#i have so much to say but no where to put it

It kinda sucks when you find a really good tiktok or post or literally anything and your first thought is Omg I wanna send this to that person. The friend who would get It and find humor and value from It. And then you remember they don’t even want to talk to you. And you’ve been coping really well but suddenly the depression of It all really hits because you still don’t know what you did to deserve this. And then that tiktok or post is ruined for you.