Author’s note: I will say that this story is completely 100% fiction, Daniel is not a cheater and I am not saying so in any form. Please look into all the warnings, please
Summary: A sad pregnancy story about the lack of interest shown by Daniel
Warnings: angst, 18+, mentions of cheating, pregnancy and a miscarriage.
disclaimer: Again I am telling you this story is completely made up.
<2 days since I left home and moved into MY home in Monaco, I was sharing this house with my friend Rilley, when I moved out into daniel’s house she would stay in my house >
< Sitting on the couch with Rilley eating my life out >
“Hey hannah you need to get out, you sitting in the house like a slug–”
“A slug what the hell!! You know I never like to wish this situation to anyone, I am pregnant and the dad has become a dick and you expect me to go out”
( Rilley’s phone rings ) I see that the caller Id said it was Daniel
“put it on speaker,” I say
“hey!! Dan What’s up??”
“hey, Rilley you know where hannah is ?”
“No, she has not been returning my calls either–”
“Riley I know she is there right behind you can you tell her to come home , Hey hannah please baby I know I fucked up please come back home ” he said as tears started to fall down my cheeks
“Hannah listen to me, please baby I am soo sorry I fucked up–”
I ended the call and soon opened my laptop to start working as tears still continued to fall down my cheeks and I turned to Riley who sat there staring at me
“Look I know you will tell me to forget and forgive—” I was cut off
“Look Hannah I have known you since you were 18 and we have seen soo much shit together and I know that no matter what happened you are the woman who never put down her barriers to a man, Just tell me why you did it for him? you guarded your virginity for soo long, why did you think he was worth it?”
I was silent and looked at her, “You know I don’t have an answer for that I just thought he was different, I mean like look at me after I met him and I became a slop like was there ever a time that I cared for a man, I mean never”
“Then why him??” she asked
“Because I thought he was different,” I said getting up and walking to the kitchen I stumbled a little and sighed in pain
Ever since I left the house I was a little weak and my gyno had told me since I had issues with my pregnancy, I needed to keep my mind stable and anything else will cause ……
I switch on my phone and see that I have received a text from one of my friends who works in newspaper editing for The Monocan Post sent me a picture
I knew that picture was new I had bought that fucking shirt for him for his birthday this year.
I all I remember the next few moments was that I felt Excruciating pain in my lower abdomen and ran to the toilet and blood blood blood
“Hannah Hannah ” Riley was freaked
“It’s all good Rile don’t get all Rile’d up it’s ok”
“It’s not okay your fucking bleeding…… I call a doc”
“no don’t wait for some time”
“What do you mean wait like till after you die ”
“No call the doctor after you come down cause if you call him like this he will freak out too”
All I remember after that is waking up in the hospital bed and looking at Riley who looks like she saw a ghost as the doctor was talking to her
“hey hannah how do you feel??” she asks me
“Not great what happened”
“It’s hard for me to say it”
“Tell me what happened don’t hide it ”
“Hannah you suffered a miscarriage”
“Ok”
“Hannah I guess you did not hear me, your child is gone”
“Yes I heard you and I know it’s gone”
“So it this how you react to it”
“listen Riley your concern is great but I really don’t want to cause a scene here, you know me I have always kept to myself”
“Hannah you know I am always here ”
The next few days were soo hard to live through just to digest the fact that I had lost my child before I could have even met her.
Daniel was constantly trying to reach out and you were constantly trying to move out of Monaco.
Your parents came to visit you they stayed with you for a month and it helped immensely , though it could never fill that void.
After a month you started to work and started to go out with friend, you never enjoyed drinking it was not for you.
While sitting in a cafe over lookin the beautiful sunset of the medditerenean sea, It was probaboly the last place you thought to see Daniel, but there e was sitting next to a brunette you could clearly identify.
He caught you staring !SHIT! you hurried,tried to take you things and move to the chair so you could pay and be out of the cafe.
He followed you. You felt a hand around your wrist holding it tightly.
You turned back to look though you knew it was Daniel
you tried to hide you stomach which clearly should have had a bigger bump since you would have been 22 weeks pregnant
“Hannah what happened to ….” his voice trailed off.
He dragged me out of the hotel, tears were running down my eyes like a river flowing, all memories came back and the floodgates were opened and you thought you were strong enough to have handled it, but no you were soo damn week you could not restrict him dragging you
He threw you into the car and drove as fast as he could to the appartment
The car ride was pretty silent, it took 20 minutes to reach and by this time you had regained you strenght and were almost ready to fight him. He parkes the car like a violent drunk man.
“Get down,” he said almost shouting, with a slightly authoritative tone.
