#excuse me i love you
Happy International Women’s Day as characterized by strong female characters from movies I watched during quarantine.
to all the boys: always and forever (2021)
excuse me, i love you (2020)
promising young woman (2020)
a quiet place (2018)
the gift (2015)
the devil wears prada (2006)
positions: excuse me, i love you | chris evans | outtakes
chris evans x ari!female reader [series]
summary: chris invites his new secret celebrity girlfriend to stay with him during quarantine.
warnings: age gap (the reader is 27), emotions
word count: 698
a/n: none
- December 21, 2020
(Y/N) (Y/L/N): Excuse Me, I Love You concert film was released on Netflix that day.
The film followed you on-stage and behind the scenes of the Sweetener World Tour in 2019.
The film was released today, on Netflix, in commemoration of the first anniversary of the tour’s conclusion.
Most of the concert scenes were shot during your show at The O2 Arena in London, England, United Kingdom.
The Evans family being in New York City for the holidays, wanted to watch the film.
You weren’t home when the family watched it. You didn’t want to watch it. You lived it and approved the final cut of the film. You didn’t feel the need to watch it.
You were out in the city trying to finish Christmas shopping. Chris and his family decided it would be the best time to watch the movie.
Everyone sat in the theatre room as the movie began to play. The whole family was enjoying the performances and seeing you behind the scenes doing what you do best and loved so much.
You have always been a hard-working and devoted person to your work, your art.
Everyone was impressed by what it takes and how concert tours and shows were developed.
Chris was tremendously proud of you and had so much pride that you were his girlfriend and, hopefully his future fiancée.
When raindrops fell down from the sky
The day you left me, an angel cried
Oh, she cried, an angel cried
She cried
You sang acapella in the empty arena as you were rehearsing. You were sitting on stage on the floor in your sweats as you sang.
The emotions on your face were exhaustion, sadness, grief, and pain.
“What are you feeling right now? What’s going on?” The camera person questioned you.
“Being on tour brings different emotions to me. It is so bittersweet. On one side, I see the world. I see my fans. I go out there, and I perform with all of my heart and soul and do what I do best. However, on the other side, I miss my parents.” You started getting teary eyes.
“All I think about is that they should be here. They should be with me. They should be with me on this journey. They should be standing out in that crowd cheering me on.” Tears started slowly falling down your face.
“They never saw my music career begin and take off. They never saw any of this.” You wiped your tears as you stood up.
“I think about them all day and all night. I miss them a lot, and I love them always. They’re always on my mind and in my heart.”
Right now, I’m in a state of mind
I wanna be in like all the time
Ain’t got no tears left to cry
So I’m pickin’ it up, pickin’ it up
I’m lovin’, I’m livin’, I’m pickin’ it up
I’m pickin’ it up, pickin’ it up
I’m lovin’, I’m livin’, I’m pickin’ it up (Oh, yeah)
I’m pickin’ it up (Yeah), pickin’ it up (Yeah)
Lovin’, I’m livin’, so we turnin’ up
Yeah, we turnin’ it up
Ain’t got no tears in my body
I ran out, but boy, I like it, I like it, I like it
Don’t matter how, what, where, who tries it
We out here vibin’, we vibin’, we vibin’
At the end of the song, you looked up as you blew a kiss and pointed your finger above.
“I love you, mom and dad. Miss you always.” You spoke into your microphone.
The Evans family held their emotions as they watched those moments on the screen.
No one spoke as they knew that you tremendously missed your family and saw the pain you were going through every day.
Later that night, you and Chris were lying down in bed. You were asleep, lying on Chris’s chest.
The whole family expressed how much they loved the film and your performances.
No one talked about the scene where you were talking about your parents.
Chris kissed you softly on your forehead.
“I love you so much. I’m so proud of you, baby.”
published: 04/28/2022
I know that it has been a long time since I have updated this series! I’m so sorry that it has taken me this long! I hope you all enjoy this first outtake for the position series. I plan on publishing more outtakes and finally publishing the sequel to the positions series. I have tagged the people who I had tagged on the last chapter. If you want to be tagged for the positions series please let me know! Thank you all so much for the love and support!
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