characters: Quackity; c!Quackity;WilburSoot;CharlieDalgesh;Awesamdude;TommyInnit,FoolishGamers

Additional Tags: Insanity,AlternativeUniverse – CanonDivergence;VillainQuackity: (Technically);Quackity in NotaVillain;MorallyAmbiguousQuackity;Quackity is NotOkay;DimensionTravel;CC!Quackity ends up in the DSMPUniverse;HeadcanonGalore;My head-canons about the DSMP Characters; RealisticMinecraft;PermadeathAU;LasNevadas on the DSMP;Paranoia;PanicAttacks;Mentions of Abuse;Canon-TypicalViolence;Mentions of Torture(the situation with Dream);WilburSoot&TommyInnit are Siblings;Bantering;Politics;CC!Quackity is Scared but that is Fair;Quackity needs aHug; both of them do; Sam is a AnthropomorphicCreeper;Misunderstandings;WilburSoot is NotOkay;Flirting;Tntduo;TNT Trio; (technically); That awkward moment when your character is in a borderline romantic relationship; with your friend’s character; ProtectiveQuackity;(both of them); ScaredTommyInnit;TraumatizedTommyInnit;Quackity is one of Tommy’sBrotherlyFigures;PossessiveBehaviour;ObsessiveBehaviour;Twisted & FluffyFeelings;WilburSoot is not a GoodBrother but he tries Gods he tries; TommyInnit has AbandonmentIssues;

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  • Description: c!Wilbur x Reader, slight angst to fluff
  • TW: 1 bit of cursing, otherwise probably none(?). Let me know if there is any and I’ll add it right way.
  • Word count: 3.2k
  • Summary: Wilbur challenged you to a love letter writing competition. You have an emotional crisis because you don’t know how to write a candid love letter without confessing your love to him. Little did you two know you are idiots in love both pining for each other.
  • A/N: As you can see I gave up on the summary and a lot of the dialogue punctuation because I’m genuinely so stupid at both. I promise I will make up for this the next fic. But hey at least I posted something at last.
  • I want to take this opportunity to give special thanks to my bestie @chaoticene for all the support all the time always, @straighttohellbuddy for writing something so wonderful it finally pushed my ass back to writing, and @allywritesforfun for being an incredibly conscientious editor. And also happy (late) birthday to @sushisoot, this is your present ;)

On your small tea table outside, you had to squint a bit to see the ink being illuminated by the house’s window lights. The sun was slowly setting on the horizon of your quaint little cottage, but in your hands were the words that would ignite the sunrise of a new nation.

The draft of L’manburg Declaration of Independence was currently under keen scrutiny, your eyes searching for any awkward wording or grammar mistakes Wilbur might have made in the haste to jot down his fire for the country.

Contrary to your focused but relaxed composure, the man was pacing back and forth anxiously in your garden. It was easy to see the passion for his “symphony” by how agitated he was when he handed you the draft.

“You spelled ‘separate’ incorrectly, Wilbur. There are two ‘a’s’,” you decided to interrupt his intense expression, “and there should be a comma here, too.”

Wilbur gazed at you in mild disbelief (and a bit of annoyance, maybe) while he came over to check. The lanky bastard had to crouch from behind to see the spot you were pointing at with your thumb.

“Can’t believe I’m so dumb”, he let out a small laugh. “Can you make a note there? I’ll fix it later.”

“You are easily one of the most eloquent people I’ve met, Wilbur”, you scoffed while scrawling on the parchment. “You are practically raising an entire nation with merely your words”, frowning playfully, you shook your head, “Don’t do yourself such a disservice”.

He raised his brows at you. “And yet here I am, seeking once more consultation from your ever-flowing fountain of literary wisdom”. He dropped his poet act, “You have written some of the best things I’ve ever read, Y/N, and I consider myself quite well-read”. There he goes again, complimenting your penmanship while you try to brush it off. What a nice Thursday.

“You are an ass-kisser.”

“And you are a hypocrite”, he retorted. “But really, I think it’s high time you recognize how brilliant your writing really is”.

“What do you mean by that?” you looked at him, confused.

“Maybe a… writing competition?”. There was a glint in his eyes, “To see which one of us is the bigger hypocrite”.

“Fine”, you rolled your eyes, defeated. This prick, always knows how to get what he wants. You were too competitive to say no, especially to him. “What do you want to write?”

