#im so high

The trauma of growing up autistic is incredibly isolating and lonely

Y socialskills r bad wnough i dont even know when im fucking up

Everyone assumes i have enough social skills since inpasss enough and just pass as a quirky little girl who acts two young for her age

But im not that

i dont even know im doing anything wrong and these ppl r making assumptions ob me and wont even tell me im doing it wrong

so i can never fucking improve as a person because i dont even lnknow im in the wrong

Im just cursed to be considered an eternal fuck up hy sociatal expectations while feeling like something is always offf and never knowing its me