#crying internally

why can’t i lose weight as fast as i lose friends

Omg I completely forgot to tell this! A few weeks ago I went to a theme park in the evening and everything was decorated with Halloween stuff. There were actors dressed like zombies, movie characters and other creepy monsters but of course no Pennywise.. Then suddenly when I was walking down a not so busy path with my parents, I saw something red lying in the middle of the path. My mother picked it up and it appeared to be a fluffy red pom pom (!!) She took it with her because she thought our cat would like it.

Pennywise was there, somewhere in the darkness..

I am uncomfortable mentally and physically 90% of the time anymore. I can’t fake being ok or pretending I understand anyone or anything. Im to the point where I struggle to take care of myself anymore I’m so drained.