I LOVE it when my King tells me how long it’s been since HE last came. Nothing is more empowering, which is such a turn-on, than to have your man desperate and hoping to cum, and he waits for you to say yes or no. Nothing exercises that power better than saying no, of course. SUCH a turn-on for me, oh my GOD! Too bad for him it turns me on so much to not let him cum… he misses out on so much pleasure for no fucking reason other than I like it. I LOVE IT!

Locktober 06, 2017

If present me would have time traveled to past me from four years ago, and told me that I would have sex with my wife three times in a row, only those three times would only consist of me on my knees in the floor between her legs giving her orgasms and would end after she was done, I would have called present me crazy. But here we are.

I found myself naked, kneeling down between her legs again last night. She is getting more aggressive and selfish with what she wants, and I love it! At one point, I thought she was done, as she had orgasmed, but one was not enough evidently, as she grabbed my head and forced me back down. I was straining so hard from this. I love it when she takes control and becomes a rough boss.

When she was finally done, I kissed her shoulder, her hip, and then her ass. She gently stroked me through my cage and said “Happy Locktober. Good night.”

I thanked her for being a wonderful generous queen this morning. I feel so gracious and thankful for her allowing me to pleasure her with my tongue, three times in a row.

Locktober 2017 Pregame Show

I asked My Love if I could make two requests for Locktober this year. She replied “You can request anything you want, doesn’t mean you’ll get it.”

My first request was to not have an orgasm before the first. I only want to be unlocked for a little bit to stretch out before the lockdown. I’m in a really good spot right now and do not want a reset before the month starts. It’s been 24 days since my last orgasm, and I’m in that euphoric period where I’m constantly aching and dripping, and she is 100% first.

She replied that is a reasonable request.

My second request was for her to try and break me. Be the cruelest, bossiest, biggest tease she’s ever been. She said she would see what she could do, but October is a bad month for her at work. They are short one person and she’s really upset about it. I told her to not worry, I will make her home life as stress free as possible. We make our own rules, and if it makes more sense, we can extend Locktober into NOvember if need be. I am committed to both of us having an awesome month, including and excluding chastity.

By Halloween, it will be 57 days without an orgasm. That might be the longest I’ve ever gone. I’m excited yet scared, mostly excited though!

Days Locked - 12

Days since Last Orgasm - 28

# Of My Love’s Orgasms During This Lockup - 2

Total # Of Ruined Orgasms - 2

My Love Total Orgasms for the year - 41

My Total Orgasms for the year - 8

Total spankings for the year - 5

Only 12 days locked, but almost a month with no orgasm.  My balls are full and I’m constantly dripping.  My Love said last night that she will need an orgasm tonight to calm her nerves through Harvey.  She made no mention of calming my nerves though. 

I have been given my 2nd orgasm for the year!  Huzzah! 

Random thought for the day.

It’s been close to two years since my wife has let my (her) cock fuck her ass.

It’s been about a year and a month since my wife has put my (her) cock in her mouth.

It’s been 4 months since my wife has let my (her) cock fuck her pussy.

It’s been about 2 months since she has touched my (her) cock.

I think I have been trained to only serve with my tongue.

Days Locked - Currently Unlocked

Days since Last Orgasm - 103

# Of My Love’s Orgasms During This Lockup - 4

Total # Of Ruined Orgasms - 3

My Love Total Orgasms for the year - 55

My Total Orgasms for the year - 10

Total spankings for the year - 6

Over one hundred days without an orgasm.  That is freaking insane!  I’m starting to wonder if that orgasm I had back in August is my last orgasm for the year.

flustersluts:

ok ok i am feeling Mean and thinking abt telling subs that they have to stop edging once you finish getting off,,, softly reminding them that good sluts don’t cum, right?? and that they were only getting off for your pleasure anyway so it’s okay, there’d be no need once you’re all done !! and watching them get soo aroused and desperate as they realise that they might have to stop at any time & that every needy pleading message they send to turn you on brings u closer and closer to stopping their pleasure for the night

My addiction to finding men to chat with that will make me feel feminine is out of control. I’ve been logging on to chat more and more while at work and staying up late into the night.to get my fix. I find I’m often depressed when I’m not virtually fucking someone. I should stop but I can’t. I crave it so much!

It’s Locktober and I decided to not cum as long as I can this month. I know I’ll fail because at some point I’ll have to have sex with my wife, but at least I can avoid cumming from touching myself and I won’t enjoy it when I do cum. Not cumming is great but I often wonder if I should just orgasm daily or more to try and break my addiction. It sounds almost counter intuitive but I think it could actually help.

Anyway, so far so good. It’s eleven days into October but It’s actually been three weeks since my last orgasm. I’ve had some steamy chats that make me want to burst but I’ve held back. I think the only person who could make me want to break my streak right now would be Devonbut I haven’t talked with him in a long time.