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Bite (G.D Imagine)

Summary : Your boyfriend, Grayson, showing his affection by biting you all the time.

Grayson was the best boyfriend ever. He was always spoiling you and he treated you like a gem. He always knew how to make you smile on your worst days and even on your best days, he still managed to make you happier.

Grayson was a very affectionate boyfriend, not that you minded at all, but he had a weird way of showing his affection sometimes. The thing would Grayson was that he always bite you whenever you were together.

The first time seemed to be regular. You were watching a movie and you felt soft kisses trialing down your jawline to the base of your neck. You tried to ignore it but then you felt soft nips as he tugged your skin, sucking the bruise that was starting to form.

“Gray, you’re gonna leave a mark”, you say slightly pushing him away. Your relationship wasn’t public yet, although many fans suspected you were dating, you hadn’t confirmed it yet. “I don’t care”, he said pushing you down on the couch, hovering over you and dipping his head down to bite at your neck once again.

You tried to fight it but you couldn’t help yourself as your fingers got tangled in his chocolate locks. “This is gonna be a pain to cover up in the morning”, you breathed out as he bit down on your sweet spot causing you to gasp and bit your lip to prevent you from moaning.

Ever since then, Grayson takes any chance he can get to bite you. Like one morning when you were still asleep when Grayson got back from his work out. Seeing you in his bed, with his shirt on that was riding up slightly to expose your lacy underwear, made him wanna melt.

He crawled into bed and pulled down the blanket from your lower body and began placing kisses on your legs. Biting into your clean shaved legs now and again. You stir abit but Grayson keeps going. He makes his way up to your ass, one of his favourite parts of your body, and places a few kisses before biting down on it.

“hmmmm Gray”, you mumble as you begin to wake up. “Yeah baby”, he mumbles against your skin and grabs a handful of your ass. “What are you doing?”, your hands reach down to his hair and you massage his head slightly. “You drive me crazy”, he groans as he separates your legs and starts kissing them. He bites on your inner thigh causing you to clench your thighs against his head. You feel him smirk against you, he knows the effect he has on you and he’d be lying if he said that you didn’t have the same effect on him.

He can be cheeky even when he’s sick. He woke up with a sore throat and a headache so you got up and got him some pain medication. “Can you cuddle me?”, he asked pulling you towards him weakly. You smiled in response and adjusted yourself so he could place his head on your chest.

He snuggled into your boobs and just when you thought he was asleep, you feel kisses on the top of your chest. “Gray, you’re supposed to be resting” “But I can’t help it, they’re just so comfy and kissable. And bitable”, the last part of his sentence was muffled due to him pushing his head further into your boobs and biting on them. “You’re supposed to be sick”, you giggled as his hair tickled your neck. “I’m never too sick to show my peach some affection”, he sucked on the last hickey he had given you and you both fell asleep.

You feel off to sleep thinking about your crazy boyfriend and his weird ways. But you were lucky to have him and you don’t think you could go a day without him biting you. Seems crazy but the biting has grown on you. It was now a daily activity in your relationship.

A/N : I find myself switching lanes a lot so lemme know if I should write something about Ethan in the future ❤✌

Sick Day (G.D Imagine)

You walk into the Dolan Twin household and immediately kick of your shoes. You just got home from a busy and stressful day at college. Not to mention, you had been feeling kinda the weather lately. The only thing you wanted to do right now was cuddle with your boyfriend.

“Gray”, you call out as you drop your bag and jacket on the couch. No response. “Grayson”, you call out again walking towards the bedrooms. You walk pass Ethan’s room noticing that he was laying some video game. “Hey E, have you seen Gray?”, you ask walking into his room. No response. Of courses, he’s got headphones on. You took this opportunity to creep up on him and scare him.

“What the fu-!?”, he jumped and fell off his chair. “Oh my god!”, you laughed falling to the floor, “ that reaction was everything!” “Ha ha, very funny”, he said sarcastically. “I’m sorry, I was so tempted to do that”, you laughed as he got up and offered you a hand. “ And I’m pretty tempted to prank you after this”, he smiled. “Yeah yeah whatever”, you stuck your tongue out at him, “anyways, have you seen Grayson?” “In his room, he’s been in bed all day. I think he’s sick.” “Yeah I’ve also been feeling a bit sick lately.” “Oh my god, get out!”, he yelled pointing at the door. “What”, you laughed at his dramatic reaction. “You and Grayson are like one snot infested couple and I don’t want to get sick. So get your infectious self out of my room!”, he said dramatically as he ushered you out of his room. “You’re such a drama queen!”, you laughed. “I swear one of this days, I’m gonna have to quarantine you two just to protect myself”, he yelled as you walked to Grayson’s room.

