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When you just had a procedure and that medication is still working! #lol #sickie #chronicdiseaseht

When you just had a procedure and that medication is still working! #lol #sickie #chronicdisease
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Can’t really get in a 4th of July mood when people are in detention centers mirroring concentration

Can’t really get in a 4th of July mood when people are in detention centers mirroring concentration camps.
however yesterday I cut my hair. This weekend I’ll be bleaching and dying it purple most likely. My hair started getting really weak and falling out as a consequence of one of my medications. #chronicillness #chronicdisease #mypancreassucks #cancersucks
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When your knee braces become apart of your aesthetic. I went to a clinic months ago for pain in my k

When your knee braces become apart of your aesthetic. I went to a clinic months ago for pain in my knees and left arm. The doctor recommended therapy, but my insurance denied me. I’ve lost more weight so the original leg braces don’t fit lol. Also apparently I was given the wrong diagnosis for my arm and the wrong brace which is why it wasn’t helping. Anyway I knew I was going to have my knees looked at along with my abdomen. So I wore a crop top with a skirt so it would be easy for the doctor see my abdomen and knees. Anyway I look cool. #sailormoon #lunasailormoon #purple #fashion #geekfashion #kneebraces #wedgesandals #hats #naturalhair #trenchcoat #chronicillness #chronicdisease #idontlooksick
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I was cute yesterday. My littlest one wanted to pose with me today. Most of the time when I go out I

I was cute yesterday. My littlest one wanted to pose with me today. Most of the time when I go out Its to a doctors appointment. So lol hellokitty #torridfashion #hellokittyskirt #croptop #biggirlinacroptop #hats #captainamerica #platformsandals #chronicillness #chronicdisease #toddlerfashion
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MEET AS FACE Bijillian Dean MacKinnon and her beautiful son! Here is her story:My story needs some

MEET AS FACE Bijillian Dean MacKinnon and her beautiful son!

Here is her story:

My story needs some back-story. Approximately six years ago, I was physically attacked leaving me bruised, my arm dislocated, my nose broken, my neck black and blue and chunks of my hair pulled out. I was tortured and beaten for hours and almost strangled to death. When I had finally given up, I saw my late grandmother standing in the doorway and I got the strength to fight back and run into a room where I barricaded myself in and called 911. I survived that trauma physically, but mentally I was worse for wear. That incident led to a PTSD roller-coaster that turned my life upside down. Not to mention the stress of testifying in court (he was found guilty), changing my identity, changing jobs, apartments, etc.. Being a very positive person, however, I tried to turn it into a positive. I started writing a blog documenting my fight against PTSD. My dad was sick at the time so I joined Team in Training to run marathons and to raise funds against blood diseases. Eventually I was bungee-jumping for fun and completing triathlons in Hawaii. I felt like I was finally healthy. On top of that, I finally figured out what I wanted to do with my life and that was work with children. So I became a nanny and traveled to Sweden with a family. That led to a job at an elementary school where I also met the man of my dreams. We got together and we were quickly married with a baby. Life was, for the first time, perfect! Eleven weeks after I gave birth to our son, I ran a half marathon with my mom in Niagra Falls. A few weeks after that, my husband and I took our baby on a vacation to Prince Edward Island. Within a few weeks I dropped from my pre-baby weight down an additional twenty pounds. I started losing my hair in clumps. I couldn’t stand up right. I couldn’t run far. I had excruciating pain in my chest and in my spine and jaw. I was dizzy, fatigued and depressed. I was very short-tempered too. I couldn’t understand what was happening to me. Why I went from running a half marathon to being unable to lift my son out of his crib. We cut our vacation short so that I could see my doctor. I was sent to many specialists but it did not take long for my diagnosis to be made. A.S. To be honest, I didn’t know it existed until I was diagnosed with it six very long months ago. My first thought upon hearing the diagnosis was, ‘Arthritis? Am I not too young to have arthritis?’ My first emotional reaction was, ‘Thank God it’s not cancer.’ And that is everybody’s reaction to A.S. and a quick snapshot of how entirely lacking we are in terms of societal awareness of this disease. A.S. and all spondyloarthropathies are chronic and incurable. Often the medication used to quote on quote ‘treat’ this disease leave a patient worse off than before. I am not a doom and gloom kind of person either. I am actually the opposite. I have the kind of mental survival instinct that makes me capable of turning any horrible incident into a meant-to-be reasoning. It is basically my super power. Look at A.S.. Sure I went from doing triathlons, raising funds to fight cancer, running marathons, bungee-jumping and sky-diving to unable to work even part-time, unable to open my baby’s bottle, unable to lift my baby out of the crib, etc.. I am in constant pain and agony. My weight is a battle to keep meat on my bones. My hair falls out. I am anemic, hypoglycemic, thrombocytopenic, neutropenic and I can barely run 5 kilometres now. But I can turn this into a gift. Perhaps I would have been working too much and running too much to enjoy my baby’s first year of life? A.S. forced me to stay home and enjoy every second with my son and our dog. I may go a little stir-crazy sometimes, but if it were not for this disease, I would have missed a lot. Your whole life changes and so does your identity. Even the little things change. I fight everyday to keep any sense of pride when I can’t turn a doorknob or open a can of beans. I try to cover my black circles and dress up my muscle-less body to make it look buffer. I try to pretend that I am ok with the fact that after a lifetime of looking for what I wanted to do in life, I finally found it. I wanted to work with children. And for 2 and a half years I enjoyed every second. It’s not a job when you love what you’re doing right? A.S. took that away from me. My other passion in life was working as a coach and volunteering as one to raise funds to fight cancer. I was starting up my own fitness business. I’m trying to fight back, but so far A.S. has stolen that too. My goal now is to take the mental determination I possess and fight this disease by spreading awareness and educating those around me on what it is like so that maybe one day it will be a curable disease. And to make my son my passion and my reason to keep fighting. 