“Now, I know you are the best when writing emotional stuff, so maybe that?” he offered, almost as a consolation for having persuaded you into doing this.

“Emotional stuff? Like a love letter?”, you laughed at the ridiculousness of the idea.

“Sure”, Wilbur smirked, accepting the challenge.

Alright, maybe you laughed a little early.

You blinked at the man, eyes wide open as he continued on, completely dismissing your baffled reaction.

“You and I, we each write a love letter, addressed to…”, he held a suspiciously mischievous look, “whoever we want. And in a… fortnight, for poetic reasons, we show each other.”

You held your skeptic stare, very unsure about the decision you’ve just made. A love letter. You knew in an instant who you’ll be writing it to. And you wanted to scold yourself for knowing the answer so fast, so well.

“Whosever letter moves the other person more, wins, and will forever be the better writer of the two of us”, the brunet waved his hands dramatically. “Bragging rights for life if you admit you are the bigger hypocrite”.

“No cheating. You must write to the best of your capabilities”. You were in way too deep now, there’s no backing out. The best you could do is hope his love, most likely for his country, will burn (haha get it? Wilburn. Badum tss. I should go kick myself) brighter than yours.

“You, too”. He extended his hands out, grinning like a corrupted wizard ready to take your heart away the moment you agreed to his shady, too-good-to-be-true deal.

Little did he know, he already had it.

So you shook his hands, firmly, “In a fortnight”.

“In a fortnight”.

**********

A week has passed since the deal was made, and you are thoroughly regretting everything. If you were being honest, you didn’t know why you even went along knowing full well it would expose you.

Several attempts have been made to write, about things other than Wilbur, of course. There are many people, many stuff that you love apart from him. Surely. You love your peaceful, quiet life in the forest, surrounded by fauna and flora as far as one can see. You love the bustling of the nearby towns, where you can smell the baker’s buttery pastries and see the florist’s vibrant flowers every morning. You love the joyful melodies of the seasonal festivals, when people would sing and dance without a worry in the world.

When you and Wilbur first met.

Soon into the process of writing, you realized a lot of the things you love were connected to Wilbur, and composing a love letter about anything else felt… lackluster. Disingenuous, if you had the courage to say it.

So, to the surprise of no one, you crumpled another piece of paper to the trash can. Perhaps taking a few more days away from parchment and ink to contemplate what to write on would give you a surge of the lovey-dovey feeling you need.

**********

Only two more days until you have to show Wilbur your “love letter” whose dedicated subject you still haven’t decided on. Your mind has just been stuck ever since you took on this challenge, and there is not a single thing you can think of that can motivate you to write.

Except…

No. You’ve been there. You’ve decided it was too risky a move to make. No one in their right mind would read whatever it is you would write to him and think it’s just platonic. It would be self-sabotaging in its very definition.

Then again, if you didn’t write anything, or write about something you didn’t truly pour your heart into, he would know. He would know that something wasn’t right, and you would have to live a life even more miserable than right now, constantly teetering the edge between friendship and romantic partnership, questioning if the other felt the same.

“Fuck it”. You sat up right from your bed, walking straight to your desk, “I’ve got nothing to lose”.

It was a pathetic lie you told yourself because, subconsciously, you knew you had everything to lose. But if you didn’t do something and let your fate falls to uncertainty, you would probably go crazier than you already have.

Later that day, in a quaint little cottage shrouded by the forest’s bushy shadows, was a person desperately writing, scribbling the night away, as if their life depended on it, as if this was the first, and last, time they would ever write this way.

**********

Sunlight greeted the SMP once again, the hues of dawn slowly fading, making way for a cloudless sky. It was a picturesque, soundless painting, minus the small shop owners prepping their goods for the day.

The sound of the doorbell shocked Niki for a bit - she was sure the sign still said “Closed”. However, the silhouette of a tall brunet relaxed her mind.

“Good morning, Niki”.

“Morning, Wilbur”, she was focused on frosting her cake, sparing him but a glance. “What got you here so early?”

“I was told to pick up a… letter here? From Y/N?” He quirked an eyebrow, hoping he hadn’t gotten your instructions wrong.

“Oh, yes! I’ve got it right here for you” Niki placed her piping bag down and wiped her hands on the mustard-coloured apron, directing herself to the back room. From his place in front of the counter, Wilbur could see her moving a few things around before returning with an envelope in her hands.

“Here you go”.