You opened the door to reveal Grayson lying in bed with the covering up to his head, his hair just peaking out on his pillow. You pouted slightly at the sight of him, you hated seeing him sick. You make your way over to him and sit on his bed.

“Gray”, you run your fingers through his hair. “Hmmm”, he groans from under the covers. “How you feeling?”, you pull down the covers slightly. “Awful”, he replies while sniffing. “Do you want me to get your anything?” “Yeah, could you get my girlfriend? I could really use some cuddles”, he says pouting. “Only if you get my boyfriend cause I could use some cuddles too”, you smile.

“Come here”, he pulls the covers off himself and makes room for you. You gladly get in bed as he wraps his arm around your waist to pull you closer. “I hate being sick. This is like the millionth time this month”, he groans and he lays his head on your chest. “I know honey”, you run your fingers through his hair, massaging his head slightly.

You were just about to fall asleep when you got up suddenly to run to the bathroom. You were currently throwing up your lunch when you felt someone pull your hair back. “Why didn’t you tell me that you were sick babe?”, Grayson asked rubbing your back. “I didn’t want you worry”, you smile at him. “I always worry about you”, he said as he placed a soft kiss on your forehead, “besides, we can take care of each other.” “Really?”, you laughed. “Nah, we’ll just get Ethan to take care of us”, he took your hand and lead back in bed.

Grayson wrapped his arm around you and sneaked his arm under your shirt. It was the most physical contact you got all day but you were more than happy with it. You were currently facing him, admiring his perfectly structured features.

“What are you thinking about?”, he asked breaking the silence. “Nothing, I’m just admiring my handsome boyfriend”, you smiled running your fingers on his face, thumb rubbing across his lips. “You know, since we’re both sick, I don’t have to worry about kissing and getting you sick”, he smiled proudly and he leaned in.

He kissed you softly as he pulled closer to him. You kissed him back while wrapping your arms around his neck and letting your fingers get lost in his hair. He moaned into the kiss when you began scratching his scalp. You both pulled away grinning like two idiots.

“Let’s get some sleep?”, you asked cuddling further into his chest. “Yeah, but first i think i need some nasal spray”, he said sniffing. “Hang on, I’ll get it”, you attempted to get but was pulled back in his chest. “Nah it’s fine, I got this”, he smiled, “Hey Ethan! Could you do me a favour!?” “No! Forget it! I’m not coming anywhere near you two!”, Ethan yelled from his room. “He’s such a drama queen”, Grayson laughed. “Yeah tell me about it.” You and Gray spent the rest of the day cuddling in bed. As for Ethan, he tried to stay in his room but he couldn’t resist coming to take care of you while moaning about it.

A/N : So i tried saving this twice and my wifi let me down so I had to post it now. Hope you guys like it. Its a bit longer than I wanted it to be. Also thank you for 400 followers love you guys❤✌

Get to know me tag❤️

So I’ve realised that I’m nearly at 10k followers on my page and you don’t know anything about me! So here’s some questions for you to get to know me a little better


Are you a morning or night person? Morning

Are you afraid of the dark? No

Are you an extrovert or introvert? I’m not too sure

Are you double jointed? No

Are you left or right handed? Right

Are you more of a tidy person or a messy one? Tidy person, unless it’s my bed side table

Are you on time or always late? On time

Are you ticklish? Very

Can you curl your tongue? No

Can you ice skate? Sort of

Can you wiggle your ears? No

Coffee or tea? Tea all the way

Cookies, cake or donuts? Cookies

Did you ever participate in a talent show? No I have no talents

Did you go to prom? I did

Did you like school? Loved it

Do you believe in ghosts? Yes I do

Do you bite your nails? Sometimes

Do you consider yourself a good cook? I consider myself a good baker

Do you enjoy dancing? Not at all

Do you enjoy DIY or crafts? Yes I love creative things

Do you forgive easily? Yes too easily

Do you have a nickname? Little Z or Zar

Do you have any allergies? Too many to mention, I am allergic to toilet paper tho

