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Summary of Finder - Innocent Eyes - Chapter 6
The chapter starts with the mansion of Simon exploding. We find Simon in a car having a phone call with a certain man in a wheelchair - which turns out to be Aaron :D
Simon complains about Akihito almost dying in the attack on the mansion, to which Aaron retorts that he had wanted Akihito to die all along, that he never expected him to be able to kill Asami and that he was only supposed to be bait.Simon then calls their collaboration (whatever it might have been exactly) off because he sees very much potential in Akihito as his little experiment and does not want him discarded for nothing.Aaron is not too happy and swears to himself, that he’ll then get rid of Asami in his own way.Simon, on the other hand, is with Sudou in his car, who is still traumatized. Simon calls Sudou his “trump card”.
Over to Hong Kong, where we find Fei Long with a bouquet of flowers visiting a vast penthouse. He is welcomed by Kirishima, who takes him to Asami. Asami looks very disheveled and has some scratches on his cheek. He tells Fei Long and Kirishima that Akihito is very aggressive.Fei Long asks if he may go in alone, and Asami is fine with that.
Fei Long finds Akihito gagged and handcuffed. He loosens his gag and Akihito asks him to get him out of there. They speak for a short while, with Akihito trying to figure out who Fei Long is, with Fei Long telling Akihito that he will be the one to kill Asami (yeah :D) and that he wants Akihito to get well and remember him.
Akihito asks him who Fei Long is and Fei Long retorts that he may be someone who is in love with Akihito (he uses ’aishiteru’ which is strongly hinting towards romantic love). He says that when the door is already open and Asami sits only steps away.Thus, Asami must have heard it but obviously things not too much about it (I guess that at least since the end of the video all Asami understands that Fei Long loves Akihito but will never interfere with the two of them).
Fei Long and Asami talk for a while. Asami realizes that Akihito only takes HIM to be his enemy, and Fei Long hands him over some test results for Akihito.There have not been done any recent surgeries on him, so whatever has been done to him is either psychological or induced by drugs.
Fei Long offers to get a Doctor to be there at all the time, and Asami is fine with that. Then, Fei Long leaves, wishing Asami good luck with timing the “stray cat”. That seems to give Asami some idea.
He starts to cook for Akihito, leaves the dishes in the room and leaves. After a while, Akihito slowly accepts this. At one time, Akihito tries to trick Asami and attacks him, but Asami dodges him, then pats his hair and tells him that Akihito has to eat if he wants to beat him. Akihito therefore decides to become stronger by eating. Hence, he eats better and more.
After a while, they even sit together on the balcony and Akihito eats in peace while Asami watches.
Akihito starts to wonder where his will to hate and kill Asami is gone to. He takes a shower soon after and collapses. Asami gets the doctor, and they find out that this is the result of the drug withdrawal. They do not know exactly what drug it was, so they can’t take direct counter measurements. They can only wait it out.
Once, Akihito awakes in pain and fantasizes about being attacked and wanting to save Asami. Asami needs to get the meds in, but there’s no other way to make Akihito swallow it than Asami kissing him and getting the drug in that way.By that Akihito is quickly back in his mind, but he clings to Asami, then starts to kiss him and begs him to have sex with him…. so they do :D
Akihito falls asleep in Asami’s arms. He wonders what the warm feeling in his heart is.
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Happy Birthday Fei Long! And happy New Year to everyone who celebrates today!!!
Polaroid PackandBackground both from DeviantArt, with a big ‘THANK YOU!’ to the creators!!
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Repaying the debt
I uploaded one more of my Finder fanfictions to Wattpad ^^
„You kept him company today. I’ll be sure to return this debt someday", Asami had told Fei Long, when he picked up the drunken Akihito from a small, exclusive bar in Hong Kong.
Now is the night to make good on that promise when Fei Long visits Tokyo for a business meeting on his birthday and sits alone in the bar of the Ritz-Carlton.
(In answer to the Pudding Extra - even though it’s entirely non-canon as well ^^. Set somewhen after Volume 5 & ‘Finder no Rakuin’, but before Volume 9, and yes, completely AU, I know! This is just for the joy of writing and imagining.)
AxF, smut, Porn-with-Plot :D
—> https://www.wattpad.com/story/299853185
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Asami “I can tell when I look in their eyes” Ryuichi
- Misjudges Akihito, his actions and feelings constantly. Expected Aki to sit quietly in the van outside the warehouse like a good boy.
- Was played by Sudou, and gave him a second, then a third chance, without Sudou ever changing.
- Underestimated Sudou until the end.
- Thought he had 21-year-old Fei Long under control.
