#christian yu

Christian Yu. (Ex C-Clown member)

Word Count: 761

Crew: Dream Perfect Regime

Genre: Angst, fluff…?

A/N: Imma be honest with you guys. I HAVE NO FLIPPING CLUE WHERE THIS CAME FROM. I was bored and I had feels for this man aND BOOM, this happened.

Christian was the definition of perfection. He was kind, sweet, respectful, funny, adventurous, and sexy. Anything you could ask for in a man. Everyone him loved him, praised him for his incredible editing and directing skills. Praised him for his extremely good looks. For his dancing. And his breath taking smile that could make anything and anyone around melt. He had everything anyone hoped to have, everything anyone would kill to have.

Except

He wanted none of it.

People just seemed to forget the he was human as well, he had a breaking point just like any normal human being had. But what no one knew, was that he had reached that braking point months ago. He was sick and tired of everything and everyone. He dueled on himself, all the stress he revises through every knew project DPR sends his way. He wants it gone as quickly as possible. Only way for this to leave his body completely, or temporary, to be specific. Everything would vanish with just a lighter and a small, but long blunt that he kept hidden his room. Inhaling it was like heaven to him, the small side effects taking him to places were all he felt was happiness. Taking him to his hometown when he was young, stress free. Oh how he longed to feel happy like he used to. He was insecure for sure. A filling that was once foreign to him. The thought itself made Christian chuckle slightly, but pain was still evident.

His painful thoughts that were fading away into a peaceful paradise was quickly interrupted as the front door of his apartment complex opened and shut. Knowing exactly who it was, he stayed in his position, not daring to move as the person he had been craving to see was standing right in front of him. Her eyes still sparkling in the dimed light room. He turned his gaze away for a little and looked around the room, Slowly moving the blunt to his lips. But before he could inhale it, it was softly ripped away from him, with such gentleness that made him close his eyes with a sigh.

“Stop” She whispered softly, and in such a gentle manner that made him crave her more. The mere whisper sending shivers down his spine as she slowly went behind him, running her hand through his tensed shoulders kissing his earlobe softly.

“She cares” Is all he could think of.

“Why” He manages to spit out in a raspy voice. Closing his eyes in bliss as he felt her message his shoulders slightly, peppering his neck with loving kisses. She could take him places way better then the little blunt could take him. She understood him. She cared and loved him with so much sincerity. Something he has been longing for, for such a long time. He got up from his chair, wrapping his arms around her waist and connecting their foreheads together.

“Because I love you.”

That was all it took before he broke down in her arms. Painful sobs left his shaking body as he let her cradle him like child. She kissed his forehead in comfort as she moved them both to the large bed. Wrapping her legs around his torso as he cuddled his face into the crook of her neck, wetting her neck and white T-shirt. None of the really cared much for it.

After a few minutes of him crying, he stopped completely. Soft breathing was the only thing that could be heard as he played with the neckless she had on. Kissing her collarbone a few times her fingers were softly massaging his scalp before looking up at her, with loving, yet sad eyes. All the pain he felt always seemed to wash away whenever she was near him. It was an affect she always had on him, from the moment they first met. He was about to open his mouth to talk to her, but was interrupted by her phone ringing in her pocket. He grabbed it and sighs while forcing a small smile to her.

“I-it’s your fiancé” He coughs out, starting to get up from his position on top of her, until he felt a tug on his muscular hand.

“I love you” She whispered while shutting her phone of and connecting both their lips together.

They both new they were in the wrong, but they could help it. They both held so much pain in their hearts and the only medicine that could help them recover was each other.

Kiki~

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Here’s a photo dump of Christian (I didn’t get many clear photos of him) since I know y’all love him so much

I didn’t cry but I DID yell “I DO” when he said “idk if i remember the words” (when talking about Till I Die) and apparently everyone heard ‍♀️

wanted to share these cuz he’s pretty

am late but for dprian

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