#about the muse

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I Was Tagged By:@bastardsunlight

Rules: tag 20 followers

Nickname: Si / Fallxn

Astrological Sign:Sagittarius

Height:5’3″

Sexuality: Straight

Hogwarts House:Ravenclaw

Favorite Animal:Cat

Number of Blankets: must be at least one, even in summer

Where I’m From: New Jersey, USA

Dream Trip: Japan or Ireland

When I Created This Account: December 2015

Why I Created This Account: I wanted to try and get into the rping game on Tumblr after rping in person and using IMs for many years

Tagging: Anyone who wants to do this! (I’m too sick to type out the urls of 20 people, haha)

I was doing up a new page layout for Lazard, and one of the parts to fill out was his D&D alignment. Here’s the results of the test. (Test Here


Neutral Good

A neutral good character does the best that a good person can do. He is devoted to helping others. He works with kings and magistrates but does not feel beholden to them. Neutral good is the best alignment you can be because it means doing what is good without bias for or against order. However, neutral good can be a dangerous alignment because when it advances mediocrity by limiting the actions of the truly capable.


Detailed Results:

Alignment:
Lawful Good —– XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (23)
Neutral Good —- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (27)
Chaotic Good —- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (20)
Lawful Neutral – XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (16)
True Neutral —- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (20)
Chaotic Neutral - XXXXXXXXXXXXX (13)
Lawful Evil —– XXXXXXXXX (9)
Neutral Evil —- XXXXXXXXXXXXX (13)
Chaotic Evil —- XXXXXX (6)

Law & Chaos:
Law —– XXXXXXX (7)
Neutral - XXXXXXXXXXX (11)
Chaos — XXXX (4)

Good & Evil:
Good —- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (16)
Neutral - XXXXXXXXX (9)
Evil —- XX (2)

what tragic horror character trope are you?

 ╰☆╮ the harbinger

the harbingers have been through fire. you’ve got the scars to show for it. some people say harbingers are jaded- scary, even, to people who don’t understand that the harbinger has seen the edge of the world and survived it. but being the harbinger means you’re cursed to watch younger, brighter eyes fall for the same traps you did. trying to help isn’t enough for you; you know what they’re getting themselves into, and you want to protect them the way no one ever protected you, so why won’t they just listen? it’s frustrating. it’s terrifying. no one should have to live through what you did, and i hope you know that you can’t protect everyone but it’s damn noble of you to try. it’s not your job to save the world but i hope you know you’ve already made a difference to everyone who has taken your words to heart.

tagged by: @adversitybloomed (thank you sweetheart~!  ♡♡♡♡)
tagging:@senpujin,@theunknownmasks (pick someone. lol ), @holified,@rebcrnmiko,@thxlassophile,@blossomingbellflower,@entangled-threads,@xthesparequeen​, and you .Have fun.

what season are you?

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winter

The first word that comes to mind: cherished. you are probably the most parent-like out of all of your friends. you know exactly how to make those around you feel loved, but also aren’t afraid to call people out on their bullshit. you know exactly what you stand for. brave and honest. you remind me of the emerald green and icy blue of spruce trees standing tall along the sky on a clear December afternoon, the sound of freshly fallen snow under winter boots, and the smell of peppermint candies.

tagged by:@murder-popsicle
tagging: Anyone who wants to do this! ^_^

how do you get your soft, italicized ‘oh’ moment?


the unrelated moment


you tend to be more preoccupied with practical things, to the point where you’ve been blinded to matters of the heart. sure, you’re close with this person. you like to be close with people. it is rewarding to know and be known in return. you leave realization no choice but to sneak up on you. they’re not even in the room when it happens. someone or something else spells it out for you, an observant friend’s passing comment or a particular sentence you were reading in a book, and suddenly it hits you, what it all means. the person your feelings have been building themselves around. Oh. it’s them. it’s time. it’s them and you, here and now, and you have to decide what to do at this crossroads. luckily, you’re practically-minded.

What is Your Soulmate Like?


a good dream


some people dream vivid dreams–some people don’t dream at all. i’ve always dreamt when i sleep, sometimes good and sometimes bad. the good dreams, though often nonsensical, are clouded with this happy haze, one that makes me feel like all my problems have disappeared. your soulmate is your happy dream, goofy and silly and most of all–a reminder to you that there’s so much in life to be happy about. what is that quote, the one that’s like “whatever our souls are made of, yours and mine are the same?” i wish for you, the dreamlike love that matches your beautiful soul.

character arc

romance/friendship arc


you started this story a little hard, or awkward, or stubborn. that’s okay. it’s harder than it should be to admit, but what you really want is love. that’s what your story is all about - not just the act of loving, but the allowance of it. the confession that you do not want to fight or bleed or save the world, but to simply feel the way two hands fit so easily together. you will have two chairs and a table and you will shut your blinds, and you will say the word love without faltering. this is a happy ending, and you do not need to feel guilty. it hurts our hands to fight - never to hold.

