#jean moreau
wymack: you good kid?
kevin: [laying face down on the floor] i’m sad
wymack: damn me too
wymack: no wait hey sad i’m dad
wymack: no wait what’s wrong
neil, a jock: okay so bro—
andrew: I had my tongue in ur mouth ten minutes ago do not call me bro
neil:so yeah,,,,, my face got burnt
nicky, without thinking: oh lit
“my child is fine” your child has learned the riko roast
andrew: all in all, a 100% success
aaron: andrew we lost our mom
andrew:all in all, a 100% success
wymack:hey if you join us you could stay at the dorms before the school year starts
neil:
andrew:okay keep an eye on kevin for me
neil:ok
neil five minutes later:
no one:
aftg fanartists: orange orange orange orange orageorange,, orange . orange orange did i miss an orange spot orange, orange
matt: [walks in on the twinyards fighting again]
matt:enough you two have to stop fighting
matt, handing them boxing gloves: without proper supervision
nicky, knocking on bathroom door: hey neil what are you doing in there
neil, dying his hair: uh DRUGS
fuck relationships except whatever that redhead and cigarette have going on
you are a pipe dream (derogatory)
aaron: can you get me my glasses
andrew:sure
andrew:
[image description: a hand clutching a pair of glasses by its lens. but it’s just. so wrong. like the glass of the glasses. a thumb is on the front on the lens and the rest of the fingers are on the inside. you should feel very uncomfortable. end]
neil:i want to change the world
wymack:for the better?
neil:
wymack:answer me neil
matt: he called you a what?
neil: a pipe dream
andrew:you’re a fucking nightmare is what you are
So I am a firm believer that Nicky has bad anxiety and depression just naturally and never got meds for it because his parents were very “why do you need meds? Just pray.”
And his bad days aren’t very noticeable unless you pay attention because his smile will be sort of smaller and he’ll hunch in on himself. He’ll eat a lot of bland foods (specifically scrambled eggs) and he has this one hoodie from Germany that he’ll wear. And slowly the twins become more aware of these signs and they’ll hold off on their comments and speak a little more because Nicky needs to have things said to him (he doesn’t understand subtext) and they don’t want to stress him out more.
I think there’s something truly poetic about Neil’s original position being a backliner, a defensive position, and then him switching to a striker, an offensive position. IE. him being in the run his entire life and hiding, to staying in one place and fighting for his life.
The millport exy team: yeah, this game was amazing. Did you hear Sophie cheated on Bryan? I know what a bitch.
Neil: I wonder how long it’ll be till my father kills me.
Someone: Neil is the only person who stayed with Andrew without expecting anything in return.
Nicky: SO I DONT EXIST.
No but seriously, Nicky did stay with the twins without wanting anything. In fact he gave up his life to be with them. Nicky may have pushed boundaries, and that wasn’t okay, but it wasn’t cause he expected to be hugged back. It was because that’s what he would have wanted, he didn’t understand Andrew at the time. we need to remember the book was told from Neil’s POV, he was able to understand Andrew in a way, but Andrew is actually a really complicated person that didn’t give himself away to people. Nicky not understanding him, is a pretty understandable thing.
I like to think that Renee and Andrew are the exact same height, but Renee just gives off such powerful energy, that everyone is convinced she’s actually 6’5.
