#hypomanic rn

That bipolar/borderline feel when you only realize you’re hypomanic because you have so much energy and anxiety that you had to take two sleeping pills to be able to function throughout the day, even though that’s not what they’re for and you never do stuff like that, you screamed at people for no reason, are actively suicidal, everything’s the end of the world, and you tried to force yourself to do a week’s worth of work in two hours.