#but first

in 10th grade i had the cruelest, scariest boyfriend. he left me for a middle schooler. she was incredibly sweet and i lost track of her but today, i found her instagram and she is so happy. she has a new boyfriend who is gentle and kind and her age. and i have a girlfriend who is gentle and kind and my age and we are celebrating our fourth anniversary soon. we have a cat together. i make blankets to keep us warm in our apartment.

i am so filled with joy for this girl. this world is so much better than i could’ve imagined when i was 16. if she ever comes across this, i hope she knows that i care about her and i’m sending her light and love from far away.

we healed, sister. separately but together.

yongtxt:

summary: tumble was an anonymous dating app you were coerced into creating an account in by your friends who were quite sick of your lovesick woes. infamous for its questionable users, never would you have guessed that on it would you match with the cute regular in your coffee shop.

warnings: i anonymously matched with someone i see everyday au / photogapher!jaemin x barista!reader / crude humor/language from the dreamies

genre: romance, comedy, (heavy) crack

author’s note: needed a creative outlet so i figured why shouldn’t i just crack open this account again and make an smau like i used to (and honestly it’s about time i made an smau with the dreamies) / release date is still undecided so message me if you’d like to be part of the taglist to get notified when i post :D

profiles - one - two - three - four - five - six - seven - eight - nine - ten - eleven - twelve - thirteen - fourteen - fifteen - epilogue - bonus

going to sleep later two days in a row really cemented how much i need 9 hours of sleep every night lol, i feel like shit. this is adulthood 

Percival Fredrickstein von Musel Klossowski de Rolo III my beloved