He retrieved the brown thing with a thank. Twirling the envelope around, he couldn’t help but admire your handiwork with the wax seal, and even the calligraphy. He was curious to know what you had written that merited such fancy wrappings.

“It’s quite weird. She dropped this off just a while ago, you know. The sun was barely up”, a small chuckle escaped Niki, who wasted no time getting back to her Red Velvet. “She also told me to tell you to read it right away, before you visit her place”.

“Huh…” This captured Wilbur’s attention. Weren’t you guys going to exchange your letters later together? Perhaps this is the reason you asked him to get yours from Niki instead of giving him yourself.

“You know why?”

“No idea. But I guess the answer might be in the envelope.”

So he made his way to one of the mini coffee tables, gently opening the carnation-printed red seal. “May I?” he looked at the baker, gesturing at the wooden chair.

“Of course”. She suddenly jerked her head up, “Actually, I just remember I need to give Y/N some vanilla extract she asked for. Do you mind watching the place for a moment while I go grab it?”

“Yeah, sure”, he answered absentmindedly, too consumed with the parchment in his hand.

Wilbur dearest,

Smart as I am acclaimed to be, time and time again I have let myself fall victim for your stupid charms. The latest time being agreeing to this little bet, knowing full well it would put my heart on the lifeline. The very first? Catching your gaze in that festival - what seemed like a million springs ago.

I have to admit, being made a fool has never felt so exhilarating.

No, it wasn’t love at first sight, I’ve experienced the overwhelming crash of it to know different. It was not completely a slow-burn romance like in the novels, either. It was something in between. Such the hopeless romantic I am, but that moment was this instant attraction, a sparkly diamond firework of magnetism that erupted, and trailed to this day. I didn’t think much of it then, how prominent you would be in my life. Yet now I know, the extent to which Clytie yearns for Helios day by day.

You bewilder me, Will. All the people I have encountered in this realm, yet none intrigued me like you. The more I learn about you, the more I admire you, and the more I want to know you. I couldn’t imagine there would exist a day when I would be so absolutely smitten with someone, their flaws, their quirks, their ambitions, the almost invisible but still sensible guitar callouses on their hands. Mister President, sir, your words are melodic morning symphonies to my ears. It still surprises me to this day how there is not a single thing I don’t adore about you.

And how you make me feel, I don’t think I can ever fully convey it to words. You set my soul ablaze, surge up the tides of my heart, ground my mind in this chaos of a reality, and ascend my body to the ninth of clouds. Since you, my life has been dusted in rose gold happiness, and I thank you so much for that, Wilbur. You made me a better person and showed me how beautiful I am, how beautiful life can be. I want you to know I am forever grateful to know you.

As infatuated as I am with you, I must ask you to never reciprocate if out of only the guilt of your being. You don’t owe me anything. I don’t want my feelings to burden you. I know your heart reserved room for other things, other people. I have also anticipated that once you have read these lines, our relationship will be awfully different. But can I be selfish with you, for just a bit? Promise me that we will still be friends, that I will still have you in my life. It’s fine if these sentiments are not requited, just don’t address them with me, ever, please. I don’t care for the aches inside my chest if it means you are here with me.

Because, if it’s not painfully clear enough, I love you, Wilbur. So crazily, pathetically, ridiculously much.

Fantasize me a reality where you do, too.

Wholeheartedly yours,

Y/N

He wasn’t quite sure for how long he had sat there, completely blanked out in the bakery. He wasn’t quite sure how to properly process everything he had just read, either. All the neurons in his brain were failing to form a single thought until…

“Niki! I forgot the vanilla-”

You closed the door to see the shop devoided of a pink-haired figure, only a half-decorated cake behind the counter and Wilbur. Your eyes trailed to his hands, then beside him on the table, just to recognize that it was…

Your letter.

Opened.

Laying right there just inviting him to read through all your vulnerabilities.

Too bad you weren’t a lexicographer because this would be the perfect definition for “bad timing”. Why did he even come so early?

You tried to regain yourself from your angsty thoughts and minimize the awkwardness of the situation.

“Hello, Will!”, what an unmistakably genuine smile. “How are you today?”

“Hey.”

With the distant voice and far-off look, you knew he had already read the whole thing. He was probably trying to find a way to speak to you without breaking your heart.

“You know, I’m feeling quite alright!” You told him with the merriest pitch you could muster, hoping he would catch the message. There was a very high chance this would be the last conversation you two would share as close friends.

