#mdzs lan jingyi
how these mdzs characters walk in and out of your life
Lan Jingyi ｡.｡:∞♡*♥
- you had never seen Jingyi as a lover,
- not at first
- he had always been your friend
- and with how you both grew up clashing rather than caring,
- it was hard to picture him as someone you would hold hands with
- but Jingyi’s heart had always beat differently from the words he tells you
- and after a stupid game of spin the bottle
- and standing the closest you have ever stood next to him in 7 minutes in heaven
- you both have a realization on your feelings for one another
- it was a weird transition,
- knowing friendship better than a relationships
- (you were Jingyi’s first ever real partner)
- hesitant hand holds
- those shy looks,
- the tentative brushing of a loose strand of hair
- and small gestures of new love
- there was potential between both of you
- but then again, it was really only potential
- after a few weeks,
- you realize that even though Jingyi really likes you
- he’s unable to act naturally around you, like he used to when you both had just been friends
- and after a mutual discussion
- you both decide that it’s better if you go back to being friends,
- because skittering eyes
- and skittish hands
- wasn’t really yours or Jingyi’s style
- most importantly
- you missed him
- the carefree-ness that he shared with you
- before the expectation of being a boyfriend to you
- so you both return to the friendship that you started with
- perhaps, now, there are more lingering gazes,
- but nonetheless
- there are more smiles, twinkling eyes and less awkward anxious gazes
- platonic love, matching the rhythm of your steps
- as he walks you to your classes
- (because he still does)
