Anyway… Cho Sang-woo is hot, especially covered in blood and using a system rigged against him to his advantage, so I want him to rail me into a mattress and tell me I’m pathetic. Maybe bite me too if I beg enough.
Y’all already know that now that I’ve mentioned it I gotta write it SO
How sangwoo would eat you out
Okay so before the games, sangwoo really didn’t enjoy giving head as much as he did receiving head
He would be very messy with it, not in the good way, and kinda rush
He didn’t add any kind of razzledazzle like his fingers or teasing you leading up to it
But after he returned from the games (by dropping out, let’s pretend) it was like something snapped in him
The first thing this man did that night, after you’d had an emotional reunion, was have you lay down
And this man was all for the teasing cause now he realized he really should spend as much time as he could with you and that also included in the bed room
Mans is pulling your underwear off with his teeth
Kisses, bites, hickies all over your thighs
Ghosting his breath over your wet cunt
He’s gonna get you started, slowly adding in as many fingers as you beg for, tongue never halting
Please curl your fingers into his hair, he loves it <3
He’s already hard and moaning against your pussy as he gets some friction from the bed
Definitely likes to stick his tongue in every so often dont @ me rn
He’ll let you sit on his face too
Makes eye contact
Ugh yes
“Stop squirming or I’ll stop”
Wraps his arms around your thighs to hold you down when he’s not fingering you too
Now he’ll take you into a bathroom stall or dressing room, getting on his knees beneath you
He gets so pussy drunk off of you and he loves it <3
Plot:A heartfelt moment between Sangwoo and Y/N soon leads to something else.
Warnings:smut, age gap, dirty talk, cream pie, Y/N and Sangwoo being exhibitionists, public/semi-public sex, some angst (crying and mentions of death) ⚠️all of this is consensual!!⚠️
Okay, this is all taking place when they make barricades after the game of tug of war, like back where they have mattresses on the ground. It’s on episode 5 if y’all need to see what I’m talking about. Also, let’s pretend you’re 25 in this this is friends to lovers/mutual pining <3
“Stop laughing at me and help me,”you giggled, looking at Sangwoo. You were struggling to pick up one of the pieces of bed frame and he had his hands on his hips, chuckling.
“You told me you could do it without my help, remember?”he teased, coming over to pick up the opposite end; helping you lift metal. The two of you placed it where it needed to go, Sangwoo leaning his elbow on your shoulder after. “So, what did we learn?”
“That you’re an ass?” You playfully smacked his chest, smiling.
“Wow, that hurt.”
“Come on, let’s go find out spots.”
It’d been five years since you’d met Sangwoo and you two were as close as ever, if not closer. He was all you had here. It was a surprise when he saw you were here; but, he made it his personal mission to make sure you were safe. He even switched bunks with somebody to make sure he was next to you and that included tonight.
“Here,”he said; pointing to two mattresses that were the furthest in the back yet still by other people. “We can still get away if we need to; but, we still have protection.” He grabbed your hand to help you step around everyone and everything, sitting down after. The timer for lights out was at ten minutes and practically everyone was heading to bed except for the people on guard.
You and Sangwoo both slipped your jackets off, his eyes immediately falling to your hands. “Your hands hurt?”he gently grabbed your wrists, allowing him to examine them. The rope burns on your hands were worse than his, which pained him to see.
“Just a little, it’s not bad though.” You’d thought about everything that had just led to the marks on your hands, your small smile from Sangwoo disappearing.
He immediately noticed. You could say what you wanted about Sangwoo; but, he was very attentive toward you. “What’s wrong?”
“I was just thinking,”you whispered; watching as his thumb began to rub your hand softly. “Earlier when Gi-hun almost slipped and I fell against him, I just…”
You still didn’t understand how it didn’t end like you thought it would earlier. When Gi-hun was right on the edge of the towers, somehow you’d lost your balance and fell into him. If it wasn’t for everyone else on the team pulling quickly, you all would’ve been dead. All that work of winning gone for nothing.
“What if that would’ve been it?”you asked, looking up at him. “What if any of the other games would’ve been it? I don’t want this place to be the last place we see each other, I don’t wanna leave you Sangwoo.” You looked up at him, a soft look in your eyes.
“You didn’t though and that’s what matters.”
“It could’ve happened, it could still happen,”you whispered; starting to think of all these horrible sceneries, tears welling in your eyes. “We shouldn’t stay here Sangwoo, I don’t want you to die.”
“Don’t cry,”he pleaded, turning to face you. “I’m not gonna die and neither are you.”
The timer went down and the lighted clicked off as you felt more tears fall. “You can’t promise me that. Anything could happen and we could be dead within the next hour for all we know,”you whispered; sniffling.
“Come on, don’t talk like that,”he could just barely make out your face in the dim lights that shined through the door doors of the common area. “Come here.” He helped you climb into his lap, wrapping his arms around your waist.