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I want to start off by acknowledging how fortunate I am. On top of being in a good place financially, I also have top notch insurance.

But I’d like to tell you a story about how that doesn’t make one shit of a difference in today’s America.

I have a chronic illness (rheumatoid arthritis), and coupled with the asthma I’ve had since childhood, this pair makes getting a cold or the flu a combination of pretty fucking terrible and terrifying. There are times when I’m sick that I worry at any given moment I suddenly won’t be able to breathe. Everywhere I’ve ever lived, the first thing I do is map out hospitals that take my insurance in case I have to rush there for emergency breathing treatments. Sometimes I wake up at 3am with a heavy, congested chest and wonder if I need to wake up my boyfriend to drive me to the emergency room.

Because of these issues, I applied for a nebulizer from my insurance company. A nebulizer is a heavy-duty air compressing unit for asthmatics that delivers an intense dose of medication. From the age of 7 to 24, I used one of these units. I used it so much that I wore out the motor. Getting this nebulizer cut my emergency room visits in half. It was a godsend for my family.

When I was diagnosed with RA, I applied for another unit. I was getting sick all the time due to my compromised immune system, and I wanted to have a nebulizer on hand in case an issue with my asthma arose. Since the age of 28, I’ve applied for a nebulizer 4 times. I have not once been able to get it approved.

Last year, I tried one more time. Why not?! I had brand new insurance! And happily, I managed to get the medicine that goes inside the nebulizer approved! A box of 150 doses of albuterol shipped to my house the same day I got a notice that the nebulizer had NOT been approved.

What. The. Ever. Loving. Fuck.

Why? I have a history of asthma. I have autoimmune. I have 150 vials of albuterol sitting on my front fucking porch! Why?!

The explanation I received was that it wasn’t deemed critical because I could receive a nebulizer treatment at a nearby EMERGENCY ROOM. An emergency room nebulizer treatment would cost me upwards of $300; an at-home nebulizer treatment would cost me 10¢.

Today, I’m sitting here with in the midst of a terrible flu, having finally broken through a 100° fever, and I found myself wondering if I should go to the emergency room for a nebulizer treatment because I’m having trouble breathing. And then, in a desperate daze, I find myself cleaning out my old essential oil diffuser and filling it with liquid albuterol doses and saline solution and sitting in the mist it’s spewing out while I do deep meditation breaths and try to inhale this weird patch of medication provided by a discount Amazon product because the insurance I PAY FOR won’t approve a life-saving machine I need.

This is part of why I care about socialized medicine more than anything else. The number one cause of bankruptcy in America is a bad medical diagnosis. But like I said, I’m fortunate. Unfortunately diagnosed, but fortunate. In a state of frustration and anger, I spent the rest of evening searching for a nebulizer, which I just paid for out of pocket - no problem. But that’s me.

But sure, tell me more about how we need tax cuts for the rich.

If you would like to hear my diagnosis story, please watch my video, but allow me to give you a brief explanation as to why I am trying to raise money. I have been diagnosed with Ehlers Danlos Syndrome, Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome, chronic migraines, sleep apnea, Raynaud’s, chronic fatigue, and chronic pain, along with a yet to be fully diagnosed GI problem (basically I can’t eat anything without severe pain, bloating, and running to the bathroom every 10 minutes.) 

My mom has been doing everything she can to take care of me, but the unpaid bills are piling up, and I am now needing a power assisted wheelchair, a new set of ring splints, and I am trying to get a service dog for mobility assistance and medical alert. Being that we are already in debt from medical bills, our only option is to try crowdfunding.

I would greatly appreciate it if you would share my story.  I am trying my hardest to keep fighting this condition, but I need some help to get some very important aids that will greatly improve my quality of life, and my ability to participate in life again. 

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Have you ever felt guilty for not talking about your diabetes with your loved ones?

Have you ever felt like they just wouldn’t understand if you talked about it?


You should talk about it anyway.

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