Do you have any phobias? Spiders, ambulances

Do you have any piercings or tattoos? I have 16 piercings and 2 tattoos

Do you have children? Nope I don’t but I want a baby

Do you have pets? Yes a cat

Do you have siblings? Yes 2 sisters

Do you prefer dogs or cats? Dogs

Do you prefer Mac or PC? Mac

Do you prefer the beach or the mountains? Beach

Do you prefer to bath or shower? Baths

Do you sing in the shower? Of course

Do you smoke? Nope

Do you speak any different languages? I took Spanish in school and I can speak a little

Do you still have your wisdom teeth? Haven’t had them come through yet

Do you still watch cartoons? Yes I do

Do you/have you played any sports? I use to be a swimmer

Does your name have a special meaning? Not really

Have you ever been hospitalized? Once for a couple of hours

Have you ever been on a diet? All the time

Have you ever been to a concert? I have a few

Have you ever gone camping? Yes with school and brownies

Have you ever met any celebrities? No I haven’t

Have you ever skipped class? Yeah RE all the time

Have you ever won something? Yeah swimming competitions

Have you had braces? Yes got them off last summer

How are you feeling right now? Tired

How tall are you? 5’8

If money were no object what would you get for your next birthday? A horse

If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be? Maldives

Were you ever a scout or a brownie? Was a brownie

What city were you born in? Leicestershire

What did you last eat? Gummy worm

What did you want to be when you were younger? A nurse

What do you do on a typical Friday night? Chill in my pjs

What is one food that you refuse to eat? Brussel sprouts

What is one item on your bucket list? Have a family

What is one item you can’t live without? My phone

What is your shoe size? 8

What movie have you watched repeatedly? Anything disney

What phone do you have (Apple or Android)? iPhone 6s

What should you be doing right now? Coursework probably

What’s one goal you would like to accomplish this year? Carry on with my driving lessons

What’s one of your pet peeves? Loud eaters

What’s the last song you’ve listened to? Something from the greatest showman

What’s the most expensive item of clothing that you own? I don’t own any expensive clothes

What’s the thing you can’t leave the house without? My phone

What’s your best physical feature? My eyes or legs

What’s your Chinese sign? The dog? I think

What’s your current obsession? Capri suns and riverdale

What’s your dream car? Light blue Fiat 500 or a white Mini Cooper

What’s your favourite animal? Red panda, penguin, elephant

What’s your favourite book? I don’t read

What’s your favourite colour? Purple

What’s your favourite dessert? Brownies

What’s your favourite drink? Fanta

What’s your favourite food? Pizza

What’s your favourite foreign food? Enchiladas or fajitas

What’s your favourite gadget? My phone

What’s your favourite hobby? Swimming or photography

What’s your favourite movie? Anything Disney

What’s your favourite restaurant? Maccies

What’s your favourite sandwich? Chicken and bacon

What’s your favourite season? Spring

What’s your favourite series? Riverdale our friends

What’s your favourite snack? Biscuits

What’s your favourite sport to watch? Rugby

What’s your favourite thing to have for breakfast? Pancakes or crossiants

What’s your full name? Zara Lee Wooldridge

What’s your longest relationship so far? Half a year

What’s your lucky number? 7

What’s your star sign? Pisces

When is your birthday? 1st March

Which city did you grow up in? Leicestershire

Which city do you live in now? Leicestershire

Lana Del Rey has broken me. I literally can’t stop listening to her, it’s starting to mess with me. Like the amount of inspo this woman has given me for upcoming fics is insane. It’s more than I’ve ever had haha. 

Ok imma go now. Hope y’all are having a blessed day! 

A/N- Hola mis amigos! Welcome to my second Grayson fic! I am so excited to write this I literally have jitters haha. I have been sitting around with this idea for like a week and I can’t wait to share it! Hope you all enjoy! 

Warnings- angst, angst, ANGST (also drinking)

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Summary- Being best friends with one of the biggest YouTube stars (as well as one of the worlds most eligible bachelors) isn’t as easy as it may seem, especially when you’re secretly in love with them. Through thick and thin you’ve been there for Grayson, but what happens when he falls in love with someone who’s not you? 

