I was being hit with a metal rod and started to beg no more please then DP said, “but don’t you want to be pretty baby” & I took so many more hits. @p0stdaddy
KICKS AND WEAVES INTO THE ROOM this is a commission i finished a little while ago of the Haruspex and the Bachelor from Pathologic after an extremely bad no good horrible week. i did some cool lineart stuff for it that im super proud of and will probably be doing more of in the future!
I feel like my anxiety has been through the roof lately. I’m not sure if this post has a point but I feel like writing about it could help me feel better. I’ve been feeling so numb and so overwhelmed at the same time. Sleeping is rare. I’ve started cutting again, just to feel something. My meds are definitely helping, but I think this is to do with my situation, which is personal but hopefully it’ll work out soon. Am I the only one that likes to bruise themselves? I like to cut in the shower and sit there while the blood puddle grows. I think it’s beautiful. I’m a mess, I know.
