#blog me weekly

July 18, 2019

Hey, I know it’s been 2 year but I’m back and somewhat better. I’m not with my toxic ex anymore so hey that’s a plus. Hmm what else? Oh! I have a new boyfriend. Yeah, but he bores me. Plus he’s into some girl we went to school with. He’s OBSESSED with her. When I first met him all he did was talk about her and how beautiful she is. I’d have to admit she is beautiful but she’s not my type. But my boyfriend is in love with her.

Speaking of in love, my boyfriend has a friend. I’m kinda into him. And by kinda I mean I’m CAPTIVATED by him. After I met him something in my gut told me I was with the wrong friend. Ha! How crazy is that? This friend and I have so much in common. It’s like we are on the same mindwave. When I met him I had this connection with him that I can’t exactly explain. Lol but we we’re also high, and starred at each other for what felt like an hour. (maybe it was just 3 to 5 minutes) Anywho, we would..(we as in my boyfriend and I).. go out to the bars and we would invite him. He once touched my butt once. Not going to lie I kinda LOVED it even if it was an honest mistake.

I can’t get him out of my head and I don’t know why! I need to figure out what to do.