“You’re my favorite person, I don’t want you to die Sangwoo.”
“I won’t, Y/N. I promise and I promise I’m gonna protect you so you don’t either,”he whispered; rubbing your back as you buried your face in his neck. “You gotta trust me, okay?”
You nodded, wrapping your legs around his waist to get closer. “Gotta trust Sangwoo of SNU,”you whispered, letting out a sad giggle when he poked your sides. “Sorry, sorry. It was funny.” You snuggled your face further into his neck, closing your eyes.
“Ah, it’s okay. You get a pass cause you’re sad.” He let the room fall into dead silence as he just held you. The moment that everything happened earlier, he wanted to hold you just like this. A wholesome, comforting hug like this was what he needed…
Until you started to move around in his lap.
These tracksuits weren’t the thickest thing and he could feel every movement. A quite groan left him as he felt the friction against his dick, you quickly ceasing your movements. “Oh shit, am I hurting you?”You whispered, pulling your face out of his neck.
“No, no. Just…don’t move around so much. You’re practically grinding on me right now and it’s not gonna end well.” If the lights were on, you could see how red he was in this exact moment. The tip of his ears always got deep red when he was flustered and you always thought it was cute.
“Cho Sangwoo, are you trying to tell me you’re gonna get a boner from this?” The silence that followed confirmed your suspicions and you cracked a small smile. “That’s cute, Sangwoo.”
“No, it’s not cute,”he immediately retorted.
“Oh no, it is,”you giggled; wiggling your hips in his lap again. His hands flew to hold you still; but, you continued your little game, pressing a kiss to the corner of his mouth. “Don’t be shy, I’ve seen it before.”
Sangwoo’s eyes fluttered closed as you began to kiss down his neck, fingertips dancing along his shoulders. His hands, which were just holding you still, now helped as you ground yourself against him. You smirked against his skin as you felt him get hard beneath you, the small protrusion alone making you throb.
Within minutes, Sangwoo was painfully hard; every bit of friction he could get from you almost being too much. He let out a groan ; but, quickly smacked his hand over his mouth when somebody next to you stirred. You took a look at the figure before looking around, noticing a blind spot. “Come with me,”you whispered; climbing out of his lap.
Sangwoo took your hand as he stood up; his feet practically stepping on your heels as he followed close behind. With a few twists and turns between empty beds, you two comfortably slipped into an isolated area.
Without a second thought, you began to drop to your knees; but, Sangwoo stopped you. “There won’t be enough time,”he whispered; helping you stand up right again. He placed a hand on your waist, backing you up until you hit the wall. Your arms wrapped around his neck as he placed his other hand on the opposite side of your head; your lips crashing together into a deep kiss.
Like Sangwoo, you melted into it; fingers twirling his hair. He dropped his hand from your waist to your thigh, hiking it up. The small gesture allowed him to press the tent in his pants completely against you; his fingertips digging into the flesh of your thigh.
Taking a breath of air, Sangwoo pulled away from the kiss and moved to work on your neck; biting at it and licking over the spots to soothe them. “If I don’t get to feel your cunt soon, I’m gonna explode,”he whispered; making your shiver.
“Let’s get that fixed for you then,”you whispered back. You dropped your leg and grabbed his hand, walking over to one of the empty beds; smirking as it lined up perfectly with your hips. You fumbled with his waist bands, yanking them both down until his cock popped out. His tip was an angry shade of red and wet with precum, and he let out a hiss as you pumped him once with your hand.
With the speed of light, Sangwoo spun you around and yanked down your joggers and underwear; giving your ass one light smack. “You’re so hot,”he groaned quietly before placing his hand on the back of your neck, bending you over, your chest pressed against the uncomfortably mattress beneath you.
You let out a sigh of relief when he slowly slid into you, Sangwoo’s eyes squeezing shut. The familiar feeling of your warmth around him set him off and he almost whimpered when he had to pull out of you; alas, it allowed him to thrust back into you. “Fuck,”you whined quietly; biting your lip.
Sangwoo set a steady place, focusing on hitting deep within you; a soft moan leaving your lips everytime he did. “Keep quiet or everyone will know what we’re doing, pretty girl,”he whispered, using his foot to kick your legs apart a bit more.
“Let em, just go faster, please,”you begged quietly.
Sangwoo didn’t have to be told twice before he started thrusting into you quicker. As he was caught up in pleasure, you noticed that some of the people across the room were looking your way; noticing what was going on. The eyes being on you made your pussy gush more around Sangwoo’s cock and he definitely noticed.
“What’s got you going, hm?”he grunted as you squeezed around him.
“We-we have an audience.”
Sangwoo glanced in the direction you were looking and smirked. “Let’s give them a show then, huh?”
