Due to my past sexual sins of incessant masturbation and having sex with women instead of waiting for my wife to arrive, I know I now only deserve permanent chastity and denial. I am not worthy or deserving of sexual stimulation or pleasure of any kind. I definitely do not deserve to feel my Goddess’s tight wet silky pussy on her inadequate cock.
I know I only deserve chastity and denial. I used to masturbate incessantly and have sex with women when I should have been waiting for my wife. Now I only receive denial. I do not deserve her Goddess pussy.
I am. Left to my own will and devices, I self destruct. I NEED to be owned and controlled. I’m so thankful for my Goddess and her leadership and control. She’s made me a better man.
I consider my chastity cage and collar both to symbolize my Goddess’s ownership over me. They are symbols of my slave status and commitment and faithful devotion to her and her alone.
I like to hold my cum for my Goddess. It’s her cum and she likes it in her balls, though on the rare occasions she allows an emission, it goes down my throat.
The slave’s job is to obey and please the pussy that owns and controls him. Chastity and denial keep him always eager and willing to do this. Orgasms are not for the slave. They all belong to the owner.
This is true. I gave my cock to my Goddess and allowed her to lock it up so she would have complete control over me and my pleasure as a symbol of my devotion and submission to her authority. My reward from her is denial which keeps me horny and desperate which keeps me always eager to pleasure her. I’ve learned to glean my pleasure from her pleasure and orgasms.
I love being dominated and used like this. When she rides my face, I am nothing more than a toy for her pleasure. It shows who’s in charge and who’s pleasure matters.
Every time. No exceptions. My Goddess allowing an emission is rare. An orgasm, even more rare, but if cum comes out of her cock, I know I am required to swallow every drop.
I hear people ask what’s in it for a submissive or slave? The benefits for the Domme are apparent. Control and power. You get someone who’s dedicated and committed to your pleasure and happiness. But what’s in it for the submissive? How does being controlled, used, abused, and denied benefit him? Allow me to give you my response.
I can only speak from my own personal experience, but I’d be willing to bet that it mirrors many other submissive’s experiences. I’m a natural submissive and I’ve known it since childhood. When I first entered the workforce out of high school I landed a job with zero structure and accountability. It was maddening for me. It is as chaos, and I didn’t do well there. I learned that I needed structure. I needed rules and polices to give me guidance, and I needed firm management to keep me on task. I eventually found a job that offered this, and I thrived. Structure and guidance is very important to me.
Left to my own devices free will, I make poor decisions and get myself in trouble. This is why I need a strong, firm woman in my life who can take control and implement rules to give me the structure and guidance I need. When my wife and I reconnected in 2019, I was a drug addict, active alcoholic, and pornography addict. As soon as I recognized she could be the one, I offered to submit to her. I saw in her, that she could be the one to help lead me into being a better man and Christian. We married in October of 2020, and under her leadership and authority, I’m in recovery with drugs and alcohol and no longer watch or view pornography, and even rarely check out other women.
I believe true submissives and slaves recognize they do better with structure, guidance, and discipline. We know that if we want to be the best men we can be, we need a dominant, firm, strong willed, and intelligent woman to lead and guide us, and that’s what’s in it for a submissive or slave. Being a better man.
