#❣ poison dripping from thorns ooc ❣
Follows from my new blog are beginning. Soft reminder to like this if you would like to remain mutuals.
Follows from my new blog are beginning. Soft reminder to like this if you would like to remain mutuals.
Follows from my new blog are beginning. Soft reminder to like this if you would like to remain mutuals.
Follows from my new blog are beginning. Soft reminder to like this if you would like to remain mutuals.
Follows from my new blog are beginning. Soft reminder to like this if you would like to remain mutuals.
Follows from my new blog are beginning. Soft reminder to like this if you would like to remain mutuals.
// i want the new blog to be done already TT_TT i just want to write and not worry about muses and pages UGHHHH
can i pay someone to do this fuuuuuuuuuuc-
// i want the new blog to be done already TT_TT i just want to write and not worry about muses and pages UGHHHH
Screams about my friends OCs in an octave so high it breaks glass. Ahhhhhhhhh. AHHHHHHHHHH.
The babies just GIMME GIMME GIMME GIMME I WANT THAT ONE, I WANNA LOVE THAT ONE. I WANNA KISS THAT ONE, LET US OUT, LET US LOVE.
Update: Mom is finally going home today, so that is good.
I finally start back at the bar tonight and I got the assistant management position and will be training too. Not sure how activity will look on the new blog yet, but I will probably be absent weekends. My shifts on Friday alone will lead from 4am to 12pm Cafe and then 645pm to 4am at the bar. But thank yall for your patience, again. I miss you all and love you.
don’t jokeship with me because 2 hours later i’ll have feels for the pairing.
Yall ever stare at a muse page, get distracted, reopen the tab, stare again and then just… how code? Why is nothing done? Why so many muses?
I won’t go into details for fear of being stalked and harassed, but remake will be done eventually under a new name, new url and will be heavily private and friends only. You can reach out to me privately, for your own safety, if you’d like to remain mutuals, but forewarning I will have a private dni that will never be made public and if anyone interacts with those on it, I will not be following back and instead will be blocking.
This is for my own mental health and my own safety. I’m protecting my space by doing this as I don’t believe in policing. I will make it easier for all by simply removing myself from the equation. No hard feelings, but I am putting myself first now. Thank you for your patience and understanding.
TW MEDICAL TALK, TW SURGERY MENTIONS, TW HEALTH MENTION, TW BLOOD MENTION, TW SUICIDE IDEATION (one line)
in short, a further reason why i will be taking a break
i talked about making a personal and remaking, but i do think this will wait until march or later. mainly due to the fact that unfortunately my mental health has suffered greatly these past few weeks, especially this week( i won’t lie i really wanted to kill myself monday and tuesday and made sure i wasn’t alone so as not to). And further more my mother has now been hospitalized for a botched surgery in Mexico as of 1am this morning. If I’m being honest, i think she’s really lucky to have made it back alive due to various health factors she has, on top of apparently bleeding nonstop for the drive back home. like to put into perspective… her car seat looks like a murder scene and the blood is so soaked into it, it will not come out.
talks of surgery to close her up properly are in the talks, but they did find a complication with her kidney being damaged on top of the other mess. like i said… a lot of health issues and complications and it’s… not a good time.she’s high risk for a few things. i won’t lie, my relationship with her is strained, but she’s still my mom and i still nearly broke down more than once today at the thought of possibly losing her. so for various and obvious reasons, i will not be active. i’ll be on discord or around, but to say the least… i need a fucking break and this added rpc bs isn’t going to help. so i am taking a much needed break. like i said, you are welcome to msg me during this time and so on, i’ll welcome distractions but otherwise, i’ll see ya’ll in a few weeks or months. if you read this, thanks for understanding and i hope to see you when i return. stay safe.