- Completely got fooled by 28-year-old Fei Long when he tried to hide the guy fleeing from Baishe.
- Completely misinterpreted what was driving Fei Long (thought it was sex, when it was love).
- Misjudged what Toh was planning big time.
- Misjudged Yan-Tsui.
- Was sure Yoh would be dead after not leaving the Casino Ship with him
- Has no idea one of his Club-owning business-rivals is one of his Nemeses (Sakazaki).
- Never had any idea, Mikhail was involved in the whole Sudou-situation.
- Doesn’t even manage to figure out when he is caring too much for somebody to still be Mr. Super-Seme or when he falls in love.
No Sir, you obviously can’t tell a god damn thing when you look into their eyes, and probably it’s time you figured that out.
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Sid of Dear Door - is he really betraying Cain?
I decided to make a few posts on Dear Door, on Sid especially. This is the third. The first, which explains who and what Sid actually is, can be found here; the second about his (non-existent) deal with Satan, here.
In this I will just sort out the things that make him seem like he is betraying Cain. In another post I will explain what I think he truly is doing. If I put both into the same post, it would become faaar to long =D
Now, first of all: I can’t read Korean, but use several translation tools for the chapters which are not yet available in English. Thus, part of this is interpretation, yet with the knowledge of what happens until the most recent Korean chapters. I will leave links to support the author at the end.
SPOILERS AHEAD!!!!!!
1.) He tells Cain, when he attacks him, that Satan made him an offer which he could not refuse (riches, power, standing, for Cain’s life).
Cain asks him “WHY?” and the parasites - as you see above - are closely watching Sid. The fact is, the reasons he tells Cain are not what Satan actually promised him. Satan told him, he would get “the one thing” he wanted if he gave Satan everything else for it. But the “one thing” Sid wants is Cain to live safely and with that, Sid will not trust Satan (”Take it all, but I will not trust you with the safety of the King”). What he answers Cain instead of the truth, are more likely the reasons he told the parasitic demons inside him, who would otherwise stop him from his plans if they did not see a gain for themselves.
2.) We have him say that he does not want to die a “meaningless death” in a war that Cain cannot win.
Sid is sure that Cain can not win against Satan. First of all, he thinks Cain is too “good hearted” for that - if you could use this phrase with a demon. Secondly Cain is a part of Satan and Satan is the only one who could suck Cain up - and as long as normal laws rule not the other way around. Yet all that Sid says in the end, is that he does not want to die in that futile war. However, this does not mean that he will not die for Cain. And in fact, in chapter 43 he says “I’ve imagined (…) what it would be like to die by your side. But (…) I couldn’t allow that to happen to you”, meaning he will not let Cain die.
3.) The demons inside him frequently talk about how they want to bring down the King (Cain).
Of course they do. Sid had to make them believe that what he was planning was because he wanted more power, more safety for himself. They do not care if Sid loves somebody, cares for somebody or wants to protect somebody. All those parasites care about is staying alive themselves, and whenever Sid does something that seems threatening to his own well-fare and thereby theirs, they try to interfere.
It’s important to note at this moment, that the only ones, who ever phrase something like “let’s kill/end the King” are those parasites. Never Sid.
4.) Sid steals the compass for “Sneaky-snaky-demon-boy” to find and kill Aaron, the only one he presumes could easily heal Cain from the wound he receives in chapter 1 (the shard). He sends the other medic, who tried to heal Cain and told him about Aaron, into the front line of the next battle where he is missing in action.
He needed Cain hurt by that shard because it slowly drained his Mana and kept him from recuperating easily. I will come back to this in the post about what I think he actually is doing, but at this moment just let me mention that Sid says at some other point, that as long as Cain’s Mana is low, he could hide Cain in the human realm and Satan would never find him.
Also, though Sid gave the compass to the other demon to get rid of Aaron and tried to kill him in the moment, Aaron was telling Cain about the compass, Sid later on never pulls through with killing Aaron, even if he could have done so easily. The reason is that at that point, Aaron being dead or alive is not important for Cain’s safety anymore.
5.) He steals other weapons from Cain’s territory to weaken him.
Yes, he definitely is trying to weaken Cain’s forces for the sole purpose of stopping the war in which Cain will ultimately die if he keeps going. Without weapons and men, Cain will have to retreat for now and will not be able to oppose Satan and his forces in hell. He also had to make Satan think he was indeed working for him.
6.) He seems to be at odds with all of Cain other generals and subordinates.