Deafening silence remained inside the small space. He hasn’t moved a muscle since you stepped in, chestnut trench coat facing you.

“Are you okay-”

“No. I’m not okay.”

“Wh-”

“I can’t believe I didn’t know this”, he abruptly turned his head, “I can’t believe you’ve felt like this, all this time, and I wasn’t made aware”.

You weren’t sure what to make of his tone. Was he sad? Disappointed? …Angry? The thought of Wilbur being angry at you sent a shudder down your spine.

It took you a second, but you replied cautiously. “What are you saying?”

“Y/N”, he grabbed you by the arms. “You have no idea how much I’ve dreamt of this day.”

“What?”

Wilbur gazed into your eyes with a clarity, a sincerity you’ve never seen before. If your brain wasn’t tricking itself, you could swear sparse hints of relieving ecstasy were also laced in.

“It’s-, I didn’t know-, This thing-” Swallowing an invisible gulp of hesitation, his words finally caught up with his thoughts. “I’ve loved you for a long while, too.”

Now it’s your turn to stand there in the bakery, mouth half-agaped, completely blanking out with no thoughts forming inside your head. He seemed to recognize your shock, so he reached for your letter on the table.

“Everything you’ve written here- Heart-meltingly beautiful, by the way- It’s mutual. It’s all mutual”. He explained to you again, hoping you would see the desperate honesty in voice. “It’s been you, Y/N. It has always and will always be you. I burn for you”.

Safe to say by the expression on your face, you did not expect for this to happen at all. So you short-circuited with a goofy grin, “Did the great Wilbur Soot just fumbled over his words for me?”

Perhaps by now he had realized why none of your past loves have ever worked out, and why none of them you have confessed, least to say having your feelings requited.

Wilbur chuckled at your sentence with a layer of mild confusion behind his eyes. After sharing a hearty moment giggling with each other for the situation to settle in, you blindly crossed the small distance between you two in a bold footstep, and put your hands around his neck.

The gap between you was very narrow now. Scandalously narrow. Yet, after all that display of spontaneous courage, you were still too shy to make the final move.

So he did.

And your lips crashed in iridescent sparks of lovers’ rejoice. It was soft and tender, passionate and longing, all at the same time. It’s mesmerizing. For all this moment feels like a dream, you know it is not one from which you will be cruelly awoken. When you open your eyes, he will still be there, joyful, warm, holding you close; he will not disappear with the sunrise, because even in your wildest fantasy wouldn’t you know his kiss to be so nectarean.

Finally you broke away from the addictive sensation, still remaining itchily close, just taking in the euphoria you have just been through.

“You can’t imagine the happiness I’m feeling right now”, you cried into his shoulders.

“Trust me, I have a clue”, he whispered back contently.

You tightened your grasp around him. Maybe if you do you can also save this memory forever, tuck it away from the greedy, prying hands of time.

The blissful moment lasted only a few more seconds before your half-lidded eyes spotted a mass of pink hair behind the door frame to the back room. Suddenly, you recalled why you were here in the first place. You went to break the tender atmosphere, but luckily Niki saved you from having to cut short your own fleeting minutes of joy.

“I’ve got your vanilla extract, Y/N”. She finally spoke up, but her knowing grin and twinkling eyes were saying something completely different. Like you have guessed, she approved. In fact, if you threaded all the hints she has dropped over the years together, maybe you would have seen that she has been rooting for you guys the whole time.

“Thank you, Niki”. You turned to her, smiling gleefully, not even bothering to address the situation.

Wilbur let go of you and returned to his seat, trying to clean up more of his flustered smirking face than the actual table. Graciously taking the bottle of baking ingredient from Niki, you didn’t forget to also send a mischievous look his way.

“I still have some cleaning up to do, so I’ll see you at my place, Will.” You beamed at him. Everyone in the shop was wearing different smiles, none really pertaining to the words they say, yet all sharing a common source.

“I’ll see you later.” Then, as if remembering something, he added, “Love.”

With that, you walked out of the bakery, chipper and giddy, barely able to contain yourself, skipping half your way home.

The two people left inside the place continued to eye on you with great interest. Then, one resumed her daily schedule with buttercream and piping bags, while the other stared at the empty space ahead of him in dumbfounded wonder.

“Gosh, I was wondering if this was even going to happen,” Niki dropped nonchalantly, continuing adding petals to the rose garment as if her friends’ entire worlds hadn’t just flipped. “Took you two long enough.”

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