“No,” you said firmly
He got out of the car and slammed the door , he opened yours
“Get down now”
“no, I don’t need to do things you say anymore I am not your girlfriend” you spoke out though you knew that was a mistake In one go he picked you up and put you over his shoulders and locked his car.
You screamed but it was in vain because right now he did not give a fuck.He opened his apartment and threw you on the sofa
“You’re going to answer me about where the fuck is my baby” he shouted
“YOUR BABY!!!!! did you even care to know the gender of your child” you answered
“where is she, my child, I want to see her” there was a sudden change in his voice, which made you tear up
“Daniel …….. Daniel, I suffered a miscarriage a month ago, the baby …… she is gone ” you said stammering about because you were sobbing.
“What do you mean is gone………….. she died” tears fell from his eyes too
“ she did,” you said
“how ….. why ??” he asked
“I saw something and got super stressed about it and a bunch of hormones and that’s it lost the one hope I had in life ”
“What did you see, that killed this child” he spoke a little louder
“Nothing it’s none of your concern” you did not want to tell him about the Jemma picture because he would blame himself for that
“Hannah tell me now!!!!”
“NO” He just got up and went near the table in which there was this beautiful vase and he just threw it on the floor. It was crazy that he was reacting this way.
“Daniel don’t do this”
“tell me the truth”
“Ok I saw that you were with Jemma in LA when I was here all alone in Monaco and I thought you were cheating on me and I left home but after a few days I again saw some news and then …….. Riley took me to the hospital”
“Hannah how could you ever think that I would ever do such a thing”
“Daniel you were so absent after I told you that I was pregnant and going to LA on weekends you could have spent with me” he was soo quiet
“Daniel baby” I stood up and walked towards him “Look Daniel its not your fault, just forget it”
“Hannah how could you not be mad at me for all I caused, I cheated on you, left you alone on your clinic visits, stopped spending time with you, and —”
“Daniel it’s because matter what you do I could never love anything more than you, "I said
"But Hannah I don’t deserve you, go find yourself a nice man”
“Daniel I am not going to let you dismiss me like that, what happened happened ”
Author’s note: I will say that this story is completely 100% fiction, Daniel is not a cheater and I am not saying so in any form. Please look into all the warnings, please
Summary: A sad pregnancy story about the lack of interest shown by Daniel
Warnings: angst, 18+ , sex, nudity, mentions of cheating, and pregnancy
disclaimer: Again I am telling you this story is completely made up
I walked into the kitchen for the hundredth time today because no matter what I ate the void was never being filled, I saw that all the treats in my house in Monaco were finished and the kitchen was a bloody mess, all the wafer packets were lying on the kitchen counter all the vessels and utensils were not washed, so I thought at least cleaning will do you some good. So I started to wash the plates and poured the dishwashing soap into a bowl and it was Friday and it was 3 O'Clock and I had taken leave from my workspace, and what the hell I thought I felt soo lonely.
Ever since I had told Daniel I was pregnant our relationship was on the string, sure he said he was happy but he did not show it. Well I knew this would happen, we had discussed we did not want children but if you end up having too much sex you do end up becoming pregnant.
I thought if this is is how he is going to treat me through my pregnancy, it’s not like he was not happy he really was, but I guess he was not really for a child and nor was I but as all the people say we’ll figure it out, anyway these thoughts were disturbing my mind I finished the vessels and I wanted to spend time with him you know when you live in a huge house with only a cat its difficult.
Well I don’t wanna pine it all on him, well I also would be shocked
< A rattle on the door > Moved me out of my thoughts
“Hey, hannah!! you there?” my Aussie cunt has returned
“Hey Ric I am in the kitchen” I shouted back
“Hey why are you working?” he asked in a worried voice as he made his way into the kitchen and placed his hands on my now swollen womb
“I just wanted to get my thoughts away from the reality,” I said
“Whatever you mean love. By the way, I needed to say they I have t go to LA for the next three days that will be till Monday” he said which just irritated me soo much
It was a no-race weekend and which means its the only time I get with him behind cameras, and lately, he made sure that he needed to go somewhere every time he could have been at home and spent time with me.
“Hannah hannah you there” He shook me
“Yeah ok should I come with you??”
“I don’t think it good for you to travel with the baby and all……….. you know its kinda difficult……….. but look on the bright side you can go to the spa or invite your friends over and have a good time it will be like I never left and I will back in no time…… Is that OK??” he said
“Yeah sure, I have got all your clothes from the laundry and pressed and folded them OK and your suitcase is out by our your bedside,” I said like we were living a (lie) life of a manager and client
I WAS FUCKING IRRITATED
When you have such a great boyfriend and just because “in a few months a human being will exit you everything changes” everything maybe you start to think what if …
Well this was my moment I was thinking about WHAT IF I could say goodbye and go back to my home in Germany, Getting a job was no problem BUT DANNY WAS THE ONLY CASUALTY
I think I needed to stop caring about a man who was living a lie with me
So he did go to LA, and I started to think why would he go to LA soo frequently I wonder
Anyway I knew he was not the cheating kind, so I started to grade the papers and felt that something was wrong with my belly, I just thought the baby was moving, so I continued to grade the papers.
