#adhd women
I feel like if you solve one issue you fall into another. You either crave people too much or you are reclusive. You’re either manically happy or depressed. You are either a fitness freak or a slob. What is the ideal life? Where is that line that tells us what’s balanced? What is the indicator of it?
Why does it always feel like I’m chasing the people in my life? Am I doing too much? Or are they not doing enough?
When I’m annoyed and people try to console me I feel annoyed and tell them I wish they’d rather not. But if they listen soon I start to feel like no one cares about me and feel lonely.
Anybody else feel me? Tell me I’m not the only one being weird like this.
Perks of having a “out of sight, out of mind” brain is you can mute, block, ignore, cut off anyone who’s pissing you off and your brain’s gonna be like “yay im happy now :) ”
You ever notice how people use the excuse of “that’s just how they are” for shitty and toxic behaviour but never for people who are introverts, ND or just doing something harmless. Then it’s “change them, "fix” them".
Something little made me spiral and sent me into meltdown so now im listening to music and drawing to help me calm down. What do u do to calm yourself out of a meltdown?
That adhd(?) feel when instead of reading long text like a normal human your eyes decide to skip across sentences and read whatever it wants like the uncontrollable heathens they are and you take 3000000000x longer to read something because every few words you gotta force yourself to go back to actually read the sentence in chronological order. In fact, I’m convinced the reading lever in my brain is set to “best stuff first” and if anyone knows how to turn it off that’d be great
Wow this is me
