#am i autistic

I just discovered I’m probably autistic…

I was excited to find out actually, it felt like for the first time in my life I was starting to make sense to myself.

But no one, not even loved ones, are taking me seriously. I’m heart broken. Am I just so good at masking that they don’t see it or am I just delusional?

I’ve scored really high on all the tests I’ve taken, yes, even medically approved ones. I feel like it’s explained so much about myself that I had previously just wrote off as me being really weird or traumatized from a rough childhood.

I don’t know what to do, because of those who know me best don’t even beleive me, what is even the purpose in furthing my exploration of it?