#homoerotica
Influenced by my boyhood anxieties, came countless thoughts and dreams which both at the same time being unimaginably shameful and decadent, were also so desperately erotic.
One such thought, was of coming upon a realm where immortality was achieved, paradoxically through the whole population having become and maintained homosexuality. How startled I was to encounter such a land, and how I so wanted to dismiss them, to teach them how wrong they were. To teach them how much more pleasurable heterosexuality was, only to find that not only it had long been forgotten, but that the pleasures was so insignificant in comparison to homosexuality, as to be hopeless. That it would be I that descended into the incomparable, unimaginable pleasures of homosexuality, for ever and ever.
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When being an open minded boy, means your biggest fantasies are no longer about girls.
#when did you grow out of girls?
The sexual fantasy is manifestly determined as the anxiety of one’s association to symbols of emasculation. The “humiliation” fantasy scenarios are merely scenarios where that very anxiety is displayed in explicitly recognisable terms.
The sexualization of anxiety itself.