Your fingers gripped the sheet tightly and a particularly loud moan left you as he started to pound in you relentlessly. The force of his hips meeting your ass causing you to lunge forward each time. Despite only sleeping with each other about a handful of times, Sangwoo never failed to please and surprise you.
The mixture of adrenaline, people watching you, and how good Sangwoo’s dick was has you closer to the edge way before you expected.
Sangwoo felt as you started to tighten around him, pushing your hips back to meet him more. “Are you already close, pretty girl? People watching you really gets you going, huh?”he didn’t even let you respond before he made eye contact with one of the other players; smirking. He reached down and rubbed your clit, making your legs shake.
“I’m gonna cum,”you moaned; shoving your face into the white sheets below you.
“Cum for me, pretty girl. I’m close too,”he grunted; his pace faltering a bit. “I’m gonna fill you up and everyone will know you’re walking around with my load in you,”he groaned. “And when we get out of here together, I’m gonna spend all day fucking you.”
Your mouth fell open in silent bliss as the knot that had been forming in your lower stomach finally snapped. As you came around his cock, the squelching of your juices with every thrust filled his ears. “Good girl,”he praised through clenched teeth. A few more thrusts and Sangwoo spilled his load into you, panting; hips moving a couple more times, throwing you into overstimulation.
“That’s how you give em a show worth watching.”
And there’s a little something short (it’s not the greatest) while I work on this enemies to lovers, I’m taking my time cause it’s literally my favorite trope
my humble and for legal reasons sarcasticopinion of the characterization i’ve seen:
the prevailing sangihun dynamic is FALSE. uwu-ified choccy milk babygirl gihun with a moral line he’ll never cross ✨ DOES NOT EXIST. cold-blooded olympic athlete at black friday sales sangwoo with 2 alternating expressions (1.fuck, 2.off) DOES NOT EXIST.
mind that i project needlessly onto my favorite characters, and therefore may understand a fraction of the thoughts running through sangwoo’s head as my mans was slowly rotting alive in his own bathroom. which is to SAY the gifted kid’s fall from grace and the crushing pressure to meet expectations or greet your lifelong friend: Guilt hits a little bit close to home. in this Very critical essay, i’ll share what that’s like. please be warned that it’s heavy stuff (wait, this was supposed to be sarcasm-)
firstly, some screw-ups like us DO end up resorting to extremes to keep up with expectations. the logic is simple: even if it’s a lie, it’s just our weight to bear, isn’t it? often it’s these honor roll kids that are good at cheating, fibbing, and workarounds that carefully maintain the high standard imposed on them since childhood. do we feel AWFUL about it? does it wreak havoc on our mental health and in the long term pose some dangerous self esteem and integrity issues that cause us to spiral even more and damage our relationships…? WELL LEMME TELL YA, I SURE AS HECJK HOPENOT but sangwoo’s clearly jumped from point A to point Z in that alphabet. he’s VERY much at a stage of misery that would take years to undo by the time of the show.
point is… you’ll notice (especially if you’re One Of Us) that we don’t do this because we stopped caring. often it’s the opposite, that we care a whole stupid lot. a divide starts between the you that deserves love and good things and the you that’s fallen so behind that any harm to them at the expense of loved ones’ pride and the community’s respect is an inconsequential and near masochist price to pay. (self-care also tends to decline, but south korean society is big on the importance of the physical face, so a businessman like sangwoo is understandably well kempt for other reasons.)
to me, pathological liar cho sangwoo hides agony and self-hatred. after every instance in which he’s chosen self-preservation, he ends up choosing his mother’s health and happiness over his own life. his mindset of wiping his worthless self from the equation so something better will replace him is DAMN FOLLY, I SAY!!!! sangwoo doesn’t redeem himself in the finale, he shatters. he thought it was the right choice to rob a mother of her son. what does life have to do to someone to think that? why does it scare me a lot that i’m starting to get an idea…?
what i’m SAYING is that the extremes sangwoo takes in the games are easily a continuity of lying about his residence in america, of siphoning the wealth of others to toss up and lose six billion and somehow never think to try something else. he’s a sick fuck with an attitude, but the Prodigy Turned Asswipe At Rock Bottom trajectory follows REALLY REALLY WELL here. therefore it’s my idea of how he ended up as the guy we see in S1. and you know what that asswipe needs??
A HUG!!!! REAL THERAPY!! and for GIHUN, seemingly the only person he trusts to accept him when he’s completely lost face, to PROVIDE love and support. to let him be weak and tender and NOT. NOT.NOT the callous bastard that came this close to total desensitization to violence. imo THIS is the true sangihun dynamic!! one that doesn’t have any coping mechanism attached to it whatsoever!! this version sparks JOY!!! the possessive, domineering, and enigmatic stone face act that fandom interpretations give to a long-term depressed and isolated man doesn’t appeal to me tbh. he shows signs and hints of the altruistic and almost gentle person he can really be (with proper guidance…!)
his name means “helping each other” and while it was chosen to emphasize his contradictions.. maybe it could be a sign? i’ll take more of that sweet sangwoo please <3 my shriveled grinch heart needs it <3 <3 but that’s all i’ll say about that!! to each their own!!!
