#mandos
“I like to call the Fëanturi, the blind gods. Not because they cannot see but they are bound by principles. Bound by what has been (death), what could be (dreams), and what is being done (grief).”-Ardie
I wrote a short thing about an elf’s experience with death, so here you go.
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He flees the ruins of his body, and darkness encompasses him. It tears at him, pulling him this way and that, as though tumbled beneath the waves of a great dark sea.
At first it is all he can do to be himself, unchoosing, to find some stillness in the tumult.
Slowly though, slowly, he begins to sense patterns in the chaos, senses attuning themselves to the world as it is without the body to translate it. The darkness is not all one thing, the currents that toss him about created by the backwash of some titanic struggle. Some are currents of warmth, seeming to lift him to an unseen surface, others bitterly cold and dragging him down into ever more lightless depths. When the next current of warmth finds him he leans into it, follows it, seeking for something to cling to.
Icy draughts steal him away from the warmth, but now he struggles, reaching out, finding the warmth again and grasping at it. Cold still drags at him but cannot surround him, the chill slowly slipping away as warmth embraces him, lifting him up, and at last he sees light again. He floats now on the surface of the great sea, the stars above him and warmth cradling him, waves calming into gentle swells. The darkness around him is soft, more like feathers than water, sheltering and comforting as they glide West beneath the moonless sky.
The stars pass overhead, and perhaps time passes as well. There are arms now, reaching down to him, lifting him up as a father cradles his child, tucking him like a hatchling beneath a great dark wing. He knows safety now, certainty. He sleeps.
The In-Between
‘Gorgumoth I am called, the hound of Mandos.’ He says as he sits back on his legs, wrapping his skinny tail around his front paws.
'Are these the Halls of Mandos?’
'This is nepantla, the in-between, neither here nor there.’
Celegorm falls at Doriath by Dior’s hand, but the journey does not end there.
A little something to celebrate Day of the Dead, inspired by a small discussion with @houndsofvalinor-art and their beautiful art response of Námo Mandos and his hound Gorgumoth.
Rating: T
Characters: Celegorm, Námo Mandos, Gorgumoth, Huan
Wordcount: 1161
This is fantastic and I’m so, so thankful for it! Your writing is gorgeous, and the imagery is beautifully dreamlike and haunting. I love the blend of Aztec mythology- thank you again for sharing in the notes. All of the characters are wonderfully-written, and I especially love the dogs. Thank you again for writing this!
“I like to call the Fëanturi, the blind gods. Not because they cannot see but they are bound by principles. Bound by what has been (death), what could be (dreams), and what is being done (grief).”-Ardie
Namo’s Askbox
Lúthien: Can my boyfriend come back?
Námo:Yes
Fingon:Can my boyfriend come back?
Námo:For the five thousandth time, no, he’s not ready and he wouldn’t be happy if he did. I bet you were the kind of child who took your mother’s cakes out of the oven half-cooked because you were impatient. Anarië has the patience of a saint.
Celebrimbor: Can my boyfriend come back?
Námo:
No.
Beleg: Can my boyfriend come back?
Námo:Your boyfriend won’t effing leave, which is supposed to be metaphysically impossible.
Legolas:Can my boyfriend come here?
Námo:Mr. Greenleaf, I believe that is what we call a fait accompli…but Aulë is extremely enthusiastic, Yavanna is backing him up, and most of the others are favourable, so that’s a yes.
Sam:Can my boyfriend come back?
Námo:I’m afraid that’s not possible, Master Gamgee, but he’s been asking about you as well, so here’s a compromise: when you’re ready, you can come here.
scene inspired from @eirianerisdar ’s work “the ransom of the house of fëanor”
Commission of Namó done for me by the absolute wonderful @karama08❤️!
glad to draw this for you ! ❤️