A/N: For@deanwanddamons 2K Challenge! My quote was “I want to play a game.” Thanks so much for letting me join in on this, and congrats!
Her fingers graze his skin, trailing up his shoulder blades, skating over the knobs of his spine, and Dean smiles into the pillow.
“What’s the game today?” he asks sleepily. There’s no rhyme or reason to the touch that he can tell. Sometimes she traces words into his skin, spelling out secret messages just for him. Sometimes she tries to guess the stories behind the scars — she always kisses them afterward, sweet and reverent.
“Making constellations,” she answers. “Stay right where you are for a sec.”
“Don’t think I could move if I tried.”
He loves this about her. She plays games and sees beauty in his skin, and she marvels at the tiny everyday wonders: freckles, sunsets, coffee. She always points out wildflowers on the side of the road. If they’re walking through the woods she’ll stop and turn over logs and exclaim at every salamander as if she’s never seen one before. She compliments strangers and makes faces at children and always sings in the shower.
Dean didn’t have that innocent, childish sort of wonder in his life — not until he met her. Face down enough gods and monsters, you start to get a little jaded about the everyday things. Spend too much time focusing on the darkness in the world, you start to lose sight of the light that shines through.
i love cute things, i love plush things, i love art’s and crafts, and i love animals, so~ it stands to reason that i also love furries! and by that, i mean fursuits. i don’t personally know any furries, so i don’t know much about them in general, but that also means i have none i can ask for help in this situation i find myself in! (oT w To)
you see, i think fursuit artists are some of the most talented creators out there and i adore seeing their work! but i’m also (a borderline sex-repulsed) asexual and every time i try to get near furry spaces i get horribly triggered by sexual content. i don’t have a problem with saucy NSFW content or a bit of fun kink - not at all! - but the amount of straight-up amateur p**n that’s in the mix is totally making it impossible for me.
so if any furries with suggestions see this post~ could you point me in the direction of some wholesome blogs? (T v T) maybe it’s just not a space that can be safe for me (my non-furry friends seem to think it’ll never work out) but i figure it’s worth a try to ask!
SUMMARY… Sapnap cares for you— maybe more than he should. And he cannot bring himself to ruin one last good thing.
WARNINGS…angst, blood, injuries, general violence, implied wilbur x reader relationship but not really, dream being a sly manipulative ass + punz, swearing, enemies to lovers/star-crossed lovers, suggestive themes, wilbur’s an ass in this one sorry, it’s just sapnap going through the five stages of grief honestly.
WORD COUNT… 14.9k (my longest imagine to the date by a lot but it’s worth it I swear)
NOTE… based on this post! I’ve been wanting to do an imagine around that excerpt for a while so,,, here we are!!! It has a few additions made by me ;))