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Have you ever loved someone so much that you would do anything in the world just so they can be happy? Well I have, and it kinda sucks. 

Ok, ok let me give you some context so I don’t sound like a complete selfish bitch. 

Grayson Dolan is my best friend. Yes, theGrayson Dolan. You may know him. Him and his twin, Ethan, are kind of a big deal around YouTube. Anyway, we’ve been glued to the hip since pre school and have grown up together. I got to witness first hand his ride to fame and all his triumphs, on and off the internet. I also witnessed his mental struggles the fame brought, the death of his beloved father, among other things that brought him down. 

Just as I was there for him, he was there for me. Through all my highs and lows, he was right beside me to guide me and be my voice of reason.

The thing with friendships and people is, they grow and become richer with time. They blossom into something so beautiful and amazing that nothing can ever ruin them. 

Or so it feels like. 

It’s funny how within such a small amount of time, you can go from having everything, to nothing. Almost like you’re entire past, present, and future is pulled right out from under you, leaving you with that deep feeling of emptiness. 

That’s how I feel now as I lay on my couch, reminiscing about “the good old days”. 

My vision is blurry from the hours worth of tears and my nose is so raw from all the tissues, it hurts to sniffle. 

It was hard to believe that only hours ago I was as happy as could be. 

“Grayson s-sto-stop!” I laughed and tried to wiggle away from his deadly tickles.

“What’s the magic word?” He asked and continued his harmless assault. I tried several times to get the simple ‘please’ to come out of my mouth but only loud laughs escaped instead.

“G-gray-grayson p-please!”I cried. The moment that word left my mouth the tickle attack stopped. I laid sprawled halfway on the couch while I caught my breathe. Grayson just stared and laughed at my distressed state. “You are an asshole, I hope you know.” I said, only halfway joking. 

“Aw, you know you love me.” He smiled and ruffled my hair. Giggling, I swatted his hand away and stuck my tongue out. It was true, I loved him. But not in the way I was supposed to. 

“Yeah, yeah, whatever.” I mumbled and slid onto the floor next to him. He laughed and nudged my shoulder. “So what do you wanna do tonight?” I asked. He hummed as he thought.

“I don’t know. You want to go see a movie? Or we could just go get sushi.” He suggested. 

“Mmm sushi sounds so good.” I moaned. 

“Okay perfect, sushi it is!” He exclaimed and jumped up. He lowered his arms and helped pull me up from the floor. 

“Cool. I’m going to go home and change. Meet there in like an hour?” 

“Sounds good to me.” He shrugged and walked me to the door. I waved goodbye and hopped into my car. Tonight was going to be a good night, I could feel it. 

I was finally going to do it. I was going to tell him I loved him.


But it wasn’t a good night. Not at all. All plans I had of enjoying a night out with my best friend and confessing my biggest secret were crushed with a single phone call. 


I was ruffling through my closet when I heard my phone ring across the room. I stopped fussing with the clothes and went to see who was calling. It was Grayson. 

I immediately picked it up and answered it.

“Hello?” 

“Hey Y/N/N, um I’m sorry to do this but I have to cancel our sushi plans.” 

“Oh no, what’s going on?” I couldn’t help the ache in my chest hearing him cancel.

“Well I sorta forgot that I promised E I would hang out with him tonight and help him edit since he’s behind before I made plans, and now he’s on my ass.” He sounded distant which was weird, almost as if he was hiding something. But I ignored it and took him for his word. Stupid mistake. 

“Oh, okay don’t worry about it. We can just do it another night.” I said and sat down on the corner of my bed.

“Again, I’m really sorry.” 

“It’s fine Gray, don’t stress about it.” I said trying to not sound disappointed. 

“Thanks Y/N. I’ll see you tomorrow?” He asked, his voice hopeful. 

“Of course.” 

“Okay cool, bye Y/N.” 

“Bye Gray.” 

The line went dead and I sat the phone down beside me. I felt a little upset that I wouldn’t be seeing Grayson that night but I understood why he couldn’t come. 

Sighing, I got up from the bed and grabbed a casual dress from the floor where I had thrown it. I slipped it on and put on a little makeup. Just because Grayson couldn’t come, didn’t mean that I couldn’t still go get sushi. 

By the time I had finished getting ready and driving to the restaurant I was starving. 

