wunderkammer perhaps the only truth that exists is curiosity, by nature curiosity for curiosity’s sake because once we know some-thing we’ve begun to wrap our experiences emotions and perceptions to the truth it then takes on a another life form, meddled and molded to fit the boards of our own needy story we are both selfish and social, by nature a walking contradiction in seeking truths, even if the purity of such no longer exists
it is not fear of other or that thing it is the fear of death a life of regret, desires, and wishes
we may pivot our day to day new but it cannot replace our relationship with mortality, the thinking we are beyond, that we must hold tightly onto every bit and thing to believe death is morbid, is another name for fear
death is life, life is death to be fully alive, is to die each day
ask yourself: what can i put to death today? what can i bring to life today?
it’s not a burnout it’s burning within kept by muzzling sizzling and seething holding tight and in the actions, or lack thereof, others void of truth hushed by payout, viewership and use she’s been quiet long enough her words clear with reveal they shake like quake, awakening integrity intact for it’s the only currency she holds what she thought burnout was instead a wild, fiery burning within for truth to be unmasked she waits in patience settling for nothing less
I’ve started laying on sidewalks. It’s like laying in the grass, only more firm and less itchy.
PS — I’m teaching write & flow Tuesday’s at 12pm PST via Zoom on @zudayoga. You can reserve your spot on www.zudayoga.com, on their MBO, or visit my website in my bio.
Write & Flow is Write Club with a little movement to connect to our bodies before we journal. It’s $10 drop-in or free for Zuda members.
Join me anywhere you are in the world and let’s take our hearts, pen to paper.
get the dress take the dance have sex on a date light the candle that’s collecting dust undress your feet, kick dirt swim naked, howl at the moon trust your gut love with all your heart forgive often, easily stay open, be seen kiss fear on the lips and watch her drop down her guard you won’t know life until you’ve taken risks and stepped out of your comfort zone and walked in ways that made your bones shake remember, pain is another word for wisdom use your voice, touch your body to caress wounds and shatter ceilings stay wild live on purpose turn yourself on and be turned on by the life around you it’s too short for anything less