NOW. GIHUN.
YA’LL. THIS MAN……………..
A LITERAL WALKING RED FLAG??? how did so many shippers miss it COMPLETELY??
ignoring my additional lengthy history with deadbeat dads with an addiction (well, except for the extent to which it colors my opinions here, if you will ) … gihun’s an alright dude at first glance. but the rift between his personality and the violence he encounters is just…. astounding? and deeply troubling, seeing as he’s joking about military ranks like this is a discord RP server after the first round. ahem. the exceedingly ruthless and gruesome first round?? the only other characters we see enjoying themselves to this extent are deok su and his pack - but there’s gang violence history there, so it tracks. but GI HUN??? (funny that his name means “high ranking”)
and not to mention the raging hot topic that was the very last scene. turns his back on the airplane terminal a few STEPS from boarding and JUST AFTER calling his daughter…. for the sake of revenge? for some righteous cause that borders on delusions of grandeur??
well. actually… i think my sangihun agenda can explain that one. which is where my idea of their dynamic from gihun’s POV takes form. (still keeping in mind that these are all opinions! thank you kindly)
gihun’s had experience with the almost primal violence in the lights-out section of the games. he tells ilnam about the protest that happened when he and his coworkers were laid off, where he watched a friend die. when this repeats with allies like saebyeok and most critically with sangwoo, he pretty visibly shuts down. a whole year passes before ilnam’s fucky wucky doctrine and the sight of salesmen recruiting new players shakes him out of it. so there’s already two reasons to be roused to Battinson levels of vengeance, but…? enough to leave gayeong?
enter: the darker implications of gihun coming to a stop just before winning the games. turning back and reaching for sangwoo’s hand. what choices is he making here, and how are they layered? he’s choosing survival, you’d say - he values life over monetary gain, and that’s noble. but… what about his mother’s life? her treatment?
in his last moments, sangwoo’s ultimate motivation is reparations. his purpose for competing was to right his wrongs, namely the years he’s spent deceiving his mother. he feels I’m Human Garbage tier remorse, and this was discussed earlier - in no way does jamming a knife into his neck help the woman he cares about the most! … but it doesn’t negate that his last act was, in his mind, selfless. gihun’s appears to be, too. UNTIL you read it as effectively putting sangwoo’s life above his own mother’s, his own daughter’s love for him, and even his ex-wife’s lack of financial independence.
in the last moments of the game, he chooses sangwoo. his safety is his only motivation - there’s a broken man laying at his feet, wishing they were kids again, and you can see the sorrow and pity in gihun taking over. when that choice gets turned on its head in a few fatal seconds, you can also see his radicalization finish as early as That Scene.
here’s what i mean.
he’s constantly putting sangwoo on a pedestal. i don’t even have to explain - we’ve seen the memes. i’ve become the meme just to annoy my friends. Did you hear? HUH? You don’t know about the SNU genius??!! … it was adorable and all too sobering to watch. but the answer. Is. Right. There!!! he’s a gambling addict doing irregular small jobs, debt-ridden and divorced, on the brink of losing everything else - of course cho sangwoo, the best of the best, the shining example of discipline and achievement, would give him hope? of course it isn’t possible for life to screw over someone so deserving of the most it has to offer? of course sangwoo’s going to be okay, and at least he’ll have him to lean on?
WROMG, SIR. he watches in real time as the system they’ve both become trapped in grinds up the last of sangwoo’s will to go on. he sees the fate of someone who really, truly had it all going for him, and when you’re witness to a death like that - the “long line of Buddhists” in your family may as well end right there. and i saw exactly that in gihun.
which is to say….. S2 gihun, at least to me, sounds like a scary mf. god knows about that hair but, thinking of where he’s coming from, i see a flipped sangihun dynamic (in life or in death, take your pick) as the True Gospel. intensely protective gihun who won’t let sangwoo go off the deep end again, who does everything in his power to get him help and bring his walls down, or in worse cases, avenge the heck out of him. sangwoo smoothing the furious edge in gihun so he doesn’t go off doing a Stupid when his family is perfectly intact and needs him. sangwoo being quicker to embrace normalcy and showing him what to be grateful for. this is just the park i’m in!
i see gihun as the rowdy, bloody-nosed fight-picking kid in their youth. i see sangwoo as the occasional extra pair of fists, but mostly the quiet, nose-in-books boy who was terrible at making friends and content with just the one. and they’re currently my everything :))))))
pls ❤️ ask me for sangihun thoughts if you want to, i will dust off my bible. xoxox