Sid is not easy to deal with, yes. There are moments in which he is an arrogant bastard and we would probably need a long psychology session to find out why. Jealousy? Fear? Mocking? The need to hide the parasites? Who knows? In the end, Sid has to be as secretive towards those who serve Cain as he has to be towards Cain himself and towards the demons inside him. That means, he couldn’t be a team player, even if he wanted to.
7.) He allowed demons into the human realm and had them attack Cain.
He did so because he needed to weaken Cain, and probably to keep him occupied. But some of those were in fact sent by Satan, not by Sid.
8.) He fights with and almost kills both Cain and Ben.
And yet, he never does kill any of them, even when he has the chance. There are moments where he could have killed Joon, Cain, Aaron, Jin, Ben, Gayle with the flick of a finger, but he didn’t. He always fled the scene and the parasites inside him reprimand him because of it.
In fact, in chapter 70 he leaves Ben alive and tells him to stay by Cain’s said. It makes Ben wonder, why a traitor would ask that of him.
9.) He teams up with Jude, which up till then we don’t know.
Yes … but Jude is not with Satan. Jude is with the angels who in the end happen to safe and help Cain as well.
10.) He teams up with Metatron …
He does, at a moment when he thinks he lost everything and won’t be able to safe Cain anymore. Furthermore, it’s not like he comes with Metatron fully of his own volition. Metatron keeps him locked in several times and meddles with his mind and feelings. He also switched off the demons inside Sid and that honestly must have felt like suddenly finding Paradise.
In the end, when Sid has to decide between Cain and Metatron, he saves Cain from the other.
Tl;dr: Sid is turncoat in many ways. He makes everyone think he works for Satan: To make the parasites work along, to make Satan halt the war and wait for Sid to deliver Cain. He also weakens Cain’s forces so he can not attack Satan in that war he can’t win. But if he had truly turned on Cain, he could have killed him several times. He never did.
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Sid of Dear Door - the deal with Satan he never struck
I decided to make a few posts on Dear Door, on Sid especially. This is the second. The first, which explains who and what Sid actually is, can be found here.
Now, first of all: I can’t read Korean, but use several translation tools for the chapters which are not yet available in English. Thus, part of this is interpretation, yet with the knowledge of what happens until the most recent Korean chapters. I will leave links to support the author at the end.
SPOILERS AHEAD!!!!!!
In chapter 42 we see Sid remember one incident when he was much younger and Satan came to “visit him” in his mind. There is no exact time frame given to when this “meeting” happened, but I am pretty sure that it’s happening at the same time as what we see in chapter 34, where Cain comes home from a battle against the forces of Satan finding a distraught and crying Sid.
Sid in chapter 34 was hurt himself, but much more than for himself, he feared for Cain and his troops, and blamed himself for not being able to help. Around that time I think Satan came to see him. He tells Sid, that he had felt him be so distressed, he could not pass him by. This sounds a lot to me like Sid was already fearing for Cain, and that Satan had been near: So there had been a battle, there had been a peril and Sid had been scared and very upset.
To be able to talk to him, Satan “switches off” the parasitic demons, then he shows Sid what will happen to Cain if he continues fighting against Satan: he will die.
At that point, Sid already fears that Cain can’t win against Satan. The pictures shown to Sid, however, are probably more for effect, because actually Satan will simply be able to suck Cain up. Higher demons feast on same and lower class demons. There are some demons of the same statute as Cain, but he is not of the same statute as Satan. In chapter 21, Cain admits to Joon, that there is only one who can suck him up. That one is Satan.
Cain, in fact, happens to be a part of Satan. At some point, they split and there is a chapter, in which Satan claims that when Cain “broke loose” from him, he took with him anything kind and bright in Satan.
His offer is, that if Sid gave him “anything else”, then Satan will give Sid that one and only thing “he wants”. Sid tells Satan, that he accepts that bargain and Satan leaves. Then Sid says - while the parasites are still out cold - “that Satan may take anything from him, but that he will not trust Satan with the safety of his king.”
Or to put it shortly: Satan can have it all, but not Cain.
To Cain, however, Sid later claims that he indeed struck that deal with Satan - but not because he actually did. Only because the demons inside him are listening. Sid formed a plan, one to safe Cain from Satan for good, but this thing is dangerous. It could lead to his own death if he was found out by either side. So to make the parasites play along he had to give them an explanation. Claiming that he was planning to deliver Cain to Satan, to gain a new standing and safety by that, was probably the best way to make them play along.
With all the things Sid keeps on saying and doing, it is easy to believe, he was actually working with Satan or trying to kill Cain. And this is easily contradicted: If Sid had wanted Cain dead, he could just have left him to die in chapter 3. There were several moments for Sid to kill either Cain, Joon, Aaron, Ben, Gayle, Jin, yet he never did. He came close, but he always fled the scene, he never pulled through. He could have killed but never did.