I did around 15 papers and had ordered Chinese take-away which was the only good think in my life at the moment
I put all the food into plates and walked to the drawing room and switched on the Tv and began my binge on a series called Altered Carbon (I mean look at Joel Kinnaman) and I seem to go into the flashback of us having sex on the same couch for the first time.
I sat on the couch all alone watching a movie I was not paying attention to and soon something else got to my attention Daniel was walking around without a shirt and his muscles were glistening against the Monacon Sun I had not had sex in a long time, and I was still working and he would be away all weekend so no time
“hey girl are you gonna just stare or will we–” he said with his dumb smile
“Hey we cant you have hurt yourself right, I don’t want it to worsen,” I said but I wanted him right there right now
HE walked to the couch and sat down beside me, he realized my body stiffen against his touch
“Hey Dan it’s ok you don’t need to”
“but I want too,” he said putting his hands between my thighs slowly moving up to my panties which were wet, now let’s be serious it’s DANIEL EFFING RICCIARDO.
“Are you sure you want to do this?” he grabs my hips, making me shudder in anticipation. “Yes, just fuck me before I change my mind.” I say trying to pull down his shorts , dan laughs.
“Yes of course.” I throw your head back and moan, once you feel the tip of his cock pressed against your wet heat, it’s been a while since I have had sex.
I grip your knees as he sinks into me, filling me with an inch at a time, until eventually he’s buried inside of me. “Why are you going so slow? We are fucking not making love.” dan can only giggle.
He digs his fingertips into my hips even harder, to get a better grip of me and pulls all the way out, only leaving the head inside only for him to slam back into me, pulling a moan from me, Daniel moans in response and repeats the motion three more times, before settling into a rough, but deep pace. “You feel amazing,” Daniel whispers into my ear, as he drives in and out of me, moving harder and deeper with every thrust until he eventually hits the sweet spot inside of you. A loud groan escapes my throat from the amount of pleasure. Daniel moans. “You are so fucking sexy.” He changes his angle slightly, so every one of his thrusts slams into your G-spot, enjoying the way I moan underneath his body.
I threw my head back in pure pleasure, with the constant slam onto your G-spot, my legs are starting to shake and I know I can’t handhold on for much longer, the amount of pleasure he is giving me is just too good. Isco slams your G-spot one last time and you are coming hard, squirting my juices around the cock in pure ecstasy.
My orgasm was just so good, it’s been so long since someone has given you such an explosive orgasm. HE himself is thrusting into you with all his might, as he chases his own orgasm, he growls, calling out your name as he spills inside of you, filling you up with his milky white seed.he pulled out of me and I hid my face because I am pretty sure I was blushing like a giddy girl in love
< FLASHBACK ENDS >
It had been days since Daniel left for LA and he had not even called once only left a short text and my miind was trying to navigate through other circumstance which I tried pushing away
I came out of my trance looking at my phone which was ringing
I pic it up
“Hello Hannah”
“Hallo mumma”
“ist alles in Ordnung,” she asks
“ ja Mama warum fragst du ich sage meine Tränen zurückhalten"i say
” Nichts Liebling, ich hatte nur das Gefühl, dass du dich traurig fühlst, also habe ich dich “
"Naja, Mama weiß es immer am besten, ich war eigentlich müde, weil ich Arbeiten benotete und du weißt, wie das geht” she says
“ naja, nimm es nicht zu hart mit dir, ok hannah”
“ Ich liebe dich Mama ”
“ich liebe dich auch hannah”
sorry got a little carried away-here it is in english
“Hello Hannah”
“Hello mumma”
“everything is fine,” she asks
“yes mom why do you ask i say hold back my tears” i say
“Nothing darling, I just felt like you were feeling sad so I got you”
“Well, mom always knows best, I was actually tired because I was grading work and you know how to do it,” she says
“well, don’t take it too hard, ok hannah”
“ I love you mom ”
“I love you too, hannah"I cut the call and decide to check my Instagram and Whilst scrolling through my Dm’s I see this particular message from my best friend Rilley "hey hannah I just saw Daniel With Jemma look at this the newspaper will be covering this story”
My heart falls to the ground
I knew this picture is new I gave him this shirt this month for the Monza win
god my life was just worsening
I decide to call him but he does not pic up the call
I was all bottled up on hormones as I just pack all my bags and leave
