#i just cant
I’m seeing spoilers for the new episode of The 100 and I have to wait until later on in the day to watch cause I live in the UK
Bitch I ain’t fucking ready for this episode. So much depressing shit is going on in my life and this episode just isn’t want I need right now
Like bro, I can’t cope
This episode has lost me again. I’m gone. Out. How did we go from Porsche trying to burn his own lips and weeping in the bathroom as he has flashbacks to Porsche laughing with Kinn in the forest and snuggling with him.
I just can’t.
I feel like last episode was a fever dream. I feel like I imagined Porsche’s pain and his trauma and his need to leave, to get away.
Because now it feels like none of that happened. Like no one hurt anyone, like no one spent the past few days breaking down and coming apart at the seams.
I know they’re in a life or death situation but still.
Edit: I do take some of this back by the end of the episode.
‘A strong, kind, and loved by everyone… I see that I got the best bride, huh?’
'I keep telling myself to calm down, but in the end I just can’t. I feel giddy that I want to run around in merry fits like a brat.’
'You being this beautiful, it’s obvious that I’d like to keep you for myself, right?’
'As long as you’re smiling beside me, then I have nothing to fear.’
I am geeking the fuck out over how clean and amazing all of the games (that I enjoy on console) look for PC. Oh my god. AND some of the really old games like Lightning Returns have had patches added since their release and I’m just…AHHH! Happy as fuck. Dude, games I thought were dead or just forgotten by developers weren’t actually dead or forgotten at all!
I am so fucking excited!!