I felt a little odd sitting alone but in a way it was kind of nice. I didn’t have to worry about what to say next or anything. It was cool just being on a date with myself. I ate in peace and occasionally scrolled through Instagram, just enjoying my time. 

I wasn’t until I heard a familiar voice from the table beside me that I felt uneasy. 

“I’ll take a water, what do you want babe?” It was unmistakably Grayson’s voice. I turned my head to see him sitting with a gorgeous woman who definitelywasn’t Ethan. I felt my chest tighten and my stomach drop.

He lied to me. He canceled on our plans to take another girl out. 

I grabbed my purse and threw a $50 bill on the table, knowing that that would cover it and leave a handsome tip. I stood up slowly and began walking to the door as casually as possible. 

I kept my head down and my strides long and somewhat quick. Thankfully I got to the entrance without notice. I turned to look at him and his date but caught his eye instead. His face paled and his shoulders tended. I just looked at him and shrugged, not really knowing what else to do, before I opened the door and left. 

As soon as I was outside I couldn’t help the tears that came. I covered my mouth, trying to quiet the sobs that jolted my body. 

“Y/N!” Grayson’s voice called from behind me. Instead of acknowledging him I just sped up. I could tell he was running to catch up which only made me speed up my pace. “Y/N, wait please.” I felt his hand grab onto my shirt to stop me. 

Anger boiled in veins and what happened next shocked both of us.

“Grayson just stop!” I yelled and pulled away from him. “You lied to me! Why couldn’t you have just told me the truth and saved me a little less heartbreak?” Tears flowed freely down my cheeks as I waited for him to answer.

“I’m sorry Y/N.” He whispered. I scoffed and shook my head. 

“Bull shit Grayson. You should have just told me the truth. You didn’t want to hang out tonight because you had a date. I get it Gray, you got other priorities, that’s fine. You just shouldn’t have lied to me about them.” His eyes held so much guilt it made my heart ache for him, but at the same time it made me even angrier. “And you wanna know something?” I asked, wanting to finally free myself of all my pent up emotions. He looked at me almost as if he knew what I was about to say. “I was going to tell you I loved you tonight.” I whispered, the anger giving way to more sadness. 

“Y/N… I cant. I’m in love with someone else.” I looked away from him and tried to stop the tears. “But you’re my best friend Y/N and I-”

“Gray please, don’t do that.” I said and sniffled. He sighed and took a step closer. He wrapped me in his arms and hugged me close. But it wasn’t the kind of hug I wanted. It was an ‘I’m sorry for you’ hug. One that told me everything I needed to know. I was and always would be considered just a friend.

I forced myself away from his embrace and lightly pushed him away. 

“I’m going to go Gray.” I whispered, knowing that after I left nothing was going to be the same between us again. 

“Okay.” He said and looked down at my pathetic state. 

“Have fun.” I turned around and walked off with the knowing that I just lost my best friend. 


Now I’m here, on my couch polishing off a bottle of cheap vodka, tear stained cheeks and tissues littering the floor. I know I over reacted and I hate myself for being so stupid. I screwed up the best thing in my life and there’s no way I’ll be able to get that back. Not with the way I acted. More sobs leave my mouth as I pondered on the thought. 

My phone buzzes next to me on the coffee table. I know it’s Grayson calling for the millionth time so I don’t even bother to look at it. I can’t talk to him tonight. Especially with how much alcohol I’ve had over the past few hours. 

It’s a bad habit I’ve always had, drinking to numb the pain. Grayson was always there to help curve the urge and break the habit. But now he’s the reason I’m shit faced. 

I know I shouldn’t be mad, but I am. I’m a mad, jealous mess and there’s nothing I can do about it. Sure I could bottle it all up and go apologize, but I’d still have to endure seeing him be happy with the girl he loved. 

I should have seen thins coming, should have expected it. But I was too wrapped up in my own fantasy that I was blind to notice my best friend fall for someone else. I was blind to all the times he would check his phone when I was around him. I was blind to how he would want to do things less and less. Blind to how “busy” he’d gotten. 

Like I said, people grow and sometimes not in the way you want them to. Grayson grew away from me and I didn’t even notice until it was too late.

Now, it’s time for me to grow. To confirm to the change that had taken over my life. Nothing lasts forever, it’s all just temporary; experiences to learn from and memories to cherish. 

Why is he so fucking handsome?

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