Nabbed from @killmebutneverinsultme

Tagging! Everyone who wants too!

MUSE AESTHETIC ; FEELINGS

bold what applies, italic what sometimes applies, and strikewhat never applies. [source] | Do not reblog! Only repost!

HAPPINESS

being unable to stop smiling. laughter. bear hugs. happy tears. waving arms around. dancing. contently sighing. eyes twinkling. laugh lines. childlike playfulness. skipping. talking more. affection. cracking more jokes than usual. gesturing more when talking. higher pitched voice. squealing. jumping around. clapping.

SADNESS

tearing up. self-hugging. one-arm cross. an aching chest. scratchy throat. a runny nose. turning away. deep breathes. quivery smiles. crying. infantile sobbing. hands gripping each other or an object. covering mouth. puffy eyes. eyes appear red. running makeup. voice breaking. a distant or empty stare. monotone voice. asking for comfort. faking a smile. crumbling. shaking. whimpering. depression. abusing an unhealthy habit. withdrawing from others. big teary eyes. doing something even if it could hurt them.

ANGER

furrowed brows. baring teeth. passive-aggressive comments. avoiding eye contact. sarcasm. headache. sore muscles. hiding clenched fists. irritability. jumping to conclusions. raising voice. going silent. demanding immediate action. keeping it all in until exploding. body tensing. making risky decisions. middle finger.

FEAR

wanting to run or hide. what-ifs. images of what-could-be flashing in mind. uncontrollable trembling. rapid breathing. screaming. a skewed sense of time. irritability. keeping silent. denying fear. turning away from the cause. pretending to be brave. nail-biting. lip-biting. scratching skin. a joking tone but a voice that cracks. fainting. insomnia. panic attacks. exhaustion. substance abuse. tics. rushing adrenaline. face draining of colour. hair lifting on the back of the neck. feeling rooted to the spot. making body as small as possible. staring but not seeing. crying. a shrill voice. whispering.gripping something or someone. stuttering. flinching at noises. pleading.

EXHAUSTION

constantly yawning. blurring words together. dark circles or lines under eyes. mood swings. hallucinations. calling people by the wrong name. dizziness. denying their tired. slow blinking. trouble concentrating. stumbling. leaning on a doorframe for support. sluggish movements. falling asleep someplace that isn’t a bed. becoming irritated by the smallest things. “i’m awake, i’m fine.”. shaking so bad they spill their drink. fall asleep in their clothes. lay their head on the table because they’re so tired. passing out.

what form of gentle affection are you?

cooking together


the tender domestic intimacy… making something that you can share and enjoy together… getting to feed each other at the end… you want a love that is effortless and lasting, one where you are best friends as well as romantic partners. you want someone that understands how you feel before you even say anything. you want someone who can make you believe in soulmates, and where every kiss feels like coming home. sometimes you worry that effortlessness will turn into boredom, and that your romance lacks the passion you often see in others. let this fear go; your devotion is passion, and anyone who appreciates you properly will feel the fire in your connection.

SUPER IN DEPTH CHARACTER MEME. Please do not reblog  - but repost. Though I would appreciate you liking this original post. Feel free to add and/or erase whatever you like. Blank post can be found here

