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so i made a new blog. it’s @ichijikanme if anyone wants to follow it. there’s nothing really much on it tho lmao. i’d suggest reading the faq on there even tho it doesn’t say much either

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btw any terf that reblogs my basic bio vs. advanced bio with a stupid comment gets automatically blocked I’m Asexual/Agender so we’re not going to vibe ❤

seeing ppl my age doing more productive things while im just makes me so uugghhhhh i hate being mentally ill

didn’t update the sadness diary (this tumblr) with some personal stuff for a while but i just need to rant for a bit. anyway i was put on some new meds a while ago. they don’t work for shit. i’m actually feeling kinda worse for last few days. i think i’m gonna try acting brave and demand some more tests because i mean i can’t live like this. i end up crying every day and i can’t function.

the sick cat got therapy and then it worked but now we are having some problems again. hopefully he will get better because idk anymore it’s hard for me to take care of all of them when i’m unwell myself. 

that job i applied for actually did call me up for an interview. i did also pass the first round and i have second one on tuesday. i don’t really expect shit but would be nice to get it. i suck at interviews tho and it’s hard to pretend i’m good when i’m in pain. also idk how i’ll handle a job while i’m ill but yeah probably won’t ever get better if i don’t save up and go somewhere privately. 

i’ll apply to few more places too. hope something works out.

still working on my final but it’s going shitty. i mean i’m writing this when i should be writing that. i picked the theme as something i found important and was passionate about but all motivation is just gone now. i don’t really care about anything anymore. i will finish it tho fuck it. it doesn’t have to be good like it doesn’t even matter in the end.

really just tired and done with everything and everyone.

Pigtails are mine

Dpdr episodes late at night are the worst because they’re usually cured by a good nights sleep but noooooo we gotta not be a person instead

Why did I never know Danielle Harris was in the wild thornberrys

I’m gonna finish off setting up new blog tomorrow when I have the energy

So I wait half a hour for updates to Windows 10 to install just to find out that the updates have destroyed my pc’s usability

stopyousoundstupid:

dissociativesuggestions:

stopyousoundstupid:

dissociativesuggestions:

concept: me, engaging emotionally and understanding what’s happening. I know who I am and nothing seems far away

concept: seeking treatment for distressing thoughts and symptoms instead of making them relatable posts on the Internet.

Boi I go to therapy and take medication for my disorders, my therapist has a link to my blog and supports me verbalizing my symptoms with a community of people whose experiences are often very hard to describe/remember. Don’t act like you know anything about me, maybe you should seek help for Narcissism™ because you clearly think everyone else’s lives and choices are your business.

I’m glad you are seeking treatment, because people still avoid due to the stigma. The mental illness section of tumblr is filled with inaccurate and easily relatable “symptoms” posts, and teens trying to find ways to differentiate themselves with self diagnosis’ based off those posts. Sure there is likely a smaller community of people with dissociation/derealization disorders that find comfort in your posts, but there’s also people who believe they have every disorder they read about.

PS: Someone with Narcissism Personality Disorder would not give a damn about anyone beside themselves.

You’re not trying to help anybody dude, you’re just angry about things that you don’t understand, and you’ll attack anyone for saying anything vaguely unsettling to you, even though you have no idea what that person’s situation is and have no right to give them your advice about things that you’re essentially just
/assuming/ about their situation. If you honestly think what you’re saying to these people who are probably in a fragile mental state already, is helpful to them, I can honestly tell you that you’re wrong and the kind of things you’re saying to these people does way more harm than good.

Someone made Grace feel like shit today and someone made Orla feel like shit yesterday and I am feeling a curse coming on.

Like it’s so frustrating, being mostly housebound. I can’t like, defend my girlfriend’s honour, or whatever shit people do.

aaaa;;; update and stuff

life is so bad rn my dudes both in general and very much in family

to those i owe stuff to im so very thankful for ur patience i promise ill get to them

im rlly sorry i cant reply to messages unless its relating to stuff i owe huhuhu

also i want to make acrylic charms again and im aiming for that!!

sorry i havent been that active here hh !!! i will reply to messages/emails soon this weekend ><;;

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I’m freaking the fuck out

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