#harry styles drabble
Today was just tough.The lectures were pretty hard and the list of essays to write became longer and longer.
I came home, took my shoes off and fell on the couch,not capable to do anything anymore.
But I chose this path,right?I’ve been working my ass off to get into this exact university,to move to London,to get a scholarship.I’ve done it all myself.And that’d be stupid to stop going forward after everything I’ve already done.
But I’m exhausted and tired.Still I have tons of things to do.
Ok,Y/N,enough whining,go get everything done.
3am
Writing that third deadlined essay.That’s a miracle,that my eyes aren’t closed.I’m sleeping inside.That’s why I’m tapping on my laptop slower and slower.
Harry got home earlier in the evening.We had a dinner together ,and I got back to work.Listened a few of his disagrees, of course ,but after an hour he was asleep,because got back from the rehersale tired as well.
I made myself one more cup of coffee.I’ve no idea how I’m going to wake up at 8am tomorrow.But I can’t afford to care about sleep as well or I’ll go insane.
“You still here?”,Harry comes in the kitchen
“Um…yeah,still need to finish this one”
“Let’s go to sleep.You can finish this tomorrow,or should I say later today?”
“No,it’s deadlined and I know that I won’t do this in the morning”
I go back to the writing but he still stands behind me.
It starts getting anoying,because it’s hard to think and write about something,when somebody is looking at you non-stop.So I repeat one tense in my had million times,and still can’t figure out if that makes sense.
“Have you saved the file,love?”
“No?Why?”
He comes to my laptop,saves the draft and closes the computer.Takes it and goes out of the room.
“Wait,what?I need to finish it!Give it back!”
But he doesn’t seem to listen.
“Harry!Stop it! It’s ridiculous!”
He’s already in the bedroom so I come in and see him in the bed with the laptop laying on my side of it.
“Come on,pet.You can do it in the morning.What an essay can be good if the author is asleep,writing it?”
“You don’t understand anything.That’s important!”
“Maybe I don’t have a lot of education,but I know,that you can’t function without sleep.So shut your pretty mouth and get in the bed”
“Maybe you’re right…..ok,whatever,you won”
“Told you,love.Now come here”
He opens his arms and I fall into his hug.That’s the best feeling in the world so I’m relaxed after a minute or so.
I’ll worry and panic about everything tomorrow. Or should I say today?
Acting cold is what you should do to get a man,right?Well it worked in my situation.
Everytime we pass each other in the hallway he looks me in the eyes and I act like I don’t see him.When he stares at me from the other corner of the room I make an eye contact once,continuing talking.And when he comes to me to talk I always have some important things to do so I walk away saying “Later,Styles”
I know how he wants me.Not because of me.Because he always gets what he wants but not this time.That drives him crazy,but he likes playing.He’s so into this game we play.
When I walk away from him again I can hear him swearing but I know for sure,that he’s smiling and wants more.
I can’t even talk to other boys now.He’s always there.I can tell you his new routine when he sees me with some guy.
First he looks jealously at the guy then if he sees me smiling or laughing he comes to us slowly,looking all serious.
“Hey,Y/N”
“What do you need,Styles?”
“Just making sure you’re not bored,because judging by your look…”
“I’m ok.You can go now”
“See you soon,Y/L/N”
“Hope not,Styles”
Everytime.It’s kinda funny.
We have a lot of mutual friends.So we meet a lot.We go to the same parties and events.
And today is one of those days when we came to the same club to the same party again.
I see him right when I come into the building.He stands there drinking something and talking to some girl that he’s not interested in.You can tell it by the way he looks at the entrance,like he’s waiting for someone.And that someone is me.Because as soon as I walk in, his eyes began to sparkle and he said a quick goodbye to the girl.
I come further in the club to my friends.
“Wasn’t expecting to meet you here,Y/L/N”
“Don’t lie,I know you did.That’s why you here”
And I walk away from him to greet my friends that invited me here.
“Why is such a pretty lady,sitting here all alone?”
I know this voice.You can’t forget it if you heard it just once.
“Because,goodbye,that’s why”
I stand up from the bar stool that i’ve been sitting on and go forward to the exit of the club.It’s the end of the night already.Half of my friends are too drunk to function and the other half is home.So I don’t want to waste any more time here.
I walk outside and breathe in the cold morning air
“Wait!”,Harry runs to me”It’s late I’ll drive you home”
“You’re drunk”
“Then…we’ll walk”,he smiles nervously
Harry Styles is nervous in front of the girl?That’s something new
“Whatever”
We start walking.My house is pretty far away from here,so it’s going to be a lot of time spent with Harry.
“Why do you always avoid me?”
He starts the conversation that I knew would happen.And didn’t want it with all of my heart.
“Do I?”
“Don’t act like you don’t know what I’m talking about”
I really have no idea what to answer to that.I thought he won’t bring this up,since it’s just stupid.We both know what game we play.
For a long time we walked in silence.Harry sometimes took a quick glances at but nothing much.
“Are you cold?”he breaks the silence.
“No”
And that’s a huge lie.It’s freezing and I’m wearing a mini dress.I’m not sure,but I think he noticed me shaking.
Without saying a word he takes off his jacket and puts it on my shoulders.
A quite “thank you” comes out of my mouth.Harry nods and continues walking.
A little later we finally came to my house.
“So here we are”I nod at the house
Uncomfortable silence comes between us.I don’t know why I still stand in front of him when I could just walk away.But I fell like he wants to say something but not very sure about it.He raises his head up and looks me in the eyes,searching for something.
He puts his hand on my cheek and starts caressing it.I don’t move,because it feels right.
“Little do you know how i like you and want you”
And now I don’t know whether I’m shivering because I’m cold or because of his words.
“But do you feel it as well?”
I lightly nod and it seems like a green light for him.He kisses me deeply putting every single feeling in it.
“It’s a pitty because I liked your “you can’t own me” game”
He smiles.
Without a word I take his hand and we head to my house.
“Guess I won then”,he says when we come in.
Harry Styles
