I am. Left to my own will and devices, I self destruct. I NEED to be owned and controlled. I’m so thankful for my Goddess and her leadership and control. She’s made me a better man.
I consider my chastity cage and collar both to symbolize my Goddess’s ownership over me. They are symbols of my slave status and commitment and faithful devotion to her and her alone.
I like to hold my cum for my Goddess. It’s her cum and she likes it in her balls, though on the rare occasions she allows an emission, it goes down my throat.
The slave’s job is to obey and please the pussy that owns and controls him. Chastity and denial keep him always eager and willing to do this. Orgasms are not for the slave. They all belong to the owner.
This is why chastity is critical to all female led relationships. It keeps the submissive or slave’s focus and energy on pleasing and pleasuring His Domme. It keeps him submissive and obedient.
This is coming soon for me. While I have used a dildo before, it was very small, under an inch in width. My Goddess is ready to peg me with a proper faux cock. I ordered a cock that is the same width as the plug she makes me wear sometimes, which really hurts going in and out, so I’m a bit nervous to be fucked by something that size. Hopefully the pain will quickly fade and turn to pleasure.
My response to my Goddess would be “yes Goddess, of course Goddess”, as I lower my face between her legs. When she’s in need of pleasure, it’s my duty, honor, and privilege to give it to her.
I used to steal used panties from the laundry in my apartment building. I’ve even bought used panties online. I love the scent! Now, I’m required to ask permission to smell my Goddess wife’s used panties, but she always says yes.
This is now my reality. Last time my Goddess allowed me to enter her, I came immediately. I didn’t even get to thrust. I am completely ruined for pleasuring a woman with my cock. I cannot last, I cannot fuck hard and long.
A word from my Goddess compels my obedience. If she demands a foot massage, she immediately gets a foot massage. If she demands a foot worship, I will suck on her toes and lavish her feet with my slave mouth.
I don’t think my Goddess realized how much she would enjoy it either. My Goddess was a good girl. A virgin up until our engagement. She had zero experience in the D/s lifestyle. She went along to appease me, but she quickly learned she was into it as well. At first she felt bad keeping me denied, but now she barely even thinks about it and enjoys receiving all the pleasure.
Definitely not. My Goddess forbids it. She’s assured me I will never again wrap my hand around my hard cock. I’m not even allowed to touch the cage. There are exceptions. When I remove or install the cage, I am allowed to touch it, and when I need to adjust the cage due to discomfort. Other than that, I know my hands don’t belong anywhere near her property.