1. Name:
2. Nickname:
3. Alternate/secret identity:
4. Age:
5. Location of home:
6. Type of home:
7. Lives with:
8. State of life (during story):
• Occupation (if applicable):
◦ If not, future occupation goals:
9. Social class/financial situation:
Physical:
1. Gender:
2. Face shape:
3. Body:
4. Skin:
5. Hair:
6. Eyes:
7. Eyebrows:
8. Nose:
9. Lips:
10. Teeth:
11. Height:
12. Weight:
13. Significant features:
14. Attractiveness:
15. Clothing style:
16. Footwear:
17. Accessories (practical or decoration):
18. Make up:
19. Right or left hand:
20. Fitness level:
21. Illness, disease, disabilities, allergies:
22. Physical habits:
23. Major injuries (past and present):
Characteristics and Attitude:
1. Main characteristics/quality (good and bad):
2. What they see as their best quality:
3. What they see as their worst quality:
4. Their best quality:
5. Their worst quality:
6. Commonly used expressions:
7. Their most prominent quality:
8. Habits:
9. Self-confidence level:
10. Self-image (how they see them-self):
11. Appearance importance:
12. Introvert or Extrovert:
13. Thoughts on “lesser” people:
14. Thoughts on “better” people:
15. Judgemental-ism level:
16. What they judge others on:
17. Attitude towards parents:
18. Attitude towards siblings:
19. Attitude towards extended family:
20. Attitude towards significant other:
21. Attitude towards offspring (having or had):
22. Attitude towards kids (theirs or others):
23. Attitude towards elders:
24. Attitude towards their peers:
25. Attitude towards new things/change:
26. Attitude towards old things:
27. Attitude towards working (with and without pay):
28. Attitude towards money:
29. Attitude towards crowds:
30. Attitude towards being alone:
31. Attitude towards life:
32. Attitude towards death:
33. Attitude towards sex:
34. Attitude towards love:
35. Attitude towards marriage:
36. Attitude towards love at first sight:
37. What it takes to make them hate:
38. What it takes to make them love:
39. Types of people they like:
40. Types of people they don’t like:
41. Friendliness towards new acquaintances:
42. Friendliness towards old acquaintances:
43. What it takes for them to be open with someone:
44. What it takes for them to trust someone:
45. Sarcasm level:
46. Humour level:
47. Jealousy level:
48. Generosity/ Selfishness level:
49. What they want most:
50. How they plan to get what they want:
51. What they want least:
52. How they plan to avoid what they least want:
53. What they fear most:
54. How they deal with their fear:
55. What they fear least:
56. How they came to not fear it:
57. Reason for life:
58. Religion/faith:
59. Reason for religion/faith:
60. Intensity with religion/faith:
61. Morality level (Okay or not okay? Are their exceptions to the rule?)
◦ Murder:
◦ Stealing:
◦ Disobedience:
◦ Lust:
◦ Greed:
◦ Hatred:
◦ Violence:
◦ Lying:
◦ Manipulation:
◦ Other ________:
62. What it takes for them to break the rules:
63. What it takes for them to go against their morality:
64. What it takes for them to go against their parents/family:
65. What it takes for them to go against the established law/government:
66. What it takes for them to go against popular society:
67. What it takes for them to go against their close friends:
68. The person most important to them:
69. The person least important to them:
70. The person they look up to most:
71. The person the least want to be like:
72. How they treat animals:
73. What it takes to put them in a bad mood:
74. What it takes to put them in a good mood:
75. What it takes to make them mad:
76. What motivates them:
77. Their main goal:
78. What they see as success:
79. Pessimistic or Optimistic:
80. Most irritating thing:
81. Spontaneous or planned:
82. Prejudices:
83. What offends them most:
84. The worst thing someone could do:
85. The worst situation someone could be in:
86. Ability to kill:
87. Ability to injure (How seriously and under what circumstances?):
88. Ability to knowingly do wrong:
89. What they are willing to die for:
90. What they would never ever do:
91. How they act when stressed:
92. Claustrophobic or not:
93. Honesty with themselves:
94. Honesty with others:
95. Are they artistic, mathematical, scientific, linguistic, musical…etc:
96. Hobbies:
97. Best natural skills:
98. Best trained skills:
99. How others would describe them:
100. Maturity level:
101. Risk tolerance:
102. Speaking style:
103. Social skills:
104. What it takes to make them cry:
Favourites:
1. Food:
2. Drink:
3. Activity:
4. Game:
5. Song:
6. Artist:
7. Album:
8. Genre of music:
9. Books:
10. Animal:
11. Colour:
12. Season:
13. Media:
14. Entertainment:
15. Holiday:
16. Weather:
17. Clothing:
18. Place:
19. Possession:
20. Place to shop:
21. Way to spend their free time:
22. Other: __________:
Family, Friends, Lovers and Others:
1. Father:
2. Mother:
3. Brother(s):
4. Sisters(s):
5. Aunt(s):
6. Uncles():
7. Cousin(s):
8. Niece(s)/Nephew(s):
9. Grandmother(s):
10. Grandfather(s):
11. Other family members ________:
12. Relationship with parents:
13. Relationship with siblings:
14. Relationship with extended family:
15. Relationship with grandparents:
16. Close friends:
• Length of friendship:
• Type of friendship (easygoing, deep…etc):
17. Who they trust most:
18. Who they trust least:
19. Type of friend they are to others:
20. Type of friends they want:
21. How many lovers they’ve had (include names):
22. How/why previous relationships ended:
23. What they look for in a relationship:
24. How much commitment they want (to have and to give):
25. How long they want to know someone before entering a relationship:
26. Are they searching for love?:
27. Mentor (if applicable):
28. Boss/leader:
29. Neighbours (Personalities? Relationship with character?):
Past:
1. Birthplace:
2. Birth-date:
3. Brief childhood description:
4. Brief teen years description:
5. If and when they rebelled:
6. Best childhood friend:
7. Best childhood memory:
8. Worst childhood memory:
9. Childhood regrets:
10. How they see their childhood self:
11. The kind of child they were:
12. Atmosphere of home:
13. How they were treated as a child:
14. Education (with who, about what, where):
15. How they felt about their education:
16. How they did in their education:
17. Who they looked up to:
18. What they wanted to be:
19. Favourite activities:
20. Most embarrassing moment:
21. Most accomplished moment:
22. Worst disobedience:
23. How they were punished by parents:
24. How their past shaped their future:
25. Significant events in their life:
26. Extensive studies:
27. Dream for their future:
28. If they could change anything, it would be:
29. Chores/work:
30. How much attention they received (Spoiled? Ignored?):
31. How quickly they matured:
32. When they had their growth spurts:
33. When they stopped growing:
34. The period when they grew the most in maturity:
35. The biggest thing they took from growing up:
36: Superstitions:

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