#delusion tw

I’m not safe here, I’m not safe there, I’m not safe fucking anywhere

I’m gonna get murdered. Thing is going to come out of the dark and kill me

And that’s fucking great, it’s fucking smoking I can smell it fuck right off

Go away go away go away you’re not fucking real go away

That schizotypal/borderline feel when you read about someone else’s delusion/hallucination and suddenly your brain mimics it and you’re now Fake and Unreal and Not Really Sick Just Looking For Attention

That schizotypal feel when you have a dream about running away, so Obviously It Is A Sign.
You’re in no danger, but you Must Prepare for the Event™ and Wait. Because it will happen. You Know. The dream was A Sign.

That autistic/schizotypal feel when you’re showering with the lights off because otherwise it’s Sensory Hell, but then you realize there is a Man there to Kill You, and He is hiding behind the shower curtain. And when you turn on the lights in a fit of panic, you find out to your horror that He is now inside your mirror. Always watching. Waiting.