Tl;dr: Satan offers Sid to take everything Sid does not want but to give him the one thing he wishes for instead. Sid pretends to accept it, but once Satan is gone he says: “You can have anything, but I will not trust you with the safety of the king (Cain).
Now the question obviously is, what indeed is his plan, but that has to get into a new post ;)
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Sid of Dear Door - Who or what is he?
I decided to make a few posts on Dear Door, on Sid especially, and this is the one I will start with.
Now, first of all: I can’t read Korean, but use several translation tools for the chapters which are not yet available in English. Thus, part of this is interpretation, yet with the knowledge of what happens until the most recent Korean chapters. I will leave links to support the author at the end.
SPOILERS AHEAD!!!!!!
Sid was a very low class-demon (there are classes). Though he was not supposed to, he developed some kind of self-awareness and curiosity, and thus wanted to explore the light shining in from above and the noises he kept hearing.
Once he had climbed up there, he was snatched by some higher-class monsters/demons, who wanted to feast on him and tore him apart. Young Cain somehow happened to witness that and stopped them. He gave Sid a new body, some powers and a new life, and named him Sid (or rather ‘Seed’ in Korean).
In general, as a demon to survive, sustain your Mana or gain strength, you need to feast on other demons. This can be lower/smaller ones, but they won’t really satisfy and you’d need a lot. So it better be demons of the same size/stature.
Sid had to do this as well. He had to sustain a “higher-class body and Mana”, but only had the mental strength of a lower-class demon. Therefore, he could not digest the ones he had to feast on. They ended up cluttering inside him, became parasitic and developed some kind of control over him.
Those parasites have a very good idea of what they want - and first of all they want to stay alive. This means, of course, that they want Sid to stay alive.
However, it does not mean, that they want what is best for Sid or what Sid wishes for. They do not care about what is best for Sid, about how he feels or what he wants. Rather they have him unfeeling at all, because like that it is easiest for them to know what’s going on and what he’s doing next. Because of this, Sid often has to lie about his true plans (see below).
Furthermore, they fear of Sid having to feast on more demons for his strength, because they know they will also just end up inside him and that it’s getting “too full” in there.
Sid is in a constant struggle against them now. He wants to get rid of them but does not know how. He wants to quiet them down, but this is a trick he is still trying to learn and whenever he accomplishes it, it won’t last long and takes a lot of his strength.
They threaten to take control over him and seem to actually have the ability to do so. They talk to him constantly; try to influence him and think he is behaving more and more suspiciously. This is a bit like Sid was being schizophrenic, only that his true self is always aware of what is happening all the time and is trying to maintain control.
He can’t let those demons inside him know what he really is planning for Cain or what he feels about Jin because they will stop him, work against him or take control fully.
Tl;dr:Sid got his body from Cain and had to feast on other demons to remain alive. Those ended up as parasites in his body who try to control him. He has to lie to them (and thereby others) to conceal from them what he truly is planning, as they will try to stop him, otherwise.
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The Innocent - A Finder Fanfiction
I’m adding a revised version of my fanfiction to Wattpad one by one.
https://www.wattpad.com/myworks/297026388
Some weeks after the warehouse fight in Macao Akihito is stolen from the hospital and finds himself in enemy hands … but what to do with him? One man has some little cruel idea to get his payback from Asami.
It leads to a knife held up high, ready to strike, in the hands of Akihito. His words “Bye bye Asami-san” ring through the Warsaw hotel room less like a threat, more like they were a weapon themselves.
With a single strike Asami can save himself… but how to save the one he loves? How to bring Akihito back? Also, who is behind all that mystery, who is the real enemy and how far will Asami go to finally have what he craves: A future with Akihito safely at his side?
This story starts after “Innocent Eyes” chapter 1.
—– SPOILER WARNING: for the “Innocent Eyes”-arc
—– TRIGGER WARNING: for violence, torture, abuse, past child abuse, involuntary drug use, brainwashing and a lot of angst, plus secondary character death.
—– PAIRINGS: Asami x Akihito, Mikhail x Fei Long, Aaron x Akihito
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Alternative Version Sketch for the Precious World artwork
posted by Sensei on her Twitter Account
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(a bit of tweaking and editing. not perfect yet, but the best I could do in one session. I decided to post it ‘cos of the day. hopefully I will have the time to edit this even better and update it. I actually have it in more than 4k resolution)
Happy New Year to all Finder Fans!
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